I have this deep hatred inside me, hiding in me like a slumbering tiger and a hidden dragon, I cannot explain this hate. Neither can I control it nor can I eradicate it.

Deep down me, I seem to hate everything, the deep malice inside me that is as deep as an ocean of abyss waiting to swallow anything. It is developed by all of my experiences in my life. I can see that deep down inside I hate everything.

Nath Hua was cultivating and realizing the deep malice inside him. Even though he could understand his inner malice, he could not eradicate it.

He had to deal with it because this would later turn into a qi calamity or even an inner demon that will hamper his progress.

Since I came to this place, I have been practicing and trying to take revenge but it feels like I am not making a progress at all. It has already been a year and I can barely even condense some amount of immortal consciousness.

I feel like I am not even making any progre