The soul of my mum will burn them all for me, and I’m sure about that. One day everyone will pay all what they did to me beginning with my dad to my stepmother and even my two stepsisters. My feelings will be the fire which will eat everyone and no one will survive. Like the dark angel who kills them all and take them to the hell where they supposed to be forever. I have anticipated this and I wish it will happen one day.

Day after day, and misery didn’t stop for one day, maybe only some hours but not for too long. I’m used to resist until the time will come and I will leave this life forever. Death sometimes is the only solution to sleep in peace. It’s not always a bad thing. I told Olivier once that I will suicide one day. She was always terrified about it when I said it, but I didn’t after all I was always a courage woman exactly like my mum who loved me and gave me a part from her spirit to stay strong always. One a rainy cold day, I met Dani and he was so depressed. I saw in his