All Chapters of Too Late, My Ex-Wife: Her Regret After Our Daughter's Death: Chapter 21
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Chapter 21: Too Late
Third Person's POV:She finally got the keys.She stood there another moment, both hands around them, and then got in the car and sat without starting the engine.Her phone rang.Roman.She looked at it for two rings. Then she answered."I was thinking we could do dinner tonight," he said, easy and warm, the voice he used when he was certain of his welcome. "Leo has been asking for that noodle place again. We could make an evening of it, the three of—""I cannot," Vivienne said."Tomorrow then. Or we could—""Roman." Her voice came out flat in a way that surprised even her. "I cannot. Not tonight. Not tomorrow. I will call you when I can."A short pause. "Is everything alright?"She ended the call without answering and put the phone in her bag.Then she started the engine and drove.~.~The cemetery was exactly where the paper said it would be. She had driven past the gates before, years ago, without ever slowing down.She parked outside and walked in.It was a quiet afternoon. No win
Chapter 22: A Different Kind of Knock
Nathan's POV:My phone had been buzzing on and off for the past hour.Vivienne. Every time.I looked at it the first time it rang, saw her name, and put it face down on the nightstand. After that I stopped looking. The buzzing became just another sound in the room that had nothing to do with me.I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling.There was a strange kind of quiet inside me that I had not expected. Not peace exactly. More like the feeling after a long illness finally breaks. Everything still sore, still tender, but the worst of it done.Vivienne and Roman.I thought about them and waited for the familiar tightening in my chest, the anger that had been living there for months now, and found almost nothing. Just a flat, tired recognition.They could have whatever they were building. The contracts, the investments, the dinner tables and hospital corridors they occupied together. All of it. I did not want any of those things back. I had spent six years wanting her back, some vers
Chapter 23: Stomach Trouble
Nathan's POV:"Can I ask you something strange?""Go ahead," I said.She looked at her glass for a moment. "Do you think a person can just decide to stop being who their family made them? Like, one day just walk away from all of it and become someone else entirely?"I thought about that honestly."I think it costs more than most people are willing to pay," I said.She nodded slowly, like that was the answer she had expected and not the one she had been hoping for. Then she poured herself another glass and kept talking.~.~She talked for a long time.The man her family had chosen came from old money, the kind that had been in the same hands for three generations without anyone working particularly hard for it. He had a house in two countries and an ex-wife maybe or maybe he was single forever nobody in her family mentioned directly. As getting into that family precisely the money was the whole point all the time. He had met Claire once, at a dinner she had not known was an audition,
Chapter 24: The Photograph
Third Person's POV:The call came in at half past midnight.Daniel Holt was still at his desk when his phone rang, the lobby manager's name on the screen. He answered it expecting something routine, a billing question, a noise complaint, something small.It was not small.He listened without interrupting. When the manager finished, Daniel set his pen down very carefully on the desk."She went to whose room," he said."A guest, sir. Checked in yesterday. He is staying on the ninth floor. One of our staff observed Miss Shen entering his room shortly after eleven. She has not returned to her own room as of this call."The line was quiet for a moment."And nobody stopped her," Daniel said."She is a guest, sir. We cannot physically—""She is not just a guest." His voice came out flat and controlled, which took more effort than it should have. "I made that very clear when I arranged her stay. I asked for anything unusual to be reported immediately. This is not immediately. This is an hour
Chapter 25: Surrounded
Nathan's POV:"Is your name Cole?"I looked at the man who had stepped into my path. Young, maybe late twenties, well dressed in the way that did not need to announce itself. Sharp eyes. The kind of face that was used to people moving out of its way."Yes," I said. "Do I know you?"He opened his mouth. Then something shifted in his expression, quick and complicated, like he had prepared for this moment and now that it was here the preparation was not enough."Not yet," he said.I waited for more. Nothing came."I need to get upstairs," I said. "Someone is unwell."He stepped aside without arguing, which surprised me slightly. He kept looking at me in a way I did not have the energy to examine right now.I turned back to the desk.The night manager had the particular smile of someone who had been trained to appear helpful while being the opposite."Sir, as I was explaining, our guests' privacy is our first.""She gave me her key card herself," I said. "I brought her to her own room an
Chapter 26: An Apology, Bowed
Third Person's POV:The guards stepped back, one after another, leaving the small ring of space around Nathan empty.Daniel did not look at them again.He walked forward, past the spot where the nearest guard had been standing, and stopped directly in front of Nathan. Up close, under the lobby lights, the resemblance was even harder to argue with. The shape of the jaw. The set of the shoulders. Something in the stillness of him."Your surname," Daniel said. His voice was not as steady as he wanted it to be. "Cole. Say it again. Properly."Nathan looked at him like he was speaking a language slightly out of reach."Nathan Cole," he said. "That is my name. Why does it matter to you?"Daniel did not answer right away.He was looking at Nathan's face, searching it, the way you searched something you had been carrying around in your pocket for eight months and had finally found standing in front of you in the worst possible setting, a hotel lobby at midnight with security guards still hal
Chapter 27: Two Words Through the Door
Nathan's POV:Nobody moved for exactly one second.Then the morning light came through the curtain and I realized I had been staring at the ceiling for a while without actually waking up.I sat up slow. My legs swung off the bed and I waited for the soreness to hit. Two days ago I had run blocks with Lily in my arms. No cars stopping. No help. Just my own legs under me the whole way.There was nothing. No ache. No stiffness. Nothing in my calves or my knees that said I had done anything at all.I flexed my foot and frowned at it like it owed me an explanation.Adrenaline, I told myself. The body holds things off when it needs to. It catches up later.I did not think about it more than that. I did not have room to.~.~The knock came around eight.I opened the door expecting housekeeping. It was Daniel, holding a tray with two coffees and a covered plate, dressed like a man who had not slept either but had decided not to let it show."You eat breakfast," he said. Not a question."Somet
Chapter 28: Not Looking Up
Third Person's POV:Neither of them answered Claire's question.Daniel came back in, pocketed his phone, and said they should get breakfast downstairs before checkout. His voice was completely normal. His eyes were not.Claire looked at Nathan. Nathan was already picking up his jacket from the chair.She decided to let it go. For now.~.~The hotel restaurant was the kind of place that tried too hard in the morning. Too many types of bread. Too many small labeled jars of jam lined up in a row like they were being judged.Claire sat across from Nathan and poured herself a coffee.She got it almost to her mouth before her elbow caught the edge of the cup and sent it sideways across the white tablecloth.She grabbed the cup before it fell completely. Most of the coffee was already on the table.She set the cup down and looked at it."That was your fault," she told it quietly.She blotted the tablecloth with her napkin and looked up to see if anyone had noticed. Nathan was reading somethi
Chapter 29: It's Urgent
Nathan's POV:I did not call back.Whatever Claire's father wanted to say about me, he could say it. I had no stake in it. I barely knew his daughter. I had pulled her off a ledge and let her sit in my room and drink most of a bottle of wine while she talked about things she had not said out loud before. That was the full extent of what existed between us.I checked out of the hotel at eleven and started looking for an apartment.~.~The first place smelled like something that had been wet and dried and gotten wet again. The landlord called it character.The second had a bathroom where the tap ran warm on the cold side and cold on the warm side, and the landlord acted like that was a personality quirk rather than a problem.The third was on the fourth floor of a building on a quiet street. Small kitchen. One bedroom. Nothing remarkable about any of it except the window at the far end of the main room.East facing.I stood in front of it for a moment. The morning had already moved p
Chapter 30: Like My Mum Now
Third Person's POV:The text sat unanswered on Nathan's phone and Vivienne sat unanswered in her office and neither of those things was going to change tonight.She had sent it three hours ago. She had not sent a follow up. She was not going to.She opened the next email in the queue and read the first line four times without absorbing it.~.~The office had been functioning around her for three days now the way offices functioned around people who came in but were not fully there. Her assistant handled the calls that could be handled. The meetings that could not be moved had been attended. She had sat in each one and said the right things in the right order and nobody had pushed back which meant she had been convincing enough.Inside it was a different matter.Inside there was something that kept very still and did not make noise and did not ask to be addressed. She had been leaving it alone because addressing it required energy she was currently spending on everything else.Roman a