All Chapters of TO LATE TO BEG, SISTER: Chapter 21
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CHAPTER 21: NO ONE TOUCHES MY PEOPLE
The director looked at Julian's hand in the air between them, and then he laughed. It was a soft, professional laugh, the kind that got used to making nobodies smaller."While it still works," he repeated, tasting the sentence like bad wine. "Cute. Do you know how many men have said something clever to me in this corridor? They all work here now, or they don't work at all."He did not let go of Aira's hand. He pulled it toward himself, gently, the way a man takes something he has already priced. "You're too pretty to waste on a minor role," he said, and his voice went warm and low, the voice that had closed doors and opened them for fifteen years. "One night. One night with me, and I can get you any part you want. Any part."Aira yanked her hand back so hard she staggered. "I came to audition," she said, and her voice shook with anger, not fear. "Not to sleep with anyone."The warmth left the director's face all at once, like a switch thrown. "Oh, please," he sneered. "You've probably
CHAPTER 22: BENEATH ANY STANDARD
The footsteps that did not hurry belonged to Roland Beck.He came down the corridor the way weather comes down a street, and the circle around Julian simply came apart. Assistants remembered errands. Security guards remembered doors. The man with the radio discovered his static was interesting. Six years of silence will do that to a room.Beck stopped at the edge of the scene and looked at the fat unit director, at the blood, at the tooth by the folding chair. His eyes passed over Julian—and stayed, for half a second too long, the way a man looks at a name he has been told to remember. Then the eyes moved on, and chose to know nothing.He did not raise his voice. He did not need to."Not on my floor," Beck said.The unit director's mouth opened and closed like a fish's. He dabbed his split lip with the back of his hand. "Director Beck, I—this one, he assaulted—she threw herself—""I heard," Beck said. "I heard all of it from the end of the corridor. Which is more than I can say for yo
CHAPTER 23: AN UNCUT GEM
The test was set up in a corner of Stage B, because that was all the respect it was being given: one camera, one light, a strip of tape on the floor to mark the spot. Genevieve's entourage took seats that appeared from nowhere, and someone brought her a folding chair with her name written on it in marker. She had not asked. That was the point.A bored assistant director called "Action" the way other people call for lunch.The single light warmed up with a tick, and the camera's red eye came on. From the corner of it, Aira could see Julian at the edge of the light, hands in his pockets, exactly where he said he would be. He did not wave. He did not nod. He just stood there, the way a lighthouse stands—doing nothing, on purpose.Aira stepped onto the mark. Her hands were shaking. She let them shake for one second, and then she did the thing she had done in front of a mirror for five years: she put the shaking somewhere else, somewhere the camera could not see. In her pocket she could fe
CHAPTER 24: REPLACED
"She's not worthy," Julian said.The words landed on the stage like a dropped sandbag. Genevieve blinked. The unit director blinked. Even the light seemed to reconsider."Excuse me?" Genevieve said."You heard me," Julian said. "She is not worthy of it. Two scenes, a throwaway death, flattering lighting—keep them. She has real work to do, and it isn't standing in your shadow."Genevieve's face went through its inventory of expressions and settled on one she rarely needed: genuine annoyance. But annoyance, for Genevieve, was also content. She flicked two fingers at her publicist—a signal—and two camera phones lifted to record the dressing-down of a nobody. She would want this moment kept. She did not yet know what else it would keep."You," she said, "are ungrateful. I just helped you. I stopped that man's hands, I offered your stray a role, and this is how you repay me?""I didn't ask for your help," Julian said. "His hands stopped on their own. And the role is an insult with a contra
CHAPTER 25: THE OTHER HALF
Genevieve's assistant made the call with shaking hands, because hands can tell when their owner is about to be unemployed. When it connected, Genevieve snatched the air in front of the phone. "Speaker," she said. The assistant put it on speaker.Down the corridor, work slowed. A radio on the set was turned down. Nobody admitted to listening. Everybody listened."Is the news false?" the assistant asked."The news is confirmed," said the voice. It was the liaison's voice, flat and careful, the voice of a person reading from a screen they had been told not to explain.Genevieve actually laughed. "Good," she said. "Then tell them—""No," the voice said. "I think there is a misunderstanding. I am not denying anything. The decision stands. Genevieve Vance is released from the lead role, effective immediately."For three seconds, the corridor's newest star stood very still. Then she grabbed the phone out of her assistant's hand so hard the case cracked. "Who decided this?" she demanded. "Put
CHAPTER 26: NINETY PERCENT AT A LOSS
Selina Hart crossed the corridor, and the corridor learned something without being told: the way she walked toward the young man in the cheap coat was the way everyone else in the building walked toward money. A whisper ran ahead of her, fast and low: That's Hart. Selina Hart. Northlight—Company 2's entertainment arm. She is the one who signs.She stopped an arm's length from him. In her head, she was doing what she always did when she saw him: counting the years. Eleven, since a quiet investor with an orphanage's address had bought a dying talent agency for a price nobody questioned. Five of those years spent building half the entertainment industry, brick by brick, loss by loss, for a girl named Genevieve Vance—because the investor had come home one evening with a strange, tired look, and had said: ‘The fifth one wants to be a star. Build her a sky.’Ninety percent of Genevieve's film offers had lost money. Selina had signed the checks herself. The endorsements, the festival seats,
CHAPTER 27: THE FALL GUY
The shout stopped Genevieve at the doors. It stopped everything at the doors."SHE sent me the photo!" the director roared, fighting against the two polite people who were not fighting back, which was somehow worse. "SHE told me to put the extra in her place! She said—she said the girl was nobody, she said it would be funny! I was just the fall guy! Ask her! ASK HER!"The corridor turned as one. Eighty percent of the entertainment industry ate at Company 2's table, and the remaining twenty percent lived on gossip, so every ear in the room did the arithmetic at once: the photo, the order, the extra, the fall guy. The story rearranged itself in a hundred heads, and in none of the new versions was Genevieve Vance the victim.Genevieve stood with one foot through the door. She did not turn around. Turning around would make it real.Julian looked at her back, and his look was not cruel. It was worse. It was tiring. He had known since the director's first grab, known the way he knew most th
CHAPTER 28: A RISING STAR
The contract was forty-one pages long, and Aira read all forty-one of them.She read them at the long glass table of Selina Hart's office, one page at a time, the way she read everything important: slowly, and twice. Selina watched her do it with her chin on her hand, and approved a little more with every page. "The last lead I signed did not read a single page," Selina said. "She is currently suing us. Reading is attractive."Julian did not sit at the table. Selina had gestured twice to the chair at the head of the room, the chair with the view, and twice he had taken the last chair instead, near the door, hands in his pockets. "I'm here to watch," he had said, "not to sign."Aira had looked at him then, and he had given her the smallest nod, and she had understood: back row. Where nobody makes you nervous. He had kept the promise before she had even asked for it.On page thirty there was a blank for her name. ARTIST NAME, it said."Aira," she said, when the assistant asked. "Just Ai
CHAPTER 29: THE TEA
"Let me help," Karen said. She had watched her eldest sister press her temples for a full minute, which for a Vance was the same as screaming. "Sit. Two minutes. I learned a technique."Victoria sat. That was how tired she was. Genevieve, on the sofa, watched the ritual with her arms crossed and her March fragrance launch dying somewhere behind her eyes. She had come to be comforted. Instead she was watching her eldest sister be touched, which in this family counted as intimacy.Karen stood behind her and laid her thumbs at the base of her skull, and began, slowly, the way she had been taught—years ago, on a medical forum, by a nameless account that had typed: the pain at the back of the skull is not a skull problem. It is a tired-blood problem. Do not press the pain. Press the road to it. She had used the technique on her eldest sister for years, and it had always worked.It had always worked. That was the sentence she would keep coming back to."Harder," Victoria said.Karen pressed
CHAPTER 30: ROOM-TEMPERATURE WATER
The first-floor bedroom looked like a small weather event. Water on the floorboards. Porcelain shrapnel under the bed. Tristan standing in the middle of it with his dead hand cradled and his face arranged into the exact shape of a man who has been wronged by the climate.Victoria had entered ready to scold whoever had caused it. She saw his face, and the scolding died in her throat, because that was what his face was for.She turned to Siska instead. "What happened?"Siska stood by the door with her jacket still on, because she had not planned to stay, and now would not leave on principle. "I have forty-one open cases at the station," she said, in the flat voice of a woman reciting her own chargesheet. "I finally took a day off. One. And I spent it on duty here, because somebody has to be. I brought him water. It was too hot. That is the entire crime. He threw the cup at the wall.""The cup slipped," Tristan said, softly.<