All Chapters of Belittle Me Now And Cry Later : Chapter 41
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Chapter 41
Those words, infuriating as they were, began to work their way into Megan's thoughts whether she wanted them to or not. Because the awful part the part she hated admitting even inside her own mind was that her mother was not entirely wrong.Her family had made her.Not in the sense that they had given her talent, because that was her own. Not in the sense that they had stood in front of cameras and delivered performances for her, because that had also been hers alone. But the machinery behind her rise, the opportunities, the strategic positioning, the access, the management, the protection, the family agency that had put her in rooms others only dreamed of entering all of that had come from them. They had built the foundation on which her career now stood, and without that structure, everything ahead of her might become infinitely harder, perhaps impossible.She hated that truth. She hated the way it cornered her.Her career was not merely moving; it was surging. Every year had brought
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Perhaps, she thought, that was the true shape of evil not ugliness, not loud cruelty, not some obvious darkness anyone could spot, but smoothness, poise, and an infuriating ability to look decent while standing at the center of damage.And yet, however much she despised him, however much every instinct in her recoiled at the thought of becoming tied to him in any formal way, one brutal reality remained fixed in place above everything else: her career came first.It came first.That thought, repeated enough times in her own mind, became the only thing that held her upright.Her career had not been built in a day, and it had not been built without cost. She had worked, endured, sacrificed, charmed, performed, and pushed herself through an industry where people smiled to your face while quietly waiting for the smallest crack in your rise. She was too close now too close to the role that could redefine her future, too close to the level of recognition that would secure her standing permane
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He ended the call just as abruptly as he had begun it.Then he turned toward Marcus with unmistakable satisfaction and said, "The marriage certificate will be here any moment from now. The lawyer has been working on it already. Everything needs to be done as soon as possible."Megan stared at him in disbelief, the pace of it all was staggering.It was not merely fast; it was almost violent in its speed, as though her hesitation had never mattered, as though everyone around her had been moving toward this destination long before she had even realized she was on the road. She had not expected things to unfold like this. She had imagined pressure, argument, perhaps another long conversation, perhaps manipulation stretched over days. But this? This relentless forward motion, this machinery of decision already in progress, this sense that the paperwork had been prepared even before her answer had been spoken aloud it left her shaken in a way she had not anticipated.What exactly was Marcus
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For a moment after hearing her grandfather's decree, Megan felt as though the room had shifted beneath her feet, as though the polished floor of the Bushman mansion had become something unstable and uncertain, and it was only by the grace of the chair positioned close behind her that she did not actually lose her balance and stagger outright, because the shock of what he had just said was so immediate, so outrageous, so far beyond what she had imagined even in the worst corners of her frustration, that her body reacted before her mind could fully catch up.She lowered herself against the chair almost by instinct, fingers pressing hard against its edge as if she needed something physical to hold onto while the meaning of his words settled into her. Her face had gone pale with disbelief, and when she finally spoke, her voice came out with a tremor that betrayed just how violently she had been struck by what she had heard."What did you just say?" she asked, staring at him as though she n
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At that moment, without wasting even another second after her grandfather brought the meeting to its brutal conclusion, Megan stood there in a state of smoldering disbelief, every nerve in her body alive with anger, humiliation, and the bitter awareness that her entire life had shifted in the space of one suffocating conversation, and not in any direction she had chosen for herself. She was not happy—not even remotely. There was no hidden corner of acceptance inside her, no part of her quietly adjusting to the reality being forced upon her. She was deeply, completely, furiously unhappy with the suddenness of the change, with the cold efficiency of the decisions made around her, with the legal finality of what had just happened, and with the suffocating sense that everything was moving according to a script written by other people while she herself was expected to perform the role of obedience.She turned to face Marcus then, and there was a look in her eyes that carried more than anger
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That was the final thing Megan could bear.Without waiting for permission, without offering another word to anyone in the room, she turned sharply and walked away, the force of her anger visible in every rigid movement of her body. She did not merely leave; she stormed out, carrying with her the unbearable heat of humiliation and frustration that had been building inside her from the moment the confrontation began at the gate. Through the hallways of the mansion she moved quickly, barely aware of the servants who lowered their eyes at her passing, barely aware of the elegant décor around her, until at last she pushed out toward the garden where the open air could at least contain the violence of what she was feeling better than the polished drawing room had.The moment she reached the garden, she let the fury out."What the hell is this?" she screamed, her voice cutting across the manicured calm of trimmed hedges, marble statues, and flowering vines. "Am I dreaming? Is this some kind o
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Her voice hardened again."And now you're taking him to James Junior's birthday? To that gathering? When you already know what kind of people are going to be there? And that fool actually decided to go with you?"Megan gave a bitter exhale that was almost a laugh but carried no humor at all."Exactly," she said. "All of them are going to be there. Every gossip-loving person with nothing better to do than monitor my life will be there too. Which means my career really might die before it even properly begins. And don't even imagine he'll have the sense to keep quiet or pretend to be something less threatening, like a bodyguard or some harmless escort. No. He won't do that. He won't stay in line. He won't understand what is at stake."Rebecca inhaled slowly, as though making a decision she had not wanted to make."Even though I wasn't supposed to go with you," she said, "at this point I am being forced to. You need someone there. You need someone to look out for you, someone to watch you
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Those words hit Megan deeply, not only because of what they offered, but because of what they forgave. Rebecca was, in her own way, releasing her from blame while still choosing to protect her, and that kind of loyalty felt almost too heavy to receive. Megan pressed her lips together and tried to steady her breathing, but another tear slipped down her cheek anyway.Rebecca, meanwhile, had already shifted into practical thought."I'll start getting ready now," she said. "And your driver—the one you sent with me—he's still here, so that makes things easier. He will bring me over, and then we can go together from there, because I do not want that good-for-nothing fool anywhere close to you without someone watching him. Not even for a moment."Megan took in a deep breath and nodded instinctively, even though Rebecca could not see her."No problem then," she said quietly. "I'll be waiting."Then the call ended.The second the line went dead, Megan lowered the phone slowly and inhaled deeply
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At that moment, Megan found herself staring at Marcus in a mixture of disbelief, irritation, and something dangerously close to astonishment, not because she was moved by anything he had said, not because his calm insistence had touched her heart in any meaningful way, but because she was genuinely surprised by how smoothly he spoke, by how naturally the words came from him, by how effortlessly he seemed able to stand there and say things that might have sounded comforting—might even have sounded profound to someone more naive, someone softer, someone willing to be persuaded by gentle tones and carefully chosen promises. But Megan was not that kind of person. She was not the sort of woman who melted because a man lowered his voice and wrapped nonsense in the language of devotion. She was not someone who heard mysterious confidence and mistook it for truth. If anything, the better he spoke, the more suspicious she became.Her eyes narrowed slightly, and then with a bitter edge to her vo
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Even after everything Marcus had said, even after he had spoken with that strange, maddening certainty that made it seem as though he knew something she did not, Megan still could not see any reason, any logic, any redeeming truth in him at all, and in that moment she felt more convinced than ever that she had never in her entire life encountered someone so infuriatingly adamant, so immovable, so impossible to reason with, and to her mind so completely useless in every way that mattered, because what kind of man stood there, calm as stone, while a woman's life was being thrown into chaos and still spoke as though he were doing her a favor?She had met arrogant men before.She had met manipulators before.She had met charming liars, entitled producers, flattering opportunists, and smiling predators who hid behind polished manners and expensive cologne.But Marcus felt different in the most aggravating way possible, because he did not seem to fit neatly into any one category she already