All Chapters of The Prince Want Me But I’m A Demon: Chapter 21
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The paid dream
First light came clean over Wolf-Fang City.No wailing. No hemp-white crossing the square. The ward woke the way it used to wake. Shutters. A goat that had forgotten to be silent.The stalls opened. All but the center, where no one stood now and no one would.It was the first morning in two days without a bier.Chu Nian stood at the window and did not trust it."He took none," she said.Xiao Jin stood behind her. He had not slept either."You say that like it is bad arithmetic.""It is his courtesy. He spent the night speaking through the child. The whole square heard him.""He does not ask twice at the same door," she said. "Today at dusk he takes her. He will not be asking."Below, the ward went about its morning. The fear had not lifted with the light. It had an address now. The address was this tower.The ward kept looking up at it. The way you look at a roof you no longer trust.The word moved up the streets like water finding its level.The man wants the bride out. He will stop
The First Name
The man stood in the square all day.He did not move with the light. He did not shift his weight.The stalls opened around him the way water opens around a stone. The ward went about its morning on the far edges of the square. No one looked at the center. Everyone knew it was full.A man came with a cart and turned it a street early. A woman took her wash down a longer way.The city flowed around the place where he stood. The place where he stood was wet.The wet had grown in the night.It was not rain. The sky was clean.But the stones around him were dark, and the dark spread as the morning went on. A hand's width. Patient. Finding the low places.The thread of water that had waited at the stair foot all night was not a thread anymore.It was a line. It lay along the lowest stones. Like a held breath that had decided to stay.A Deng came down the temple hill at the hour she always came.She carried the cloth against her chest with both arms. She crossed the square the long way, arou
The Paper
The afternoon after the funeral, the square learned a new quiet.Not the silence of the dogs. That was old now.This was the quiet of people who have stopped saying a thing out loud. The stalls did their trade in the far ring. The center stayed empty.The man stood in the center. He had not moved since dawn.A Deng came down the temple hill at her hour.She carried the cloth against her chest with both arms. She crossed the square the long way, around the wet.The ward parted around her the way water parts around a stone. No one spoke to her. No one stopped her.She set the bundle down on the dry stones at the gate. She straightened it.She did not look up at the window.She stood a moment with her hands empty. Then she turned and walked back up the hill, and the ward closed behind her like water.Chu Nian watched from the window."The faithful die dressed," she said. "They will not even look at her now.""They look at her," said Xiao Jin. "They look and they do not see. There is a di
The Deed
The riders came at noon.Chu Nian saw them from the window first. Palace livery, two men, coming up the street from the gate ward at the same pace as the Ministry's men. A pace for showing a paper.She turned from the window. "Xiao Jin."He was at the table. He did not look up. "I heard the horses.""Ministry, or palace?""Palace." He set down the bowl he was not eating from. "The Ministry rides like clerks. The palace rides like men who know the answer."They stood at the window together and watched the riders cross the square. The square made way for them the way it made way for everything now, in a widening ring, and the ring had a center, and the center did not move.Wushe stood in the wet. He had stood there since dawn, in his weather-colored coat, and the wet had spread around him in the night, and he had not eaten, and he had not slept, and he did not sleep now.The riders stopped at the far edge of the square. They did not come near the center. They dismounted where the ward w
The threshold
The night before the hearing she did not practice.She came to him in the dark and she did not move her lips against his shoulder. She lay over him with her hair falling around them both and she looked at him, and he looked back, and neither of them spoke, and the moon climbed toward the center of the moon-door."Say it," he said at last. "Not the vow. My name.""Xiao Jin.""Again."She said it again. And again. She said it the way she counted, slow, sure, and his breath changed at the third telling, and at the fifth he put his hands in her hair and held her there above him."Three hundred years," she said, "I had a number. The forge called me nine. Hell called me nine. The register called me Shen Xi, and that was a dead girl's coat. I have been called so many things that were not mine, I thought a name was just the word other people used to point at you." She touched his face. "Then you said mine in the fire, and it was like being handed a thing I had been carrying my whole life with
The Brush
That night the Moon witnessed a marriage that had been argued over like a tax.She came to him up the stair with the wet still cold on her feet and the words of the day still in her mouth, and he was waiting at the tower door, and he did not ask her how she was. He took her to the bed and undid her clothes himself, the way he had on the first night, and he was careful with her, and she let him be careful, and then she made him stop being careful."I stood in front of your father," she said against his mouth, "and told him I was forged to kill you. I have never said that to anyone who did not already know. It is out now. It is in the minutes. It is in the city. It cannot be taken back.""It cannot," he agreed."So do not be careful with me tonight. I am done being handled. I stood at the gate and the Emperor ruled for us and the water rose while I spoke and the man in the square put a deed in your father's robe. Be rough with me or be slow with me, but do not be careful. I have been ca
Chapter 27
The silver thread came up at moon-center and found them sleeping.It came up out of the light the way it came every night, and the chamber lay in the column of moonlight, and the Moon witnessed a man and a woman asleep in each other's arms, her hand open on his chest, his hand in her hair, and the thread braided around their wrists where they lay, the thirteenth stitch of thirty, and it sank into the skin, and neither of them woke.The Moon witnessed a marriage that had learned to rest.Seventeen nights left.And in her sleep, the water opened.Salt wind.She was small. She was always small in the dream, and she knew she was dreaming, and the knowing did not help, because the dream was older than her knowing. It was older than her name.A room of white boards. A table. On the table, a basin of water, wide as a plate, deep as a bowl, and the water in it was white, and the air tasted of salt, and a voice was counting.Not a cruel voice. A patient one. The voice of a clerk who has all da
Chapter 28
The salt came to the wells first. A Deng brought the news at gray, standing in the wet below the gate with her cakes wrapped in oilcloth and the water at her shins. The water let her through. It had let her through every day since the hearing, and the ward had started to watch her the way they watched the weather. "The lower ward's well is brine," she said. "The mid ward's water tastes of the sea now. The river men say it is not flooding. They say it is salting the ground under the city." Chu Nian stood in the gate arch above her. The thing stood below, in the gate's mouth, and the water lapped its ankles and did not pass. "Salt does not climb," said Chu Nian. "It is not climbing," said A Deng. "It is waiting under everything. The river men say the city was built on an older water. They say the river is calling up to it." She looked down at the wet around her legs. "And this morning a man tried to wade to the tower. He wanted to beg you to leave, before the water took the whole w
Chapter 29
The Confessor brought the charter before noon.He came up the stair with a roll of old paper in his hands, wrapped in oilcloth, and he set it on the table, and he unwrapped it the way a man unwraps a bandage.It was one sheet, long as a man's arm. The paper was the color of old bone. The seal at the foot was the temple's seal, and beside it, smaller, older, a seal she knew the way she knew her own collar: the seal of the Nine Abysses."The salt house charter," said the Confessor. "The temple has kept the copy since the house was founded. The founding grant is on the front. The additions are on the back. I have not looked at the back in twenty years."Chu Nian bent over it.The front was in a clerk's hand, even and patient, the hand of a man who counted out a thing that must be exact. She read it standing, and Xiao Jin read it over her shoulder, and the Confessor stood with his hands folded and watched them read.The salt of the deep is drawn at the door. For the drawing, the house owe
Chapter 30
Chu Nian came to him at dusk.She had been sitting at the table with the charter all afternoon, reading the additions one by one, generation by generation, the whole long arithmetic of a house paying a debt in daughters. She came to him at the window and she stood beside him, and she looked down at the lake."The third bride's name was Xie Qingluan," she said. "They called her Seven. She was twenty-two. She was sent to kill you, and she could not, and the fire took her, and she never got her choice.""I know," he said."The eighth girl in the flood," she said. "The one whose hand I hold at night. I do not know her name yet. I will read it tonight. The roll is rising with the water, and the flood year is almost at my level." She looked at him. "And above the flood year there is a black book, and I think it is the deep's own receipt book, and I think my receipt is in it, and I think the master's name is in it too.""You are going to read the deep's books," he said."I am going to read e