All Chapters of HE WAS JUST A SECRET WOLF: Chapter 21
- Chapter 30
49 chapters
Chapter Twenty: Three Days
Aurelia wrote her father a very boring letter.She wrote it the same afternoon, in the glass room, with Renn standing guard at the door. The Matriarch had received her with courtesy. The truce was holding. The Foxes were cautious and evasive, as expected, and had agreed to open certain records to her in three days. She did not mention the Wolf prince. She did not mention the ledger, or the oath. She read it over twice and thought it sounded exactly like something a dutiful, slightly stupid daughter would write.Then she sealed it, and handed it to a Fox courier, and watched him carry it away down the corridor."He'll read it," Renn said."Of course he will. Everyone does.""Cressin will send his own.""I'm counting on that too." Aurelia turned the signet ring on her finger. "Let them both arrive. If they say the same thing, Father will believe the one that sounds more worried. I'd like it to be mine."The first meeting after the council was an accident, or she told herself so.She had
Chapter Twenty-One: The Ford Ledger
It rained on the morning they opened the book.The round hall at the top of the palace felt colder than before, with the windows streaked grey and the lake invisible behind a curtain of water. Ysolde sat at the head of the table in her plain gown. Sorrel stood at her left shoulder, pale and rigid. Across from Kael, Aurelia sat with her hands flat on the wood and Captain Renn behind her, and nobody had touched the tea.Kael had slept two hours. He could hear everyone's heartbeat, which was not helping. Sorrel's was too fast. Aurelia's was steady but tight, like a rope under strain. The Matriarch's was the strangest. It was slow and even, and every few beats it paused, as though she were holding something in."Before we begin," Ysolde said, "I want it understood that I have never read this. I do not know what is in it. If it names my clan, I will not stop you from reading it aloud." She laid her small hand on the cracked cover. "Sorrel. Would you?"The Fox swallowed. "Me?""It is your f
Chapter Twenty-Two: Come Home
Aurelia read her father's letter eleven times before she understood why it frightened her.It was not the threat. She had expected a threat. It was the last three words, written in the same steady hand as the rest. Come home. No anger in them, no reproach, only a quiet certainty that she would. It was the voice he used when she was small and had wandered too far from the nursery, a hand held out in the dark.She sat on the glass bed with the letter in her lap and the rain running down the black windows, and tried to find the man who had written it in the seal on the ledger. The two would not fit together. She kept trying anyway."Highness."Renn stood in the doorway, soaked to the skin from the walls. She had been up on the causeway tower since dawn."How many?""I counted until I ran out of fingers." The Captain wiped her face with a sleeve. "Three thousand foot, five hundred horse, a siege train. Marching in good order. They've stopped about two hours short of the causeway and they'
Chapter Twenty-Three: What the Wolves Brought
Sorrel knew four ways out of Lanternreach, and he hated all of them."There's the sewer," he said, counting on his fingers as they walked the lower galleries after midnight. "The smugglers' tunnel under the east wall, which floods at high tide. A goat track down the cliff on the north side, if you don't mind a fall. And the old water gate." He winced. "Nobody has used the water gate in thirty years, because the last person who tried drowned.""Which is the best?""The best is the one where you drown least."Kael almost laughed. He did not, because the Emperor's army was camped across the lake, and he could see its campfires from every window, a vast field of small orange stars spread across the plain. He had tried counting them and given up at four hundred.They were crossing a deserted guardroom when the door at the far end opened and a Fox captain stepped through with her hand raised."Highness. There are visitors at the water gate. Wolves." She hesitated. "Five of them. They crosse
Chapter Twenty-Four: The Paper in Her Palm
Her father had not aged.That was what Aurelia noticed first. She had braced for a general in iron, or a tyrant with the cold face he wore in council. Instead he stood in the mist on the wet stones of the causeway in a plain dark riding coat, silver at the temples, tired around the eyes, and he looked like a man who had been awake all night worrying about his daughter.That was the terrible part. He probably had."Aurelia," he said again, softly, as though the first time had not been enough."Father.""You are thinner.""I've been riding.""You've been doing a great deal more than that." He stepped closer. He did not touch her. He seemed to understand that if he did, she would either break or strike him, and he preferred neither. "I read your letter. It was well made. Dull, and dutiful, and entirely false. I have taught you very well."The mist drifted between them. Behind her she could hear Renn's breathing and the faint creak of thirty saddles. Behind him, on the shore, three thousa
Chapter Twenty-Four: The Paper in Her Palm
Her father had not aged.That was what Aurelia noticed first. She had braced for a general in iron, or a tyrant with the cold face he wore in council. Instead he stood in the mist on the wet stones of the causeway in a plain dark riding coat, silver at the temples, tired around the eyes, and he looked like a man who had been awake all night worrying about his daughter.That was the terrible part. He probably had."Aurelia," he said again, softly, as though the first time had not been enough."Father.""You are thinner.""I've been riding.""You've been doing a great deal more than that." He stepped closer. He did not touch her. He seemed to understand that if he did, she would either break or strike him, and he preferred neither. "I read your letter. It was well made. Dull, and dutiful, and entirely false. I have taught you very well."The mist drifted between them. Behind her she could hear Renn's breathing and the faint creak of thirty saddles. Behind him, on the shore, three thousa
Chapter Twenty-Five: Be Home Before Dark
Kael did not remember leaving the wall.He remembered the Princess holding the paper above her head, a small white flag in the mist. He remembered Sorrel's hand closing on his arm and Brannoch's voice saying Highness, now, while we can, and the stones of the gatehouse stair under his boots. Then he was in a small room off the lower gallery with the door shut, and the Princess was standing in front of him, soaked to the knees, holding out a folded square of grey paper."I swore I wouldn't hide anything," Aurelia said. Her voice was steady, and her hand was not. "He gave it to me to give to you. I think that's the cruelest part. Read it."He took it.The paper was frayed at the edges and smelled faintly of smoke. The hand was square and blunt, the letters pressed hard into the page as though the writer had been holding the pen in a fist. Kael had seen that hand every day of his life, on shopping lists and flour sacks and the margins of old charcoal maps. He had never seen it shake.Kael
Chapter Twenty-Six: The Letter the Matriarch Kept
Ysolde was alone in the round hall when Aurelia found her, sitting at the long table with the ledger closed in front of her and a single sheet of folded paper in her hands.She did not look up. The rain had stopped, and the crystal windows showed a pale yellow sky over the lake, and across the water the Lion fires burned like a second city. The Matriarch's tea had gone cold. Her small grey figure sat perfectly straight, as though she were holding herself upright by will alone."I thought you might come," she said. "Sit, Highness.""I want to ask you for something.""I know. I want to give you something first." She turned the paper over once, gently. "Close the door."Aurelia closed it. Renn took up her post outside, and the latch clicked."Seventeen years ago," Ysolde said, "your mother and I were friends. I do not say that lightly. A Fox does not make friends easily, and an empress makes them more rarely still. She used to come to my garden in the mornings with a book she never read
Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Axes Come Down the Hill
The Bears arrived at the evening bell, and the whole city went to the walls to watch.They came along the lakeshore road in a long dark column, a thousand strong, so heavy-footed that the water in the reed beds trembled. They wore no banners. Each carried a great double-headed axe over one shoulder, and their fur was dark with rain. At the head of them, on foot, walked a mountain wearing the shape of a man.Kael stood on the gatehouse wall with Sorrel beside him and felt his chest loosen for the first time in two days."Is that really a thousand?" Sorrel murmured. "I counted nine hundred and ninety. Perhaps he's saving the other ten for a dramatic entrance.""He doesn't do dramatic.""He's walking forty miles in the rain at the head of a thousand axes. I'd say he's doing very well."The Fox gate swung open, and Haldor Greymantle came through it without slowing. He stopped in the courtyard below the wall, looked up, found Kael at once, and spoke in a voice that carried to the rooftops.
Chapter Twenty-Eight: The Lavender in the Second Drawer
The Fox with the green ribbon came to her at the third hour before dawn.Aurelia was sitting on the edge of the glass bed, fully dressed, with her boots on and her hands folded in her lap. She had not tried to sleep. She had watched the lake darken and the lanterns gutter, and listened to Renn's slow pacing in the antechamber, and she had told herself every half hour that no answer was also an answer.The knock was so soft she almost missed it.A slight, quick-eyed girl in a grey servant's tunic slipped through the door and shut it behind her. A strip of green ribbon was knotted around her left sleeve. She did not bow. She drew something from inside her jacket and held it out in both hands."From the Lion camp, Highness. A young man in a captain's coat. He gave it to me at the picket line and told me to run." She swallowed. "He was crying. I didn't think soldiers did that."Aurelia took it.It was a flat bundle wrapped in a man's handkerchief, tied with a bootlace. Under her fingers s