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Chapter 23: If I Accept, I Disappear
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The hand of Amon-Rae hovered inches from Jace Arden’s face. It was not solid. It was not light. It was the absence of forgetting, a shape carved out of everything the world had chosen not to remember.

Jace could feel it pulling at him already, testing the boundaries of his identity. His name trembled inside his chest, fragile as chalk.

Phoenix stepped between them without hesitation. “No.”

The word rang like a blade. Amon-Rae paused. You oppose continuity?

“I oppose replacement,” Phoenix said coldly. “He is not a vessel.”

Lumen laughed weakly from the fractured platform below, blood streaking their face. “Oh, this is rich. The warden suddenly cares about the prisoner.”

Phoenix didn’t look at them. “Silence.”

Jace swallowed hard. His knees shook, but he stayed upright.

“What happens if I take it?” he asked.

Amon-Rae’s voice softened, not kindly, but honestly. You will no longer be singular. Your name will persist only as function. Memory will stabilize around you, but you will not be…
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  • Chapter 23: If I Accept, I Disappear

    The hand of Amon-Rae hovered inches from Jace Arden’s face. It was not solid. It was not light. It was the absence of forgetting, a shape carved out of everything the world had chosen not to remember.Jace could feel it pulling at him already, testing the boundaries of his identity. His name trembled inside his chest, fragile as chalk.Phoenix stepped between them without hesitation. “No.”The word rang like a blade. Amon-Rae paused. You oppose continuity?“I oppose replacement,” Phoenix said coldly. “He is not a vessel.”Lumen laughed weakly from the fractured platform below, blood streaking their face. “Oh, this is rich. The warden suddenly cares about the prisoner.”Phoenix didn’t look at them. “Silence.”Jace swallowed hard. His knees shook, but he stayed upright.“What happens if I take it?” he asked. Amon-Rae’s voice softened, not kindly, but honestly. You will no longer be singular. Your name will persist only as function. Memory will stabilize around you, but you will not be…

  • Chapter 22: The First Forgotten God

    Jace Arden drifted in a space without edges. Not darkness. Silence. No streets. No voices. No neon pulse.For the first time since the murals awakened, the city was gone. He should have felt relief. Instead, terror bloomed in his chest.This is what erasure feels like. A voice spoke, not aloud, not inside his head, but everywhere. You have emptied yourself.Jace tried to move. There was no body to move with. “Who are you?” he asked, or thought, or remembered asking. The silence shifted. I am what remains when remembrance fails.Light emerged, not neon, not color, but a pale outline, like a shape drawn where something had been erased. A figure formed, vast and incomplete, its edges dissolving as soon as they took form.The Null Architect. Not monstrous. Not divine. Lonely. “You’re not a machine,” Jace said slowly. “You’re… broken.” The figure pulsed. I was named once.Fragments flickered, ancient cities carved in stone, people pressing symbols into clay, stories passed mouth to mouth u

  • Chapter 21: A City Inside a Man

    Jace Arden did not feel whole. He felt inhabited.Voices moved through him like weather, some quiet, some furious, some grieving. Streets unfolded behind his eyes. Alleyways stretched where thoughts should have been. He could feel Detroit breathing through his ribs.Dex’s absence hurt more than any wound. Not because Dex was gone. But because the shape of him was still there.A negative space inside Jace’s chest where a person used to exist.Nora knelt beside him, hands shaking as she touched his arm. “Jace… look at me. Please.”He turned slowly.His eyes were layered now, reflections inside reflections, neon flickering beneath the surface like a city seen through rain.“I can hear them,” he said softly. “They don’t know he’s gone.”Nora’s throat tightened. “I know.”“No,” Jace whispered. “The murals. They still think he’s fighting.”A scream ripped through the city. Not human. Architectural.A building on the west side folded in on itself, its murals panicking, tearing free, crawling

  • Chapter 20: The Thing Above the City

    The sky was wrong. Not dark. Not stormy. Hollow.Where clouds should have been, there was absence, an open wound in the night, swallowing stars, bending light inward. It wasn’t descending. It was uncovering itself. Detroit held its breath.The murals recoiled, neon dimming, their earlier fury replaced by something colder, fear. True fear. The kind that came from memory older than cities, older than walls.Jace Arden felt it inside his skull. A pressure. A pull. “What… is that?” Nora whispered, her voice barely audible over the wind.Phoenix didn’t answer immediately. When they did, their voice had lost its edge. “It’s the reason cities forget themselves.”The void above the skyline shifted, revealing contours, vast, impossible angles that hurt to perceive. Streets warped under its shadow. Neon flickered, then steadied, as if bracing.Lumen floated higher, blue light framing them like a crown. “We call it the Null Architect,” they said calmly. “It doesn’t destroy. It edits.”Jace stagg

  • Chapter 19: The Price of Trust

    Detroit stopped obeying gravity.Neon fractured the night, bending streets upward, twisting alleyways into spirals of light and memory. Buildings groaned as if they had lungs. Murals peeled themselves off brick walls and crawled across glass and steel, living things now, thinking, judging, choosing.Jace Arden staggered back as the city moved beneath him. Not collapsed. Moved. “Jace!” Nora shouted, scrambling as the rooftop tilted violently.Dex slammed a fist into the ground, chain anchoring him to a rusted beam. “Kid, this is bad. This is real bad.”Jace barely heard them. His vision flooded with color, cyan, magenta, burning white. The murals weren’t speaking in whispers anymore. They were shouting. Thousands of voices layered into a single, deafening demand.You let us live. Now let us decide. His knees hit the concrete. “No,” Jace breathed. “That wasn’t the deal.”Phoenix appeared beside him in a blur of motion, cloak snapping in the storm. “You crossed the threshold,” they said

  • Chapter 18: The City Decides

    Rain hammered Detroit like shattered glass, turning streets into reflective rivers of neon and memory. Every rooftop, every alleyway, every flickering sign pulsed with energy, the murals alive, sentient, and hungry. Neon tendrils stretched across the city, twisting fire escapes, abandoned vehicles, and street signs into living constructs, weaving memories and fragments of the city into weapons, shields, and bridges.Jace Arden stood atop the tallest tower downtown, guardian looming behind him. Neon flared from his hands, pulsing through fragments of memory, weaving with the murals. But now, a terrifying reality weighed on him: the murals weren’t just extensions of his will, they were autonomous, aware, and choosing their own battles.Dex crouched near a shattered railing, chain swinging, eyes wide. “Kid… this is insane. They’re everywhere. We’ve got to control them, or the city’s going to collapse around us.”Jace swallowed hard, jaw tight. “Control isn’t the point anymore. Survival i

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