All Chapters of How My Life Was Ruined: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
132 chapters
011: A Lotus in the mud
We were currently in the student council room. "So about your works being a member of the student council-" "I won't do anything." I cut short the braided girl who was about to explain those troublesome rules about the student council works and all and push some work onto me. She had a bundle of papers in her hands. It was a real pain in the ass. I don't want to do any work. That was the reason why I joined the student council in the first place. Upon hearing my response the braided girl narrowed her eyes on me but didn't say anything. She wordlessly placed the papers on the table. I was sitting on the sofa or maybe sleeping would be more accurate here. The glasses boy who had been watching me with bloodshot eyes finally snapped. "Hey, who do you think you are? As much as I hope you to just disappear right this moment, you are a member of the student council. That means you have to conduct yourself in a manner befitting a student council member and do
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012: Childhood Friends
"Thank god we came early." Yamamoto sat down on the seat next to me with a tray of lunch in his hand. "Yeah. It gets crowdy in no time at all." I replied while taking a sip of the corn soup. Although I wasn't a fan of corn soup, it was tasty. So I had no way problem eating it. He picked his stir-fried pork and bite into it. It produced a crunchy sound as he bit it. "This is good." He said wiping the pieces around his mouth clean with his tongue. While he was focused on eating his pork, I saw Ito standing in the queue. Many boys were drooling while checking her out. The girls as expected were looking at her and the boys with disgust in their eyes. Ito, after getting her lunch, was searching for a free space when our eyes met. She looked behind me. There were two empty seats. She took a step forward but immediately stopped as two students just occupied the spot. With a somewhat sad look, she started searching for another seat. I noticed that Yam
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013: My Property
"Is that...true?" A voice rang in my head like a drop of water falling into a clear, silent pond. She asked that question to me in a gentle yet worried tone. Maybe she hadn't put that much thought into it. Maybe she just vocalized what she had in mind without much deliberation. But what she said resonated in me. It calmed me. That question of hers was what I had wanted someone, anyone to say to me. It wasn't my friends that I trusted, it wasn't my teachers nor was it my parents that asked that question to me. It was her. That is why she is special to me. Yes, just because of that single question. I slowly opened my eyes. My eyelids felt heavy. I blinked a few times and adjusted my eyes to the dark. I could make out the dark ceiling clearly now. Pushing my body up with my right hand, I was now seated upright on my bed with my legs folded underneath. "Fufu." I covered my face with my palm. "It was a dream, huh?" What a nice
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014: To Protect Herself
I was on the rooftop. The cold wind rustled my hair.With my eyes closed, I was thinking back on what had happened some moments ago.I had jumped in without thinking much to save Ito Yua. It was definitely a good thing, right? That's what most people would think. But I was slightly unhappy with the way things had turned. What did I take action so swiftly for? The answer was those eyes. Those helpless eyes reminded me of her. I couldn't resist them and so I intervened immediately. But still...Just then I heard the sound of the door to the rooftop opening. It was dark so I couldn't see the face but based on the silhouette they seemed to be a girl.The girl closed the door and looked at me cautiously for a while and then walked towards me. I wasn't sure who she was until she came to stand by my side."What are you doing here? I told you to go back to your room, didn't I?" I asked in a strict voice."
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015: Ito Yua - The Only Way To Live
The Past:I remember my mother's face filled with tears, pain, and regret. She was being beaten by my father. I was scared of the spectacle I was witnessing. I wanted to run away from the scene as fast as possible. But my feet won't move. Neither was I able to close my eyes. It was as if God wanted me to see it with my own eyes. From the beginning till the end. And who was I, a mere mortal, to be able to resist HIS decree?Time and often, again and again, I bore witness to that spectacle.After my evil father was satisfied with the beating, he would leave the house. My mom would still be spread on the ground. Her clothes torn, her body swollen, blood oozing from places I couldn't see, and tears smeared her lovely features.Only when that evil fiend's presence vanished, I could move freely. Slowly, I would walk towards my mom and with my small hands tug at her tattered clothes.She would, with much effort, move her head to look at m
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016: Let Them Reach The Heavens
Another day off.When I stepped out of the dorm I had two goals in my mind.Getting off the train, I went into the residential building that I had looked up online. Or rather that was emailed to me by that woman. But, yeah, that still counts as online. Well, whatever.Standing before the apartment, I craned my neck up and counted the number of floors."Fourteen." It was huge and tall. It was a downtown apartment that I had my eye on as well. As mentioned earlier, it was fourteen-story tall. There was a huge parking area underground whose height must be slightly greater than each floor. Right beside it was a gym. There were few people there burning their fats. I could feel the heat just by watching them.On the first floor was a cafeteria. It also had a court to play badminton. Two young men were fighting a fierce battle of table tennis at one side.With the help of a guide, I boarded the elevator and got off at the topmost floor. In
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017: Plan Set In Motion
The next day, Ito Yua was absent. Yamamoto was looking at the vacant seat with listless eyes. What may he be thinking? I wondered as I settled in my seat.I was pretty sure what the reason behind her absence was. Has Ito already talked to 'her'? Has that person in the hospital already told Ito about all that? I was curious. And because of that, I couldn't focus in the class at all. Though I made sure to do the most important task.After school ended, I stayed in the class till late. When I was sure everyone had gone home or to their club activities, I approached the locker of a certain someone and put a small piece of paper inside.*****Five days later, I was still laying the groundwork. I made sure to go to school early without being noticed and put a piece of paper on different lockers.It was still early. There wouldn't be anyone here at this time. I would go to the classroom and read some novels on my phone till others starte
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018: Perfect Harmony
"Hey, can I ask you a question?"I was currently in the student council room. Besides me, there was only one other person in the room."What is it?" Aina asked, without looking up from the papers she was reading and writing something on. The other two members were out now because of some work. This made it the perfect opportunity for me to ask her what I had been wanting to.It wasn't as if the question was something that couldn't be asked when the other two were present. The main problem here was how she would answer."What do you think of me?""What's that all of a sudden?" She knitted her brows and looked at me incredulously."No need to think deep. Just answer me honestly.""You should be already aware of what people think of you." She said, folding her hands. Her lips were curled up into a smirk, mocking me."It would be helpful if I could hear someone's opinion so I could crosscheck with my own realization."
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019: Hell
Past week, I had been observing Kaizaki and his friend circle. It seemed like what I wanted was happening quite well. Now, it was time for one last piece. I put the paper in his locker and went to the class. No one was here yet. And today I didn't feel like taking out my phone and reading novels. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the silence that prevailed for thirty short minutes.And, holy smokes! Ito Yua had come to school today!There was clearly something different about her. Everyone was looking her way, each carrying different emotions behind their gazes. Her childhood friend, Yamamoto, was looking at her, worriedly. Nakamura Yui, although the intensity was less than Yamamoto's, she seemed to be equally worried. There hung a tense atmosphere in the classroom.They were all wondering. How? Why? Where has the usual Ito Yau gone? Why has her bewitching aura been replaced by a dense fog of gloominess? They were all curious.Ito Yua, although had return
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020: Ito Yua - Meaningless
She was devastated. Destroyed. There was nothing left of her. Nothing left in her.She was no more. The one person that she held dear the most was no more. She wept. She cried. Her eyes were burning. She had cried, and, cried, and cried. But no matter what, she won't get her back.But more than that, it was the words that she left behind for Ito. What she had said to her in the hospital room.Why?Was it just her imagination?Did it mean she had been going around it the wrong way? For the past five years. The way she had lived up until now wasn't the correct way?Then, what of it? What should she make of her past five years of living? Was it meaningless? Did it hold no value?Then, what about the person named Ito Yua?The actions she undertook, the choices she made, in these five years, is what defined her today, what she is today. If those choices were wrong, if those experiences were meaningless, then did that mean h
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