Lying down in the dim light.Before going l told her to sleep again.Maybe she knew what made me left in the middle of the night like chasing a demon .The night before l was in rage .Then l returned to ask her going out.l saw her eyes swollen and red by long hours of crying.l tried to be warm and sweet,still , she seemed to be hoping there's a way to escape from me .Men and women would never understand each other at the most crucial time l guess."*" I think this one written by Zepp' s father.Look at the other one. Whose is this ..? " * Umm, just married couple..new bride ...they often called me that.l just smile or laugh,some times l respond by the same joke .The vicinity seem nice here so far .This next house neighbor is pretty and friendly . She looked at my beautiful plants ," Bought from Tesamagha , those plants?"" Not buying,these are from our own bungalow yard " " Whereabouts? " I told her the location,she might want to tell me that she also has a bungalow or knowing the a

Nerida sipped the lemonade, and handed one to Erlangga .They were waiting for another guests while watching classical serial tv movie." Trapper John MD mhmm..the fascinated American doctor on the yesteryears serial tv movie ..his voice resembled Jodies ' s father in the cartoon " The Yearling"Deep , fashionable,almost flat ,manly . That's the voice l can depict about it "'' Maybe it's the same person.. a dubber "'' How l wish to..meet him , getting his rare smile and say , " Good morning,doc ! "" You can get it easily from Dr Andrew"" No , l love Dr Trapper John .."" Will you put him in the list of " Men for all seasons ? " " Haha..Or men for all poison! "While they laughed, an end of the elegant silky yellowish coat of the handsome guest was passing...The famous one who owned yacht, cruise ,car collection, condo gardens,parks, buildings , companies, mistresses as well ? They shuddered.The last one was quite disgusting..uh ? Well .. don't hope a fidel prince charming of Ci

"Does life has meaning for ones whether you see it as trial , challenge or punishment ? "" Both are equal..All leading to struggle or challenge though "" Struggle is ..yah , for me is a blend of strong to get something or to escape from somewhere to another time and place "Zepp closed one hand in fist to warm up a bit ,looking at his wrists as if thinking about a day when both bonded in metal handcuffs .Chains of cold heavy iron on feet for ones to stop going anywhere for certain years ..where are they now ? "When can you judge somebody of making wrongdoing while none of ones ones were innocent ? Did they put thorny flower on your head ?" " I was bleeding once ,I don't know if time can heal it ""But that's the start pointwhen the power put good things on us to be stronger even there will be next painful starting point" The woman in white sighed, " Our freedom is imprisoned in our tomorrow " __________" Once l read the legendary novel , "Papillon ' About a never give up

Zepp was laying down on the grassy area under big trees and logs . His both hands supported his head like a pillow while his mind was floating around the white clouds.He looked aside for a while at the woman in white who leant on the tree trunk ."O,boy Mmm...l recall a short story about being alone with an unpleasant harsh person ,in the limitless huge ocean . A jug of drink water and a rude person to be with "She was smiling ," Are you talking about me? "" Aren't you sure about your own question or is this a warming up to fight for a healthy debate ?"It can be predicted,she will become the best in every way to debate she and he grow up as they know how to get things in best way even so hard at the proper time to discuss something even with such sweating efforts ."Mindset is the magnitude of each senses and ideas when it's formed in some one brain ...trust, unhappiness, unwillingness, spirit, motivation,hopes each of them that produce human behaviour creation "" Sailing o

In a large chamber,with paintedceiling of the castle of East European which includes natural motifs of wonderful garden and old rooks probably to commemorates the forgotten royal army ,there was an oval and long mahogany antique table, might be from late 18th century they were sitting quietly watching the samovar and cups without really paid attention or interest .Written in a classic fonts on the wall “Expectation is the root of all heartache.“ Shakespeare Meridian sat at the head of the table ,across her was Axel while Hex walking around the room , letting Terra asking some thing she actually didn't need an answer as she actually knew the naked fact of it , " Meet him as the ruler of the city empire company in the modern century, don't you think it's such an exageration to depict Zepp ' s family business? " He was so outrageously rich that he's often considered the richest family in the region ever! ""But how could you accumulate such mind blowing wealth? Just find o