She should be scared . But she wasn't.If the man was a criminal then did horrid thing to her then newspaper will print the news and people talk about her . What if she found dead ? Death and hell ,or God will pity her . She didn't care .She got used to all that game .Only two things she feared of .Starving and loneliness.The man looked at her sideway and smiled as sweet as possible.His hands remain on the steering wheel but he hadn't started the engine yet . That car was still unmoved among other parking cars there.The woman thought, " This car is the best among all others" He put off his gloves, " Shall we have some drink ? You like wine ? Oh ,no ? I like it a lot . Ok ,maybe you prefer coffee or chocolate.Ah , how strange,we talk without knowing each other " The man handed her a luxurious business card.Dark blue with golden line in it .The woman took it and browsed it for a moment.Well ,Bank Manager.Living at an elite area ." Please keep it . Don't you bring a businesses car

He was raised in a corner of a big capital city .What the hell pushing inside in the heart of a father of a that made young boy with delicate skin and clear blue eyes wept almost every night as he hit him ,scolding him till he held back by biting his mouth which so very well shaped -and the angelic face ? Alcohol, apparently apparently alcohol...and why did he get drunk ?Denying the inevitable fact that he was chosen - didn't know by who , to be one of the poor citizen , that drink might erase his awareness of of the ugly reality .Not enough wages to fulfill the necessity.. moreover a pleasant life .." See ? I am tired of all this ! I am fed up with you all ! Fed up with myself and everything! " But what could you expect from a little kid , 3 , 7 or 16 years old boy ? Nothing, nothing, but a reaction fear of a little soul and wounded who could not define to what was going on and what is or will be happening within all his life..Bad dreams on happening in his little head those ni

* It's clear day after the heavy rainfall which leaving the coldness on the air and wetness outside .l don't think l like this better than a sunny day. Does anyone know what life is ? I am so lonely when l sit on an old and stared at the road .l am waiting for someone eagerly who never exists. Or is it something, not somebody.A hollow expectation. .. something that can clear away the fear and emptiness inside . I had waited for long to get a job . I asked the old man to help me get it . He said he got some bankers colleagues who might be able to help me get it .The old man asked something in advance, my body .I forced myself to go through the disgust when l let him to do it .Sense of guilty and feeling so dirty.I waited from day to day ,week to week and month to month in anxiety. Nihil ...Does anyone condole me with this story ? Do you mock me ? Shuddering ? Cynical ? Satisfied ? Laugh ? Not giving a damn ? Or what d you think about God ? Does He curse me ? Or pity me ? * Nerid

The wind at dawn went through the window.The painting behind the fog was still attached on his mind ." Is he your husband ?" Asked an old lady who sat in front of us when the train moved slowly. I smiled .Humbly l said ," Yes " Actually l wanted to say , " No , he's my foe ac tually " but surely the old lady wasn't Agatha Christie who understand about human soul just like she knew her own nose shape in the mirror.She' s just an ordinary old woman with usual journey,who liked talking about taboos and rules as wives in a married life .I signed heavily. At the very moment,l really need to be understood..but everyone seems to be can't get away from their own business..Talk to God ? I looked away to outside the window..Winter ~Erlangga shuddered, " This woman seemed in grievance and lonely ,even she had a trip with an old lady trying to talk to her " Nerida smiled as if she could feel what the woman felt ,somewhere ,sometime , " Trusting come after you feel and see your frien

The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "