All Chapters of I Died Loyal But Returned Lethal : Chapter 1
- Chapter 10
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The Dirt That Dared To Dream
The Dirt That Dared to DreamNathan Gray stood outside the Titan Logistics tower, shivering. Not from the cold. From the way the wind cut through his shirt like it knew he didn’t belong here. He looked down at his hands. Calloused. Cracked. Grease still under the fingernails no matter how hard he scrubbed in the company bathroom. He wiped them on his pants. It didn’t help.He had shown up three hours early. Maybe four. He didn’t check his watch. He just waited. He stood like a damn fool in front of the glass building like he was guarding it, like someone important might come out and say, “There you are, Nathan, come inside, we’ve been waiting for you.”No one did.The security guard, Kevin or Kyle or whatever, gave him that look. The one like he smelled something. He didn’t say a word. Just sipped from his paper coffee and went back to his booth. That was fine. Nathan didn’t need small talk. He needed this job.He needed it more than anything.His shirt collar was wrinkled. He’d irone
The Man In The Mirror
The Man in the MirrorThe first thing he felt was breath.Sharp. Ragged. Loud. Like someone had been drowning in silence and just tore up through the surface. His chest heaved like something was sitting on it. His eyelids fluttered open. Light stabbed through his skull.White ceiling. Still.He wasn’t dead.But this wasn’t life either.Nathan tried to move but everything felt wrong. His arms. His legs. The weight in his gut. Even his lungs felt smaller. His fingers curled slowly, like the joints forgot how to bend. He blinked hard, sat up too fast, and nearly threw up on the floor.The bed was soft. Too soft. Sheets were smooth like silk or something richer, but they clung to his legs like they didn’t know him. He looked down at his hands and froze.These weren’t his.Pale skin. Long fingers. No callouses. No scars. No burn mark near the thumb from when he fixed the warehouse boiler last winter. The nails were clean. Trimmed. Delicate.His lips parted, and his voice came out thin.“Wh
The Dinner Table
The Dinner TableThe dining hall was too bright. Too long. Too cold. The kind of room that made silence sound louder. Servants in stiff black uniforms moved like ghosts between the candlelit chandeliers and silverware that never got used by the same hands twice. The table stretched so far it looked like a runway, like the kind a jet might land on.And everyone had a seat.Well, not everyone.Excel Winchester — or the man now breathing through his body — stood near the corner like some confused waiter. His mother, Sarah, was already seated at a smaller round table off to the side. Not part of the grand display. His father, Michael, sat next to her, quiet as usual, eyes lowered, hands folded on the napkin in his lap like he was waiting for someone to slap it away.The rest of the Winchesters filled the main table.Steve, the eldest, already halfway through his wine. Lucas, smirking with every word he muttered to his wife. Katherine sat like a statue with her chin raised too high, preten
The First Clue
Excel didn’t sleep.He stared at the message all night. The glow from the phone lit his face like a ghost. He read the words over and over again until they blurred.“Alaric will die in a plane crash tomorrow. Only you can stop it.”He sat on the edge of the bed, jaw clenched so tight it ached. His lips were dry. His eyes burned. It didn’t make sense. How? Why? No follow-up message. No explanation. No instruction.Just that cold, godless sentence.He stood up and started pacing. Back and forth across the carpet. His hands ran through his hair so many times it started to tangle. The room was quiet. Too quiet. He wanted to scream just to break the silence."Why him?" he muttered. "Why the old bastard?"The same man who humiliated him at dinner, who looked at his father like a stain, who made his mother eat at the kiddie table. That man was supposed to die tomorrow.It should’ve felt like justice.But it didn’t.Because if Alaric died, Excel would lose the one man in this house who held r
The New Target
The hall smelled like money and arrogance. The table was shorter this time, but the people around it weren’t any smaller. It was glass-topped, gold-rimmed, and surrounded by men and women who hadn’t had to ask for anything in years. Everyone wore suits like armor. The air felt expensive. Stiff. Hostile.Excel sat near the end. Not too close to Alaric, but close enough to make the others uncomfortable.Nobody said it out loud, but he felt it.They didn’t want him here.Steve Winchester tapped a pen against his folder like he owned the rhythm of the room. Sebastian slouched back, pretending to scroll his tablet, eyes darting toward Excel every few seconds. Elias whispered something to his assistant and chuckled.And Excel?He sat quietly.He didn’t speak. Not yet. He just watched. Listened. Waited.The numbers flew around — percentages, unit projections, capital shifts. They spoke fast. Over each other. Trying to out-smile, out-talk, out-shine. It wasn’t a meeting. It was a war without
Smoke, Suits And Ghosts
The suit didn’t feel like it fit. Not just the cloth, though it was tailored like armor and crisp like money. No, it was the weight of it. The smell. The clean cold feel of something that wasn’t earned by the hands wearing it. Excel adjusted the collar for the third time.“You keep doing that,” Alaric said beside him in the limo, “and you’ll look like a nervous intern.”Excel froze, then dropped his hands to his lap.“You invited me,” he said, not looking at the old man.“And I expect you not to embarrass me,” Alaric replied, sipping whiskey from a flask like it was water. “This isn’t family dinner. This is the war table.”The city outside rushed past. Glass towers like knives against the sky. Excel stared at his reflection in the tinted window. He still didn’t recognize the face looking back. But the fire inside it? That was starting to look familiar.“You’ll see everyone tonight,” Alaric continued. “CEOs, politicians, parasites in tuxedos. Eyes on you. So talk less. Watch more.”Exc
What Clues Had To Offer
Excel didn’t sleep that night. Not because he was afraid, not really. It was something else. Something like rage but quieter, thicker. Like oil in his blood. It moved through him in slow waves, kept him up even after the noise of the gala had died in his head. He sat on the edge of his bed, elbows on knees, hands clenched like they were trying to squeeze something invisible.Victor Hayworth’s voice kept echoing in his skull. That smile, those words. "Died like a dog in a ditch."Excel’s jaw locked again. He had clenched it so long it ached now. His teeth felt like they’d fused. His fingers twitched. He could still feel the ghost of Victor's handshake. Still warm. Still smug. Still clean. So clean. Like nothing had ever bled beneath those nails. Like nothing ever touched him but silk and power and sin hidden behind legal papers.He stood up too fast and nearly tripped. His knees didn’t want to work right. The world tilted sideways and then settled. He paced. Back and forth. The carpet
Blood In Their Wine
He didn’t plan to destroy Sebastian that day. Not really. At least not in that exact hour. He only wanted to trace another thread, something tied to Victor. Something cold and undeniable. But that’s the thing about hunting shadows—sometimes you find the ones standing closest.Excel sat hunched over in the old music room, the one no one used since Anne died. It smelled like old perfume and dust and something else. Regret maybe. There were cracked picture frames stacked behind the piano. A broken wineglass in the corner. No one cleaned in here. Maybe they thought the dead were still watching.The papers were everywhere. Spread out in layers like a madman's map. He'd taken them from the archive wing, the locked cabinet Steve never checked. He thought about the elevator. The buzzes. The clue about the left hand. It had been days and it still gnawed at him. He tapped the corner of the folder against his thigh. His knee bounced. He didn’t even notice until his legs cramped.Victor Hayworth.
No Room At The Table
Sebastian couldn’t sleep. His pillow was soaked. Not with tears. With sweat. Cold, sick sweat that made his shirt cling to his back and his chest feel like it was folding in on itself. He stared at the ceiling like it owed him something. Like it might explain how everything had flipped so fast.He wasn’t just losing. He was drowning.That night after Excel exposed him, the whole house had shifted. Doors didn’t open as fast. Conversations stopped when he walked in. Even Steve didn’t speak to him in the hallway, just nodded once like he was some mailman. One of the guards at the back gate didn’t even salute. That had never happened. Not to him.He sat on the edge of his bed and cracked his knuckles, one by one, slow like bone was all he had left to control.Excel.That bastard. That ghost of a boy who couldn’t even talk right last year. The one who used to flinch when someone raised their voice. Now walking around like he owned the name. Like he was something more than a favor from Alar
The Price Of A Life
The fire crackled soft, low, like it was tired of pretending it still mattered. Alaric Winchester sat in the high-backed leather chair that had probably outlived three CEOs, a glass of something old and brown resting in his hand. The flames threw gold across his skin, made the lines around his eyes look deeper than they were. Or maybe they were always that deep, and people just didn’t stare long enough to notice.Excel stood at the door.Didn’t knock.Didn’t move.Just stood there like he was balancing everything in him on the edge of that silence.Alaric didn’t look up. Just swirled the drink, slow, lazy."If you’re gonna speak," he said, "at least close the damn door first."Excel stepped in. Shut the door. The click echoed too loud. His hand stayed on the knob a second too long.He walked forward. Not fast. Not slow. Like he was walking into something that could bite."I saved your life," he said.Alaric blinked."That so?""You know it is."Alaric finally looked up.Excel wasn’t s