I couldn't really understand what was happening to me, it was my first heart break — rejection actually, but who's asking?I had no idea something could hurt that much —yet."With my heart damaged, this wound ran straight into the high throne of my soul and festered. Since the light that kept my day went dark, I found no reason to bask in any form of glow — not even daylight. Even moon light seemed toxic. So in my dark place I laid, my room cold and devoid of light, a perfect reflection of my heart. My stomach took no pleasure in earthly pleasantries and desired no food. My hands dettered from any appearance of work and my legs refused any function. It took a lot to convince my nostrils to accept the gift of life and my lungs to heed as well. It was an abysmal madness..."Yeah you wish. Going by this, I was bed bound in a dark room, curtains shut and light switches dismantled, no food nor desire to go about daily movement, the hell... Even if I remotely had this in mind, explain to