All Chapters of The Inheritance of Dust: Chapter 1
- Chapter 10
11 chapters
The Day After
My father has been in the ground for less than twenty-four hours and his house has already forgotten how to hold me. I woke up to the sound of my door opening. No knock. it just opened. The light that came in was that thin, white light you get the morning after a funeral, when the world is supposed to feel different but stubbornly doesn't. The sun was up. Cars were passing on the road outside. Someone, somewhere, was mowing a lawn. It offended me. For a second, I didn't remember. For a perfect, terrible second, I thought Dad was downstairs in his workshop, burning toast, humming that off-key song he always hummed when he was trying to fix something. Then I saw the black suit hanging over the back of my chair, still smelling faintly of wet earth from the burial, and it all came back. My bags were packed. That was the first thing that was wrong. My old duffel bag, the one with the broken zipper that Dad said he would fix and never did, was zipped — or as zipped as it could be — and
What was Left
I walked into the house with dirt on my hands.I hadn't meant to. I meant to wash them in the workshop sink like I always did after touching Dad's things. But then I heard Vivian calling me, that sharp, soft voice cutting through the garden — "Jack! Attorney Brown is here early! Get in here now!" — and I panicked. I shoved the white sheet back over the box, not very well, and locked the workshop door and ran.My hands were still dusty. My old t-shirt had a smear of rust on it from where I knelt. My shoes tracked dry dirt across the polished marble entryway that Vivian had cleaned every morning for twenty years with a mop she never used herself.They were all already in the living room.It looked like a stage set. It always did when Vivian wanted to impress someone. The curtains were open exactly halfway. The tea set Dad hated — the tiny cups you couldn't actually drink from — was out on the coffee table. A plate of cookies no one would eat. Vivian sat in Dad's armchair. Dad's armchair
Box Boy
I left the house on Elm Hill Road dragging a rusty box.That is the image that will probably follow me for the rest of my life. Not me at my dad's funeral, not me as a kid in his workshop. Me, twenty-six years old, sweating through a cheap t-shirt in April, dragging a box that looked like it had spent ten years at the bottom of the Hudson down the perfect paved driveway of a seven-million-dollar house in Greenwich, Connecticut.It weighed close to a hundred pounds. I know because the Uber driver and I both felt it.Attorney Brown had helped me get it to the front porch. He was seventy-two, in a suit that was too heavy for spring, his bald head beading with sweat. He didn't say much. He just put his hand on my shoulder."Your father knew what he was doing, Jack," he said. "He always did."Behind us, through the big bay window of the living room, I could see them watching. Chase Croft, Vivian's son, my step-brother, with his arms crossed, smirking like he was watching a janitor take out
Where the Birds Live
I took the 10:47 PM Metro North from Penn Station to Greenwich.That train is a weird time machine. At Penn, it's full of people like me . Queens kids, nurses getting off shift, guys in janitor uniforms asleep with their mouths open. By the time you get to Greenwich, it's just three women in Lululemon who fell asleep after SoulCycle and one drunk guy in a Patagonia vest who works in finance and missed his stop.I had my dad's old red toolbox backpack on my back, even though it was mostly empty. Inside was the iron key Attorney Brown gave me, the shiny new brass key from the false bottom of the rusty box, my phone flashlight, and the black leather ledger I hadn't dared to open yet.The ledger was vacuum-sealed in plastic. Through the plastic I could see it was full of handwriting, numbers, company names. It felt heavier than it should have. Like it was full of lead, not paper.I didn't open it on the train. Attorney Brown's note said DON'T OPEN IT HERE, and even though I was no longer
The Hiding Place
The headlights swept across the workshop windows and froze me where I stood.I was in the middle of my father's workshop with the single bare bulb over the workbench on, holding a gray, waterproof lockbox that wasn't supposed to exist, with my backpack open next to it spilling out a black USB drive, a deed, and a photo of my dad as a young man in a desert.And outside, I heard the thunk of three Mercedes doors closing."Did someone leave the workshop light on?" Vivian's voice. Sharp, even when she had been drinking. She was never really drunk. She got precise when she drank, like a knife getting sharper.Chase laughed, loud and sloppy drunk. "Maybe Box Boy came back for more rust. Dude's building a whole collection for his art project in Queens."Sloane giggled. "Oh my god, if he's actually in there, I'm calling the cops. Like, for real this time."My blood went ice cold. My phone said 12:14 AM. The charity gala at The Pierre Hotel in Manhattan was supposed to go until two. They were
The Journey Begins
I didn't sleep after I got back to Ridgewood.How do you sleep when you just escaped your own father's workshop through a coal chute you haven't used since you were nine, with a backpack full of secrets that got you reported to the Greenwich Police as a trespassing junkie?I sat at my kitchen table from 4:30 AM until the sun came up over the laundromat sign across the street. My tiny apartment smelled like coal dust and old coffee. My knees were raw and bleeding through my jeans where I scraped them in the tunnel. My hands still had dried blood in the cracks from climbing the oak tree. My white t-shirt was now black-gray and I had thrown it in the trash.On the table in front of me were four things.One: The gray waterproof lockbox from the birdhouse, now open, scratched from the fall in the tunnel.Two: The heavy black military USB drive that asked for a password I didn't know.Three: The deed to Unit 14B, Building 77, Brooklyn Navy Yard. Printed on thick legal paper, notarized, stam
The Treasure
The 1988 Ford F-250 rumbled out of Building 77 at 8:17 AM and the security gate actually went up before I got there.Mr. Ellis was standing at the gate in his little guardhouse, drinking coffee out of a thermos. He saw the black truck and waved me through like I was a general. "Take care of her, Mr. Hawthorne. Your dad built that truck himself in that unit. Took him two years on Saturdays. Said it was for you. Said you were going to need a real truck where you were going."I rolled down the window. The truck didn't have automatic windows. You had to crank them. "How did you know it was me?"Ellis smiled. "Son, nobody else has driven a truck out of 14B in twenty years. And nobody else looks like Thomas when he was young and pissed off at the world. Go on. Go get what's yours."I nodded because if I opened my mouth I was going to cry again.The truck was perfect. Built-truck perfect. Matte black paint that wasn't shiny, it was flat and mean. Lifted six inches. Huge off road tires that h
The Trillionaire in the Making
I didn't drive straight back, I told myself I was going to drive straight back, 38 hours, nonstop, gas and piss and jerky, back to New York and Attorney Brown and my tiny apartment in Ridgewood that smelled like the laundromat downstairs.But after I put the ammo can back and covered it up before leaving the white dirt of Clayton Valley, I just sat in the black Ford for a long time with the AC on full blast and stared at the white nothing that was mine.4,000 acres. I tried to picture it. I grew up in a construction. I know what an acre looks like. It's about a football field without the end zones. So 4,000 football fields of white salt that was worth $2.1 trillion because somewhere 800 feet down, there was lithium brine that the whole world needed to make batteries.My dad bought that for $8,000 in 1988. The year I was born. He bought it when my mom was pregnant with me and he had no money and everyone told him he was an idiot.My phone still had no service. The satellite phone had o
Ninety Days
Attorney Brown had said ninety days. On paper, I was worth $2.1 trillion but in reality, I was a 26 year old freelance CAD guy in Ridgewood, Queens, whose landlord still called him "the construction kid" and whose ex step sister called him "Box Boy", just to entertain her 200,000 followers.The first day of the 90 days was the worst. I woke up in my apartment with the rusty box on my kitchen table like some weird piece of art. I had paid rent with Dad's black card. Mr. Kim had looked at that card; a matte black Amex that said HAWTHORNE HOLDINGS LLC on it, like I had just handed him a gun.I went to my laptop to do CAD work. I do shop drawings for kitchen remodels in Long Island for $35 an hour. Rich people want custom pantries. I draw them.At 10 AM, Sloane went live on Instagram. I didn't want to watch it, but I eventually watched it. She was standing on the empty dirt lot where Dad's workshop used to be. The workshop was gone. Just flat dirt and an excavator parked to the side. She
The House That Chase Built
It was day 23 of 90, and I was now very good at being boring and staying low.I woke up at 6 AM in Ridgewood, did 20 push-ups on the floor that was cold enough to wake you up faster than coffee, made instant coffee and opened my laptop to draw custom pantries for rich people in the Hamptons who needed a special drawer just for their $80 olive oil.At 10 AM every day, Sloane posted. It was like clockwork. I told myself I wouldn't watch, but I eventually watched it every day. It was research, I told Brown. Brown said it was self harm.On Day 23, Sloane posted from the construction site of the pool house. The pool house that was being built on top of my dad's workshop. "Okay guys, pool house update! We are so excited, we have framing up! Chase is literally like a general contractor now, it's so hot!"She flipped the camera. Chase was there, in a brand new hard hat that had never seen sweat, holding a clipboard upside down, talking to two actual carpenters who were doing the real work. B