All Chapters of The Prince Want Me But I’m A Demon: Chapter 1
- Chapter 10
16 chapters
The royal hall
There were forty scents in the hall. Hers was not among them.She kept her chin down and her shoulders soft, the way the drowned girl would have stood, if she had lived. Shen Xi, the palace called her: the last orphan of the Shen salt-house of the coast, the family that went down with its ships and left nothing behind but a ward, a lavender-water scent, and a debt Hell had been glad to collect. That was the skin the Nine Abysses had sewn for her. Under it, Nine stood with her hands folded inside her sleeves and counted the ways she could kill every person in this room before the lanterns burned down. It was habit. Three hundred years of habit, and underneath it, patient as a heartbeat, the order recited his sins.Xiao Jin. Crown prince of the wolf-blooded dynasty of Dalang. Weighed and found owing.He has taken three brides and buried none of them with honor. He has let the border packs starve while his cellars rot with meat. He respects no one: not the Moon, not his father the Empero
The Prince Bride
It was not the court laugh, practiced and sharp. It was a real one, surprised out of him, bright and rough, and it lit his whole face and made him, for one unguarded second, look like a boy who had not yet learned what he was.Under her ribs, the order went quiet.Nine felt it happen like a floor giving way under her. Three hundred years. Three hundred years of recitation, of sins counted like coins, of the deep voice that had made her, and it stopped. Mid-word. The silence where his sins had been was vast and white, and in it she heard her own pulse for the first time since the pit door shut.She could not breathe. She could not remember what she was.The prince was still looking at her, delighted, dangerous. "She stays," he said, to the room, to his father, to the Confessor whose smile had gone thin. "The rest of you may go home and tell your packs I am as cruel as they hope."The Looking was over. The palace women took her.The chamber they gave her was in the Fang Tower, one door
Chapter three
She had not meant to stay awake. Blades slept when the work allowed and woke when it did not, and there was no work now. There was only the silence under her ribs, where the recitation had lived for three hundred years, and every time she closed her eyes she found herself listening for it the way you listen for a tooth you have lost. The emptiness was too loud to sleep in.She had spent the night on the window seat with her back against the cold wall, watching the moon-phase door. The carving ran its whole length: new moon at the bottom, full moon at the top, the phases climbing toward the lock. Someone had designed it as a promise. Locked, it was a joke.The collar lay on the pillow where she had left it. Seven's collar. She had not been able to put it away. Beside it lay the note, in a careful hand, the hand of a man who had practiced mercy. Rest well, little nothing. I will come for you when the moon is full.She did not know who had written it. She had decided, sometime in the thi
Chapter four
The morning court was held in the Hall of Hanging Lamps, and Nine stood at his shoulder and learned the shape of the man the kingdom feared. He heard petitions like a man pulling teeth: fast, merciless, and over. A merchant who had watered his silk got his license burned. A captain who had abandoned his crew to slavers got the same courtesy the slavers would have given him. The hall loved him and hated him in equal measure, and he seemed to feed on it.Then a warden of the western passes came forward, gray and hollow-cheeked, and knelt, and asked for grain for the border packs, who were starving again after the winter kill failed. Nine felt the recitation's ghost stir in the dead silence under her ribs. He has let the border packs starve while his cellars rot with meat. She had counted that sin like a coin for years. She watched him now, the man who had done it, waiting for the cruelty.He granted it. Coldly, publicly, with conditions that made the warden swallow his pride, but he gra
The royal feast
Nine knew it was a trap the moment she saw the guest list: every noble house with a marriageable daughter, every general with a grudge, and at the center of it all, seated like a knife on silk, the general's daughter Meng Shuying, the woman the war faction had been pushing at the prince since his first bride died. She was beautiful in the way of a drawn bow. She looked at Nine across the hall with an expression that was not quite hatred, which was worse: it was assessment."She's going to eat you alive," the prince murmured, at Nine's elbow, handing her up the steps. The whole hall was watching them, the shadow bride and the ash prince, and he was enjoying it the way a wolf enjoys a crowd it has decided not to eat."Let her try, your highness.""That's the spirit. Try not to die; I have plans for you this week."The feast ran long and golden. Nine sat at his left hand, below the Emperor, above the ministers, in the place where three other women had sat and died. She kept the drowned g
Defending herself
It was a real laugh, bright and rough, and it rang off the rafters, and the whole hall flinched, and beside him Nine felt the dead silence under her ribs turn over like a sleeping thing. He stood, and walked around the table, and picked up the pin, and held it up to the light."I remember this pin," he said, pleasantly. "It was in the grave goods the temple sealed. Which means whoever put it in my bride's hair opened a sealed grave, or bribed someone who did. That is a desecration of the Moon's own seal." He looked at the woman with the red sleeve, and smiled with all his teeth. "The Moon will want to know who. Find them."The woman collapsed. It took her a moment to remember she was supposed to protest her innocence, and by then the guards had her, and the war faction was staring at its shoes, and the Emperor was looking at his son with something between exasperation and pride.The feast did not recover. Nine did not care. She sat at his left hand and ate the last course without tast
The dream
She dreamed of Seven that night.It was not the first time. Blades were not supposed to dream of numbers, but Nine had dreamed of Seven since the day the deep voice said failure, burned, forget her, the way you dream of a hand you have lost. In the dreams Seven was always whole, always singing, always somewhere Nine could not reach her.This dream was different. This time Seven was in the room with her.She stood by the window of the tower room, in the moonlight, and she wore no collar. Her throat was bare and pale and unmarked, and she was beautiful the way a closed book is beautiful, and she was singing. It was the song she had sung for three days, the one the whole palace still whispered about, and Nine could not make out the words, only the shape of them, rising and falling like water finding its level.Then Seven stopped, and turned, and looked at her with eyes that were the exact color of the space where the recitation used to live."Whatever you do at the rite," said Seven, "do
The ledger
Su Mingyue, of the Su house. Chosen at the autumn Looking. Ashes gathered at dawn.Gu Caiwei, of the Gu house. Chosen at the autumn Looking. Ashes gathered at dawn.Xie Qingluan, of the Xie house. Chosen at the autumn Looking. Collared. The Moon took what sang.And beneath them, a fourth line, already written.The ink was not the clerk's. It was darker, steadier, the hand of someone who wrote slowly and meant every stroke. The temple seal was already pressed beside it, red and cold.Shen Xi, of the Shen salt house of the coast. Chosen at the autumn Looking.Dated before the Looking. Before the prince had ever laid eyes on her. Before she had walked into the hall with forty other girls and a dead girl's face and a mission that had died mid-word in a prince's laugh.And where the other lines ended in ash, her line ended in a single character, added last, in the same dark hand.Nine.Her number. The name Hell had given her. The only name she owned.She stood in the dark of the record hal
The Hunt
The horses were waiting when the sky was still gray, and the prince was already mounted, and he looked at her coming down the tower stair with her borrowed girl's face and her borrowed girl's clothes and he smiled in a way that made her want to turn around and go back to bed."You look like the palace dressed a ghost for a picnic," he said. "Can you ride?""A little, your highness.""Good. Today you learn properly."They rode out of Wolf-Fang City through the west gate while the city was still waking, past the last wine shops and the first fields, and the world opened around her like a hand unclenching. Nine had crossed countries in her three hundred years. She had crossed them at night, in the margins, in the space between one kill and the next, and she had never once looked at the land she was crossing. It was something Hell had taken from her without her noticing, the way it had taken her name: the ordinary looking at things. The river ran gray and gold in the early light. The terr
The summon
Nine heard it from the corridor while the prince was still shrugging into his court robes: the Emperor had called the morning court, and the Emperor did not call morning court for weather. The attendant's voice was carefully empty, the way palace voices got when they carried news that would change somebody's life, and Nine stood very still in the outer room with her borrowed face and her lavender water and her hands folded like a ward's hands, and she understood before the words came that this was the day the countdown became real.The prince came out of his chamber already buttoned into formality, and he looked at her, and he said: "You're coming.""It isn't my court, your highness.""It isn't my court either. It's my father's. But they're going to talk about my wedding, and I am not sitting through that alone again." He held out his hand, and when she did not take it, he let it fall and smiled in a way that did not reach his eyes. "Come, little salt. Walk where I walk. That was the