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THE MAN WHO HAS EVERYTHING
Chapter 1: The Man Who Has EverythingLachlanThe speech ran nine minutes. I had rehearsed it in the car, in the shower, once in the lift with my eyes shut, and when I finished the room did what rooms always do for me. It stood up.Eight hundred people in black tie, applauding a building. Vance Tower. Sixty-one floors of glass the colour of a cold lake. Behind me the screen showed the skyline with our name stamped across it, and I thought, as I had thought all year, that it looked like a headstone.I smiled anyway. I’m good at that.Ten minutes earlier I’d stood in the wings with my father’s watch in my fist, squeezing it until the clasp left a mark. Eight years ago, before my first big speech, Kaelia had stepped in front of me and fixed my tie without asking. “Breathe, Vance,” she’d said. “They’re just people who want to be told it’ll be okay.” Tonight I fixed it myself. Crooked, probably. Nobody said.Briony’s hand slid into the crook of my arm before I’d cleared the last step. She
THE BUYER
Chapter 2: The BuyerKaeliaWren sleeps like she’s been told a secret and is guarding it. Fists up by her ears, mouth a little open, one foot kicked free of the blanket. She’s two years and nine months old and she takes up the whole bed, and every night I tell myself I’ll move her to her own, and every night I don’t.I stood in the doorway for a long time. Past eleven. The window was open an inch and I could hear the sea, which is why I chose this house. Salt and noise. Nothing that sounds like a city.She rolled over and the hall light caught her face. The dimple on the left cheek only. Her father’s. I stopped pretending I didn’t see it a long time ago.I tucked the loose foot back under the blanket and she muttered something that was either “Mama” or “more,” and my chest did what it always does. That slow tight pull, like a thread I’ve been tied to since the day she arrived.For years the doctors told me it wouldn’t happen. They said it gently, in that careful voice people use for c
SUNDAY LUNCH
Chapter 3: Sunday LunchLachlanUncle Cormac cooks the way other men pray. Slowly, without talking, with his whole back.I stood in the doorway of his kitchen and watched him baste a shoulder of lamb with a wooden spoon older than I am. He wore the blue apron with the faded daisies. It was Aunt Maren’s, and he’s worn it every Sunday since the funeral, and in nine years I have never once seen him tie it in any way but crooked. Rosemary and garlic hung in the air so thick I could have leaned on it.“You’re letting the heat out,” he said, not turning around.“I’m standing in a doorway.”“Standing in a doorway is how heat gets out. Come in, boy. Sit. You look like something the cat found.”I sat at the scarred oak table, the same one where I did my homework at ten and learned to lose at chess at twelve. He put a mug in front of me without asking. Tea, too strong, two sugars. I haven’t taken sugar since I was seventeen. I drank it anyway.That’s the thing about Cormac. He’s seventy-one, a
THE AUDIT
Chapter 4: The AuditLachlanThe key was in the winter coat, where it had always been. For about thirty seconds I stood in the hall with that small cold thing in my palm and couldn’t make myself go back to studying.I told myself it was nothing. The cleaner had dusted. A delivery man had bumped the shelf. I’m a rational person. I run a company with eleven thousand employees, and I don’t believe in ghosts.But I’d learned something at Cormac’s table. What a person doesn’t do tells you more than what they do. And I’d been not doing something for three years.It was past eleven when I went back in. I locked the study door behind me, which was ridiculous, since there was nobody in the house to lock it against. I knelt in the green circle of the lamp, pulled the box out, and set it on the carpet in front of me like a patient.The key turned easily. Too easily. Locks that haven’t been opened in years should grumble.I lifted the lid.My father’s will sat on top, in its blue legal folder, ex
The doctor who vanished
Chapter 5: The Doctor Who VanishedLachlanI didn’t tell anyone where I was going. Not Marcus, who’d left three messages by eight a.m. Not Briony, who sent a single text, Feeling better. Dinner tonight?, and then a second one, a minute later, Everything ok? Not Cormac, who would have said be patient in that voice that makes a man feel like a fool for wanting answers.I sent my driver home, took the old grey Volvo out of the garage, and drove across the city alone with the folder on the passenger seat and the seat belt across it, because I couldn’t stand to see it slide.Marlowe Street is a narrow road behind the hospital district, all brass plates and awnings and the smell of cut stone. Specialists’ territory. People come here to be told things in low voices. I found the number halfway down on the left and pulled in under a plane tree, and for a while I just sat there with the engine ticking.Shutters. That was the first thing. Grey metal shutters, pulled all the way down over a groun
What she deleted
Chapter 6: What She DeletedLachlan's "We have three options for the cake," said Dominique, "and one of them is a fountain.""No fountain," I said."No fountain," Briony agreed, a half-second later, and then smiled at the wedding planner as if we'd made a joint decision.Wednesday, a quarter past two. The function room at Watsons Bay had a wall of glass facing the heads, and the light off the water was so bright it hurt to look at. Dominique had set the table with swatches and menus and a tray of miniature sandwiches nobody was eating. She was young and fast and wore a headset like a pilot, and she looked at us the way people look at a couple they've been told is very important."Then it's the lemon and elderflower, or the three-tier vanilla, or..." She fanned the cards. "The twenty-first of March is a beautiful date. Late summer. The light at five o'clock is just spectacular.""Is it?" I said."It's gold. Everyone cries.""Good."Briony looked at me. "You could try to sound interest
THE VOICEMAIL
Chapter 7: The VoicemailKaelia's "Is work a bad man?" Wren asked, her mouth full of toast.I stopped with the knife halfway through the butter. "Who told you that?""Uncle Jett. He said you're going to work to be cross with a bad man."Behind me, Jett became very interested in the coffee machine. "Uncle Jett talks a lot for someone who sleeps on our couch.""Is it true?""Work is spreadsheets and boring phone calls. Nobody's bad."She chewed on that. She had Vegemite on one cheek and a look I knew, the one that said she'd caught me leaving something out. She'd had it since she was a baby, as if she'd been born knowing that adults edit."If he's bad," she said, "tell Uncle Jett to be cross too.""I promise."I kissed the top of her head and kept my mouth there a second too long, like I was memorising her. Honey and sleep. I'd stopped sleeping through a night the day she was born, and I had never once wanted that back.In the car, Jett waited until we'd cleared Palm Beach. "I only sai
THE MAIN IN THE CAP
Chapter 8: The Man in the CapKaelia's Mack Delaney held the note between two fingers, tilted it toward the window, and said, "Cheap paper. Cheap printer. Whoever sent this wanted to scare you, not impress you.""It worked," said Jett."It was meant to, yes." Mack slid it into a plastic sleeve with the care of a man who'd done it many times. He was sixty, with a retired policeman's squint and a shirt that had never met an iron. "People who want to hurt you don't write notes. They just do it. A note means somebody wants you to stop.""Stop what?" I said."That's the question."We were in the back room of a pie shop in Surry Hills, because Mack didn't trust his own office. The air smelled of pastry and hot fat. His laptop sat on a stack of flour sacks. Jett perched on an upturned crate with a sausage roll he hadn't touched. I stood, because I couldn't sit.I'd rung Thea from the car. It had gone badly."The email came through a board portal," she'd said, in the clipped voice that meant
THE NUMBER
Chapter 9: The NumberLachlan's Harold Carmichael did business the way he did: fast, and without apology."December," he said around a mouthful of rare beef. "The sixth. It's a Saturday. My people have already looked at the church.""It's March.""It was March. Now it's December.""We agreed last Sunday.""You agreed. With my daughter and your uncle. Nobody asked me." He pointed his fork at me. The private dining room on the fifty-first floor of Carmichael Shipping was all dark wood, brass and framed photographs of ships, a place built to make a visitor feel already trapped inside the hull. Below the windows, Circular Quay. Ferries, gulls, and a cruise liner the size of a suburb parked at the terminal like a joke.Gideon Marsh sat across from me, cutting a piece of fish into very small, very exact pieces. He hadn't said a word since the main arrived. He'd smiled when Harold spoke, and nodded now and then, like a man who'd rehearsed on the way over and was waiting for his cue. I'd bar
EVERY SECOND THURSDAY
Chapter 10: Every Second ThursdayLachlan's I found Dev in the stairwell on the thirty-eighth floor, eating a cold meat pie out of a paper bag."Don't tell my wife," he said around a mouthful. "She thinks I'm on the salad.""Dev. I need to ask you something, and I need you not to be offended."He stopped chewing. The stairwell was concrete and fluorescent light and floor polish, the one place in the building the cameras didn't reach. I'd found out Dev hid up here in my first month as CEO and never said a word, and I'd never once asked him why."Go on.""Did you tell anyone about the twelve per cent?""No.""Not even in passing?""Lachlan." He set the pie down on the step like a man laying down a weapon. "You said tell nobody. I haven't told my wife or my mother. I wouldn't tell my own reflection.""Gideon Marsh said it to me at lunch. The exact figure."Dev didn't flinch. He went still, eyes on a point over my shoulder while his mind worked."That's not possible. The figure's on one