All Chapters of Return Before the Apocalypse: The Countdown Only I Remember: Chapter 31
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Chapter 31 - The Hero and the Killer
Kil studied the handsome man without speaking.Gabriel, Hero of the Barren Land.That was the title Kil remembered. Unlike Kil, Gabriel had gathered people around him. In that, he resembled Helena, perhaps surpassing even her.Helena had belonged to a city alliance made up mostly of former police officers, soldiers, doctors, and other public employees. Gabriel, however, had founded his own group.A large organization called the Silver Oath.They took in people other groups turned away: the elderly, children, the sick, anyone unable to fight. Feeding them strained the Silver Oath's supplies from the start.Most other groups, even the decent ones, chose their members carefully because of food and water shortages. Someone strong enough could join with their family, provided they also took on the workload assigned to their relatives, friends, or partner.Harsh as it might sound, it was considered a mutually beneficial arrangement, balancing the needs of the group and the individual.To pe
Chapter 32 - Mercy at Swordpoint
"My friend and I came to pick someone up. Hand them over, and we won't interfere in your business with the Silver Oath."Kil's voice was flat."Huh?! Why are you suddenly backing out?"Gabriel turned on him. His men had already come out of cover."I never asked for your help."Kil's tone didn't change."A handsome man with a katana and a pretty blond girl." Harlan rubbed his chin. "Are you the Kil and Scarlett Daphne mentioned? Or are you Axel? No, with that expression, you must be Kil."Kil said nothing. Harlan shrugged indifferently."Six people went out and didn't return. That means they're dead. But it looks like you lost two of your own, too. So, you still came for Daphne?""No need to answer. If you survived, you're strong enough. Join my group. Your life will be better with Rift Reavers!"Harlan spread his arms with a confident smile. Kil watched expressionlessly for a moment, then spoke."First, I didn't come to ask or beg. I came to take a few people with me. Second, I'm not
Chapter 33 - The Ones He Came For
Scarlett's fingers tightened around her dagger.Kil scanned the room, keeping his expression still. He had seen worse. That did not tell Scarlett where to look, or what to do with the dagger in her hand.Then he recognized Daphne.Her vacant eyes focused on them. She lifted her head."Scarlett! Kil! You… You came to save me!"Tears streaming down her face, she crawled toward him hopefully. His next words doused that hope like cold water."Does anyone here know Helena?"Receiving no answer, he said flatly,"None of them. Let's go, Scarlett."Scarlett looked from him to the women. Her lips parted before she found the words."I'm going to untie them, Master. They can't even stand like this.""Do what you like."He didn't turn around.Scarlett drew her dagger and cut the women's bonds. As she freed Daphne's hands, her friend suddenly embraced her, weeping."Help me, Scarlett! I regret it… I want to come with you…" Daphne sobbed. "I shouldn't have been so reckless. I was too sure of myself
Chapter 34 - A Place to Return To
Outside, the ten people led by Gabriel were waiting for them.They had cleared away the bodies and gathered all the weapons."You came for a woman and two children?"Gabriel sounded suspicious."Yes."After the brief answer, Gabriel paused, then said,"Take what you need first."Kil nodded and examined the pile. He chose the weapon Harlan had carried and four daggers, then told Helena to carry them.Looking at the weapons still piled up, Gabriel asked,"You're giving us all of these?""I can't carry everything. Besides, I'm not short on weapons. You need them more, don't you?"Gabriel looked at the weapons, then toward the doorway where the frightened survivors waited."We need them. I'll take them. That doesn't make killing a surrendered man right.""Whatever."Kil turned his attention to the weapons."We walk different paths, Gabriel. We have different ideas of what's right, too. But I hope you won't make enemies of us. In return, I won't interfere with what you do."Remember, that'
Chapter 35 - Thorns Along the Wall
After a late breakfast and a rest."So, what exactly is this, Axel?"Axel stared at Kil's rhetorical question. Irritated, he pointed and said,"As you can see, it's our new garden!"Kil surveyed the backyard. Plants stood wherever Axel had found a patch of mud, as if children had been playing at gardening.Several types were crowded together; others stood alone in churned mud.Axel looked back with no sign that he saw a problem. Kil reached for the tools.Without a word, he found a hoe and a small sickle. Then he began moving the plants to temporary spots, sorting them by type."Hey! At least say something!"Axel looked from the beds he had made to the rows Kil was laying out.Apparently keeping the plants alive until Kil returned had not been the whole assignment."We're ready, Mr. Kil."At the gentle voice, both men turned.Helena, Adeline, Nolan, and Nora stood at the doorway, washed and dressed in the clothes they had found. Helena wore slightly worn athletic clothes. Adeline had
Chapter 36 - The Bargain She Feared
Six quiet days followed, carrying the group into April.A routine took hold. Color returned to the newcomers' faces, and the zombie meat put strength back into limbs worn down by hunger.Kil had drawn up a new schedule for everyone.They rose at five, warmed up, and began basic physical training, with particular attention to unarmed combat.At seven, they rested and took turns bathing.Breakfast was at seven forty-five.At eight fifteen, everyone started their assigned work.Adeline, Nolan, and Nora mainly tended the backyard crops. Kil taught Helena and Scarlett to propagate Devil's Vines from cuttings and plant them around the entire wall. Axel and Felix searched the area around the base for useful supplies.Kil tended the rooftop garden, processed zombie meat into dried meat, and maintained the tools and weapons Axel and Felix found.At eleven forty-five, they gathered for lunch, then rested until one thirty.From one thirty to two fifteen, everyone cleaned their rooms. Kil liked o
Chapter 37 - The Blood Trail Home
After carrying Adeline to bed, Kil stood watching her sleep. He had refused the bargain, but she had expected him to accept it.He had made food and shelter conditional often enough. She had found another way to make herself useful.He told himself he adjusted his methods to each person: pressure for one, reassurance for another. Tonight, that explanation did little to settle him.Adeline's hand still gripped a fold of the sheet.Desire lingered. He shook his head.Force could have kept her here. It could not have given him the trust he wanted. He knew that much; remembering it with someone frightened and gentle was easy.He had found it less convenient to remember with Helena.With Scarlett, he still defended the pressure he had used. She had lied and tried to manipulate him; he had wanted those habits gone before he let her close.He had offered affection afterward. He could see how much she wanted it, but her objection over Daphne had not been something he put into her mouth.He ca
Chapter 38 - Before the Swarm
Back at base, they bathed and ate breakfast.The interrupted rest did not excuse them from work. After an early lunch, however, Kil canceled the lesson and weapons practice and sent everyone to sleep.That put the others on their guard.Someone, however, seemed to misunderstand.Adeline had been avoiding his eyes since breakfast. When he announced the break, she wondered whether her visit had exhausted him.Of course, she wouldn't say that aloud.As she taught Nolan and Nora to count, she occasionally glanced at Kil, who leaned back on the sofa with his eyes closed. A blush rose to her cheeks.She was grateful he had refused the bargain; she had not wanted to betray Roland's memory. Yet the rejection troubled her. She had offered the one kind of security she thought she could guarantee, and he had turned it down."Am I not attractive enough?"She disliked how much the question mattered to her.She had married after graduating from high school at eighteen and given birth at nineteen. A
Chapter 39 - What the Dead Had Fed
Ignoring him, Kil watched the rats, his expression darkening. There were far more than he had expected."Get inside and close the gate. Not all the way. Leave a half-meter gap so the rats can come through.""Huh?! Are you insane, Kil?!"Helena snapped angrily. She hadn't expected the man she followed to be this crazy."We have to kill every rat, without exception!"He was already moving toward the gate. Helena glanced toward the house, then followed him inside.Though confused, they obeyed. They retreated inside and pulled the gate almost closed, leaving only enough space for one rat to pass."Axel, take the right. I'll take the left. Helena, Scarlett, Felix—be ready to kill any that get through."Kil calmly took his position. Axel followed suit.They waited nervously. Moments later, hundreds of rats slammed into the gate, denting the thick iron.A rat squeezed through. Kil drove his spear into it, pulled free, and struck the next. Bodies began choking the gap.Axel copied him, but hi
Chapter 40 - The Cost of Holding Back
Kil looked at the bandage. He had still been waiting for proof that she could be trusted when she took a bite protecting Helena.Until now, he had shared the "Disgusting Liquid" only with Axel. He had wanted the others stronger, but not strong enough to evolve and turn against him.That caution had left Scarlett facing the swarm without the strength he could have given her. He could no longer call the risk hers alone."You did well, Scarlett. Don't worry. You'll be all right. I promise."He would give her one serving of evolution potion each evening. Starting on April 8, her tenth would fall on April 17. Kil and Axel had taken two servings per day; he would advance her more cautiously.There was another plan he needed to bring forward. The gate had not held, and neither had the young vines.He lifted Scarlett into his arms and headed inside."I'll look after Scarlett. Rest for forty minutes, then bury the rats outside the wall, beneath the Devil's Vines.""Hey! Isn't that unfair? You