All Chapters of Return Before the Apocalypse: The Countdown Only I Remember: Chapter 41
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Chapter 41 - A Name Forged in Sorrow
Felix shivered. He could not tell where warning ended and threat began; Kil had put both into the same offer.He looked at his useless arm. Four servings, then the road, with no guarantee of the other six."I—""I know you're uncertain and afraid. But you'll do it anyway, because I'm making you."You may be afraid to face Daphne and your past. If so, you'll choose the second option. Or perhaps… you'll make a choice of your own."Join another small group and try to live quietly and safely."Felix stared in surprise."You might find a quiet place. You might decide you want what I have. I won't gamble this group on which it turns out to be."Kil approached and casually patted his shoulder."For those four days, learn everything you can. Absorb what I teach you, because…"Whether you live or die, whether you're reborn as someone with a purpose or corrupted by this chaotic world…"That doesn't depend on me."He smiled at the thin, despairing young man and pointed at his chest."It depends
Chapter 42 - Four Days to Survive
"Huh?! What kind of name is that?"Helena objected immediately. Axel added,"What about Sword of Destiny? Sword of Freedom? Sword of Hope?"Those names offer hope. Sorrowblade sounds a little too gloomy."Still propping up his chin, Kil replied,"It's decided. Our group is Sorrowblade. If anyone disagrees…"Fight me. If you win, you can change it to whatever you want."Axel leaned back, giving up. Helena looked at Adeline; Nora was still staring at the table. Kil had invited suggestions, then left no room to choose one.No one accepted the challenge. Their group was Sorrowblade.Kil had not used the name in his previous life. He watched the others absorb it, unable to offer them an explanation that did not reach into that life.He knew why he wanted it, even if they did not.He remembered humanity being driven from one refuge to the next, carrying less each time.Kil hadn't wanted this life. He wanted peace. He had even planned his future.Once his brother graduated and found work, he
Chapter 43 - The Messenger at the Door
Kil shook his head. He reckoned their breakthroughs gave the women better than a ninety percent chance of surviving. The number came from memory, not from anything he could measure here.In his previous life, even ordinary people had survived to the end of the third stage, some even into the fourth, if they used their heads despite their despair.Evolution potions hadn't been developed then. They had survived on wits alone, eating anything, hiding, desperately avoiding zombies and wild beasts. They cowered in corners, trying to survive by any means.Axel kept watching him, plainly unconvinced. Kil held to his decision.He wanted them to learn to survive without another advantage handed to them. Axel's question about Felix's arm remained unanswered.Kil looked toward the gate his friend had left through. The test would prove nothing if Felix never came back.***April 30, three days after his departure."Seriously… why did I agree to do what he asked?"Felix crouched inside a ransacked
Chapter 44 - A Warning for the Hero
Felix hesitated. Whatever Kil had implied, Gabriel clearly did not consider them close friends.Felix kept the reassurance he had planned to offer to himself. Whatever had happened between the two men was not his to smooth over.Ignoring the gloomy atmosphere, Felix took a deep breath and spoke seriously."Our leader sent me with important information. A lot of lives depend on it."Everyone in the room turned serious.Gabriel regarded Felix firmly."Tell me. What does Kil want us to know?"Felix set his feet. There was room to retreat toward the door, but he would have to get past Jasper to use it."Sorry, but my orders were to tell you, Mr. Gabriel.""What's that supposed to mean? We're members of the Silver Oath, too. We have a right to know.""Exactly. They're just a tiny group. What can they do? Besides, he came alone. Beat him up and make him talk."Most stayed quiet, but two men were clearly displeased with him.Felix kept his right hand around the spear. Its shaft was beginning
Chapter 45 - Strength Is No Sanctuary
Gabriel's face darkened. He looked grim, but knew the words came from Kil, not Felix.Thinking of the young man who killed so easily, he wondered,"What do you really want from me and the Silver Oath, Kil?"***On April 28, while Felix was still traveling, at Sorrowblade's base…"That puts everyone through their first limit except the children and Felix. None of the three women has a Miracle Root yet."Kil watched Helena and Adeline recover on the bed after their tenth servings. Sweat soaked their clothes, and their faces were flushed."You… How can you look at us like that!"Helena's face was full of anger and resentment.Breaking a limit hurt. Integrating a Miracle Root would hurt more. The women were still recovering from the tenth servings; neither had taken a root.Ignoring Helena's anger, Kil propped up his chin."I'm only watching to make sure nothing goes wrong. Well, I'm glad you both made it through."She looked away without retracting the objection. Axel had said Kil stayed
Chapter 46 - The Price of a Threat
Felix had mistaken Kil's warning for a request to save the Silver Oath.Kil had given him three missions: deliver the information to Gabriel, settle his unfinished business with Daphne, and survive the second stage of changes. He had left Gabriel to decide what the Silver Oath would do with that warning.Felix was here now, with decisions of his own to make.He followed Jasper toward the lounge.“They usually gather at the far end.”Jasper's words snapped Felix out of his thoughts.He tightened his right hand around his spear, drew a deep breath, and slowly let it out.Felix and Jasper continued down the hall to a spacious common lounge.They saw sixteen people there: five men and eleven women. Three of the men each had two women beside them, while Clyde sat with one.Finally, there was Duncan, lounging with four women around him. Though somewhat thin and dirty, every girl there was fairly attractive. They all looked weak and a little pale, wearing thin clothing that still showed off
Chapter 47 - Goodbye Before the Storm
He turned toward Daphne. Jasper stepped past him to the wounded man without a word. She shrank back, then caught herself. Felix loved her. Surely that had not changed. Bracing herself on the seat to spare her injured left leg, Daphne reached for him in a wheedling appeal. “Felix, I—” SMACK! Daphne recoiled from the slap. Felix lowered his hand. “Don't touch me with those filthy hands.” He ignored the staring faces and drew a deep breath, meeting Daphne's eyes. “You're a scheming, cruel girl. You use people and always think you're better than everyone else. But I can't deny that I liked you. That I even loved you. “I kept thinking that if I stayed, if I helped you, things would change. I wanted a life with you, through good times and bad.” For a moment, his mouth softened into the smile she remembered. “But you disappointed me. Again and again. “I kept coming back even when being with you hurt. I won't do it again. “Eve
Chapter 48 - The Burden of the Lone Star
Jasper pounded frantically. The door opened to reveal a pretty teenage girl with fair skin, straight, shoulder-length blond hair, and blue eyes. She was startled by his panic.“Jasper? What's wrong? Why are you—”“Things are bad! There are about a thousand zombies! We have to leave!“It looks like the boss and the others are heading upstairs. We need to follow them and buy time while we find somewhere suitable to fight!”“Jasper!”Felix called out. Jasper, Iris, and the four other men turned toward him.“We need to leave the building. Going upstairs isn't a good option.”“But—”Jasper looked toward the stairs. People were already forcing their way up, weapons catching on the rail.Felix pointed toward the back of the building.“Upstairs, we're trapped if they break through. Outside, we can still find another way. Come with me!”“Ugh..
Chapter 49 - No One Steps Back
Back outside the base, blue light flashed in Kil's eyes. Telekinetic energy sheathed both katanas. He drove at the front of the horde before its ranks could spread around him.His right sword swept from left to right.The left followed in a rising cut before the first body fell. He stepped clear of its weight, keeping room for the next stroke.He leaped, both blades carving across the next ranks as he spun twice.He landed in a downward crosscut. The impact jarred his knees; he drove both edges upward before the opening closed.A diagonal slash tore through the point where the cuts met.He reversed both grips and brought the blades down in another cross.Then he twisted into a rolling turn, swords scything through everything along his path.An upward crosscut finished the rotation. He began the sequence again, correcting his footing as bodies clogged the street.WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH!Compressed air shrieked past the blades. Blue light streamed through the darkness. Each release had to