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Part 7 The Weight of Being Seen
Author: Chiko ilwa
last update2026-01-18 15:34:14

Their pace slowed as they entered a more open stretch.

District 7 was not silent. It was holding its breath.

Fire burned in the distance, not large, but enough to stain the night sky orange. The smell of smoke mixed with fuel clung to the air, biting at the nose and weighing on the lungs with every breath.

Rian walked beside Darin, his steps short and uneven. Every time his foot slipped on the wet asphalt, he reflexively grabbed Darin’s jacket.

“Slow down,” Darin said. “Don’t run. Running makes noise.”

Rian nodded, but his fingers tightened their grip.

“What if…” he whispered, “…we run into bad people again?”

“Just say it.”

“If I scream… will you get mad?”

The question was simple. But Darin stopped.

He turned to look at the boy. Rian’s face was dirty, his hair stuck to his forehead with sweat and rain. Those eyes, the eyes of a child who should have been sleeping or playing, looked at him with open anxiety.

“I won’t get mad,” Darin said at last. “I’ll grab you and we’ll run.”

Rian nodded, relieved. “Okay.”

They moved again.

Darin kept his distance from the main road. His instincts, the old killer’s instincts that had never fully died, kept whispering. Too quiet. If the cartel truly wanted to burn this district down, there should already be gunfire, screaming, panic.

This was not an open assault.

It was a test.

Rian suddenly stopped.

“I…” his voice shrank. “I’m tired.”

Darin glanced at the imaginary clock in his head. The mission time was still long, but Rian’s body was not built for this.

He knelt, bringing himself level with the boy. “Look at me.”

Rian met his gaze.

“You’re doing great,” Darin said. “You made it this far even while hurt.”

Rian shook his head quickly. “I’m scared.”

“So am I,” Darin answered without hesitation.

That made Rian go quiet.

“Adults are allowed to be scared?” he asked softly.

“Living people are allowed to be scared,” Darin replied.

It was not advice. It was a confession.

Rian took a deep breath. “If I fall later… don’t leave me.”

Darin slowly clenched his fist. “I promise.”

The promise felt too heavy.

They reached the corner of a half collapsed building. From there, Darin could see the truck more clearly. The large tank on its back was dull and stained, the warning symbol for flammable material still visible.

Two men stood near it. Relaxed. Too relaxed.

“They look like they’re waiting,” Rian whispered.

“Because they are,” Darin replied.

He studied their body language. Not soldiers. Not elite cartel enforcers. Scouts. Living bait.

If Darin attacked now, the noise would draw others. If he retreated, the truck would move on to the next location.

A bad choice, or a worse one.

Rian tugged at his jacket again. “Can I… ask something?”

“Quick.”

“What did you do before?”

The question came without warning.

Darin was silent for a few seconds.

“Why do you ask?”

Rian looked down. “I want to know… if bad people are born that way, or if something makes them.”

An honest answer was too long. A lie was too easy.

“I was a contract killer,” Darin said at last. “I got paid to make people disappear.”

Rian swallowed. “Were all the people you killed bad?”

Darin did not answer right away.

“No,” he said.

The honesty made Rian shiver.

“Then…” Rian’s voice trembled. “Why did you help me?”

Darin stared at the truck, the distant fire reflected in his eyes.

“Because for the first time,” he said quietly, “someone looked at me as more than a tool.”

Rian did not fully understand, but he felt the weight in that voice.

“If you change later…” he began hesitantly.

Darin stiffened.

“If you get scary again,” Rian continued, almost whispering, “don’t hurt me, okay?”

The berserk fragment pulsed.

Not from an external threat.

From the boy’s fear.

“I’ll run first before that happens,” Darin said. “If I can’t hold myself back.”

Rian nodded quickly. “I can run. I’m small.”

Darin almost smiled. Almost.

One of the men near the truck turned his head, his eyes sweeping the buildings, lingering a second too long in their direction.

“Did he see us?”

“Not yet,” Darin said. “But soon.”

He tightened his grip on the broken knife. A pathetic weapon, but familiar.

Inside his head, there was no system voice, no countdown, no orders.

Only one awareness.

If he stepped out now, he was not only risking his own life.

He was risking how a child would remember him for the rest of his life.

The man started walking closer.

One step. Two.

Rian drew in a sharp breath. “I… I’m scared of the dark.”

Darin stepped out of the shadows, his body automatically placing itself in front of Rian.

“Hold on to me,” he said. “Whatever you see next, don’t scream.”

The man stopped, squinting at Darin.

“Oh,” he said softly. “Well look who showed up.”

His hand drifted toward his waist, toward his weapon.

Darin tightened his grip on the knife, and for the first time since the system activated, he understood completely:

The next decision was not about the mission.

It was about who he would be in the eyes of a child.

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