She took a deep breath and stretched out her hands to me. She was handing over the box of cake to me.
“You should have some cake instead of Black coffee.” I collected the box. “I know it's not entirely the best thing to eat in the morning but..” I collected the box with a smile. “What are you doing here?” I asked, hoping it didn't come out as a complaint. I was glad. I was very excited that she was here with me. A few minutes ago, I was so worried that I didn't have anyone to talk to. “I figured you'd need to talk to someone.” She said slowly. “Lily called me on the phone about today. “Oh.” I waited. Lily had already gone ahead of me. “Don't be upset with her. She was only worried about you and believed that I could cheer you up.” Yemi said. I wasn't upset, of course but I did have a question. “Is that why you are here? To console me? Because Lily asked you too? Or are you really here for me?” Yemi gazed at me, speechless. Chapter 95 The weekend before the trial was quieter than I expected. I had expected to feel chaos happening all around me but I didn't. I guess this was better than being worried. I really thought that I'd be busy going over documents and reviewing the timelines. I had thought I'd be busy preparing my mind but the weekend was more relaxing than I thought it'd be. When Saturday morning arrived, I realized that I had nothing else to prepare. Everything was ready for the trial on Monday. I had a great team, Patricia had also done a great job on her own. She had the evidence that we needed, even the witnesses were ready and the legal team had been put through ebay documents as many times as possible. Henry had confirmed every arrangement. The prosecutor's office had everything they needed. I had nothing left to do except wait for Monday which was supposed to feel good but somehow it felt like I wasn't doing enough. I was at home, thinking about everything when Lily decided to show up and distract me. She fixed my restlessness without even knowing. She appeared at my bedroom door at eight o'clock on Saturday morning with her coat already on and her rabbit under her arm and her boots on the wrong feet. I looked at her boots, then she looked down at them. "I did that on purpose," she said. "You did not," I said, trying not to laugh. She sat down on the floor and switched them without comment and stood back up. "I want to go to the market," she said. "What market?" I asked, seeing why a six year old would suddenly want to get to the market on a Saturday. "The one near the school," she said. "Mrs Park told me they have a flower stall on Saturdays and I want to get flowers." "What kind of flowers?" I asked. "White ones," she said. I looked at her. She looked back at me with her serious face. I also tried not to smile. Lily had remembered that my mother loved white flowers. I only remembered when I had mentioned it to her twice when we talked about something else entirely. Lily had remembered it, she always remembered everything and kept it close to her heart. I knew I should ask questions, I should ask her why she's suddenly trying to go to the market for flowers but I didn't ask further. "Okay," I said. "Give me fifteen minutes." She nodded and went back to the corridor to wait. I got up and got dressed immediately. Maybe this was exactly what I needed. To keep my mind busy with fun things. The market near St Clare's school was exactly the kind of place that appeared on Saturday mornings and disappeared by afternoon leaving no evidence it had ever been there. Tables and tents and the particular warm noise of people buying and selling ordinary things. Vegetables and bread and candles and handmade things that people had made during the week and were now hoping someone would want. Lily walked beside me, holding on to me. She watched everything with a certain kind of focus. She was the kind of child who notices everything and just decides to say something or not. . She stopped at a table selling small ceramic animals and studied them for a moment. "They are nice," she said. "But not as good as the rabbit." "Nothing is as good as the rabbit," I said. "Correct," she said and kept walking. We found the flower stall near the far end of the market. Exactly what we were looking for. It was run by an older woman with grey hair and muddy gloves and the look of someone who had been outside in all weathers for decades and had simply accepted that as a condition of a life she had chosen and was happy with. Lily walked right up to the front of the stall like she knew exactly what she wanted. And maybe she does. She looked at the flowers with great seriousness. The woman looked at Lily. "What are you looking for sweetheart?" she asked. "White ones," Lily said. "The best white ones you have." The woman smiled. She pointed to a bucket near the left side of the table. White flowers with long green stems. Clean and simple and exactly right. "Those," Lily said immediately, choosing the bunch she wanted. She had gone around the shop a few times and finally settled for this. The woman wrapped them in brown paper. Lily watched the whole process like she was learning a skill she intended to use later. When the woman handed them over Lily took them with both hands carefully. She turned to me. "For your mum's grave," she said. "For when we go next time." I looked at the flowers in her hands. Then I looked at her face. Serious and purposeful and six years old. "Thank you," I said. She handed them to me because her arms were not quite long enough to carry them comfortably alongside the rabbit. I paid the woman. As we were walking away the woman called after us. We turned around. She was holding out a single stem. One extra white flower. "For the little one," she said. "She has good taste." Lily accepted it with the dignity of someone receiving an honour they had always known was coming. She held it all the way home, smiling and gushing over it. “It's beautiful right? Do you like it?” She asked me, turning to face me in the car. “Yes, I do and thank you, Lily, for thinking of me and for trying to make me feel better each time I feel sick or tired.” She gave me a heartfelt smile..”I know what it feels like to be in your situation too.” She was only six years old but spoke like someone who had years and years of experience. Sometimes she saves me from drowning and drowning in my problems. We got back to find Henry in the sitting room with a visitor. I stopped at the door when I saw him. Brandon Mitchell was sitting in the armchair across from Henry with a cup of tea looking slightly too large for the chair the way he always looked slightly too large for indoor furniture. He was in his work clothes because Brandon was almost always in his work clothes now that he was officially head of security for the Blackwell Corporation.Latest Chapter
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I came home that evening with nothing left inside me. Not in a bad way exactly. Just empty. The way you feel after carrying something heavy for a long distance and finally putting it down. My arms felt lighter but everything else in me felt tired in a deep way that sleep alone could not fix. I went straight to the study. I did not turn on the big light. I just sat in the chair near the window with the small lamp on and looked out at the garden. The butterfly garlands were moving slowly in the evening wind. I watched them without really watching them. My mind was somewhere else. I kept hearing Marcus's voice in my head. I had built a life. Everything I had was connected to my wife. I was not willing to pay that price. I thought about how strange it was to finally hear t
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I came home that evening with nothing left inside me. Not in a bad way exactly. Just empty. The way you feel after carrying something heavy for a long distance and finally putting it down. My arms felt lighter but everything else in me felt tired in a deep way that sleep alone could not fix. I went straight to the study. I did not turn on the big light. I just sat in the chair near the window with the small lamp on and looked out at the garden. The butterfly garlands were moving slowly in the evening wind. I watched them without really watching them. My mind was somewhere else. I kept hearing Marcus's voice in my head. I had built a life. Everything I had was connected to my wife. I was not willing to pay that price. I thought about how strange it was to finally hear the truth from him. For so many years I had wanted him to say something honest to me. Even one sentence. And today he had said many honest things in front of strangers in a courtroom but it still did not feel like
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The courthouse felt different on Wednesday morning.Not the building itself. The building was exactly the same. The marble corridor. The security check. The particular indoor quiet of a place doing something important.But the energy in the courtroom was different when I walked in. Like everyone in the room already understood that today was going to be the kind of day that sat differently in the memory from the other days.I found my seat.Henry on my left.Yemi on my right.She looked at me briefly when I sat down. She did not say anything. She did not need to. She just looked at me with those steady eyes of hers that always seemed to know the exact right amount to say without words and then she looked forward.That has recently been the habit she did. To always look at me like she was reassuring me. Like she was promising me to be strong and that everything would turn out well. I looked f
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The next day, which was on a Wednesday, was going to be hectic, I already knew judging from the way I felt. After the call with Yemi, I was calm but after that, a few minutes later, the anxiety returned.Tomorrow was different. On Monday, it was the beginning, today was Dr. Chan who truly made me proud but Wednesday is very personal in a way that the other two days weren't. According to Patricia, another witness was coming up and it was Marcus. My father even though I don't regard him as one anymore. He was the one who had chosen not to stand by his wife or his son even when they needed him. He was the one who made me hate him so much. The man who should have protected my mother but chose not to.I finally slept that night but that was after 5 hours of turning and twisting on the bed. I was already having a headache when I got up. It wasn't surprising since I was thinking so much last night. When I went downstairs for some hot tea, I saw Lily at the table again. It was still ver
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She was growing and it was the best thing I had ever watched happen.After the table was cleared she sat back down and looked at me."Are you going to call Yemi tonight?" she asked.I looked at her."Why would I do that?" I said.She blinked at me slowly."Because you always do," she said. "And because you look like you need to talk to someone and Henry has already done his talking for the day and I am going to bed soon."Henry made a small sound."You are extremely observant," I told her."I know," she said. "It is one of my best qualities."She stood up and collected her rabbit from the chair beside her.She came around the table and stood beside me.I looked at her.She reached up and put her small hand briefly on my shoulder the way an adult might do it. Just once. Like she was patting down something that had come loose.Then she said goodnight to Henry and goodnight to Mrs Park and went upstairs.I sat at the table.Henry drank his tea."She is remarkable," he said quietly."Yes,
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Carver paused for a moment.Then he sat down.Patricia stood for a brief redirect.She asked only one question."Dr Chen," she said. "In your twenty years of medical practice before and after this case, have you ever seen the compound you identified in Sarah Blackwell's blood occurring naturally in any patient?""No," Dr Chen said. "Never.""Thank you," Patricia said. "No further questions."Dr Chen stepped down from the stand.She walked past the defence table.Victoria did not look at her.Dr Chen did not look at Victoria either.She walked to the exit and was gone.I watched her go.I thought about her sitting across from me in a dark park handing me an envelope. About the guilt she had been carrying for twenty years. About the decision she had made as a young frightened doctor that had cost my mother everything and had cost Dr Chen her peace of mind for two decades.She had come. She had told the truth. Whatever else was true about her that was also true and I had not forgotten it
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