Carl was stuck between a crossroad. He had to make a decision between living and becoming someone he doesn't want to be, or dying and upholding his pride and honor to the very last moments of his life.Does he want the System? Yes, he did. He felt like he could grow stronger if he had the System. But, did he want to become the saviour of the world, a hero of humanity? That was where his doubts steamed from. He wasn't fit to be called a Symbol. Not after the numerous humans he had killed in the battlefield during the great war in his past life. Was he even fit to wear the body of a human?Carl was confused, however, he reminded himself that his goal was to protect the people around him and to save the world if it needed saving. It wasn't to become a Symbol, neither was it a means to try and deceive himself.It was to rip the massive benefits that came from the System and grow stronger, exponentially. And he was against this whole notion of maintaining one's pride and honor.“I ac