All Chapters of Three Losses, One Second Chance: Chapter 1
- Chapter 10
40 chapters
Chapter 1: Three Losses in Life
Peeling paint covered the walls, and rust stained the red steel window frame that divided Ethan Carter from the outside world. Beyond the glass, the rooflines of old row houses filled half the sky, while the tar-paper roofs and sagging shingles of the neighboring houses were scattered together in a chaotic patchwork.The southwest-facing window received very little sunlight, leaving the room dim even in the middle of a summer afternoon.Beside the window stood a glass-topped table. Against the wall on its left sat a bulky cassette radio bearing a faded red Sparrow logo.That old radio, along with the stack of cassette tapes beside it, had accompanied Ethan Carter through most of his school years. The radio could still pick up a few stations, though they were usually buried beneath layers of static.The rest of the room was just as old.An aging oak wardrobe stood against one wall, followed by a bedside table, a narrow bookcase, and a twin bed with a wooden frame his father had built b
Chapter 2: The Inescapable Pit
Climbing out of bed, Ethan found that the rumpled clothes and shoes he had collapsed in after drinking were gone. In their place, beside the bed, lay a pair of faded jeans and a slightly wrinkled shirt. The bedroom door led to the hallway and the dining room, where the sound of Margaret Carter's grumbling echoed from wherever she had wandered off to.Ethan dressed and stood up, looking at himself in the mirror set into the center of the wardrobe. After confirming the date on the calendar, he could hardly believe it was really him: Ethan Carter, seventeen years old, back in the year 2000.The face in the mirror was young, yet unmistakably his. The familiarity of it sent a strange shiver through him.For a moment, Ethan wondered whether this was a joke played on him by some advanced alien civilization, like the ending of Spielberg's *A.I. Artificial Intelligence*. But if it really was 2000, that movie wouldn't be released until next year.He hurried out and found a bowl of steaming oatm
Chapter 3: A Dream Like a Farewell
In the silence that had settled over the classroom, Ethan walked in, crossed the aisle, and sat down at his desk.Perhaps it was because he seemed so matter-of-fact about the whole thing, or perhaps it was because he gave off an indescribable aura, his face completely expressionless, that the atmosphere froze for a moment.Mr. Hoffman glanced at him, went on with his lecture, and the class settled back into order until the end of the period, as if the incident had never happened.However, as Mr. Hoffman left the classroom with his books, he glanced in Ethan's direction and thought: Forget it. Ethan Carter is just a mediocre student in this class. He'll probably end up at some third-tier college or go straight into the workforce. He's not worth saving.Besides, the kid has grown quite tall, almost six feet. In a real fight, I might not be able to take him, and it would only embarrass me. I'll let him off the hook for now.Mr. Hoffman had barely stepped out when Danny Brooks, who also s
Chapter 4: The Disappearance of the Girl Next Door
Nora had been very gracious with him that day, and after that, they slowly grew closer.Thus, they spent their entire adolescence together.What was it like to suddenly see the girl who had once been his entire teenage world?Ethan even had a name picked out for their kid.Ha, just kidding.He really had had a crush on Nora back then, but he'd also been self-aware.Could he play basketball as well as the school's resident "Kobe"? Could he play the piano as smoothly and elegantly as the "Piano Prince" at the school talent show? Could he solve physics problems faster than the guy who sat behind her, the one who later got into a PhD program?The answer to all three: no.Those guys became cannon fodder. Some were like a ball thrown straight at a wall, shattering on impact. Some, after being turned down, were remembered years later as tragic heroes marching bravely toward certain doom. Some were still sending unrequited love letters in college.But Ethan wasn't any of them.Ethan took the
Chapter 5: Like a Couple of Lackeys
The sun rose as usual that day, and by midday the streets around Hartwell High were flooded with students looking for lunch. Ethan spotted his old favorite diner, a two-story red-brick building that had been there since the early 1900s. It wasn't like the renovated fake "historic" storefronts you'd see in later years, with their matching signs and factory-made trinkets.Then again, without some repair and preservation, the place really was unsightly. The rotting wooden beams, the dust-caked windows with their old ornate frames, the wood-paneled walls inside the diner caked with grease and soot.Then he looked at the prices posted on the wall."Grilled cheese... $2.50. Cheeseburger... $3.25. Chili fries... $2. Patty melt... $4..."For a moment, Ethan felt like crying. Damn it, in later years even a plain cheeseburger at a roadside dive started at twelve bucks!Back then, ten dollars could buy a decent meal, and twenty could easily feed two people.He remembered this diner as absolute f
Chapter 6: Hunter and Prey
Jenna and Nora, who had turned down Ethan's request, had walked only a short distance when Jenna, somewhat speechless, saw Nora suddenly stop, pull her Snoopy coin purse from her pocket, take out a twenty-dollar bill from a folded wad of cash, and turn back to slap it down on the table in front of Ethan and Danny.Nora got fifty dollars a week for spending money, and with her habit of saving, she always had a few dozen dollars in her wallet."Why did you give them so much? That's a fortune to those two!" Jenna had really wanted to say, "Why should they get anything?""An emergency."Looking back at her, Jenna thought Nora's sharp features, her hair fluttering in the wind, and that casually tossed-off line gave her a truly gallant air.And she had just done something bold in front of everyone.Jenna had always admired Nora's decisiveness. She knew she could never be that straightforward herself, so she hoped that just by staying close, some of it would rub off on her.Ethan's mood had
Chapter 7: What the Hell!
Looking back, Ethan realized the whole thing had been a trap the first time around.The letter had seemed suspicious to him at the time. He had even wondered whether it was a prank by someone he had a grudge against, so he hadn't taken it seriously.Back then, that kind of prank was common in high school: someone writes you a love letter, arranges a meeting, and then watches you wander around the agreed-upon spot like an idiot while the planner bursts out laughing. Ethan had helped pull that kind of prank on other people before.His first thought was that he'd been pranked too, so he didn't take it to heart. Besides, Camille wasn't his type anyway.But unexpectedly, Camille had shown up before afternoon classes that Monday.She looked radiant standing in the afternoon light, her clear, expressive eyes, her hands clasped behind her back. It truly captivated the young Ethan.What boy could resist?And just like that, he had accepted Camille's advances.And thinking back, it hadn't actua
Chapter 8: The Things That Matter
What Danny wanted to say, but didn't, was simple: You're dead last in the class. Since when did you care about studying?If Danny had actually asked him that, Ethan would have told him yes without hesitation. Better late than never, and today was as good a day as any to start.But Danny didn't ask. He just thought it to himself.Wait, what was happening? "Thank you. I want to focus on my studies. You're a great person." The most basic, overused rejection lines imaginable, one after another. Was Ethan actually a professional at this?She hadn't expected to hear such a painfully ordinary rejection, the kind so cliché that most people wouldn't even bother using it.But somehow, that painfully ordinary rejection hit harder than anything she'd expected.A murmur rolled through the onlookers on the second floor, and the whole crowd stirred.Camille opened her eyes and felt the commotion rolling through them, an indescribable jolt running through her chest.Wait. Hold on. Am I really that un
Chapter 9: Godfather
In the office, several teachers were talking."I just came by and saw Camille from Class 7 downstairs by the main building with a boy. Judging by their demeanor, it seemed like they were dating." A physics teacher had just walked in, filled his mug with water from the cooler, blew away the foam on his tea, and took a couple of sips. He was usually stern, but now he had a broad smile.Teaching is a profession, and the workplace is the professional circle. Although teachers have moral requirements for being role models and naturally need to maintain authority in front of students, everyone is still human, and there are still office conversations, trivial matters of life, and personal likes and dislikes.Someone looked up. "Camille, huh? I know her. She's a legend around here. That girl is something else. A lot of people like her. She's definitely going to be someone special someday."As for things like this between high school boys and girls, everyone usually turned a blind eye. After a
Chapter 10: Speaking Out of Character
Ethan got back to the housing complex and stood downstairs outside his own building, looking up at the lit window on the second floor. He hesitated.His arms still ached from the bruises Margaret had given him earlier, and he still had the $20 he'd borrowed from Nora in his pocket, though only about $13 of it was left.The whole day had been strange and unsettling, and he was genuinely afraid that if he went upstairs, he'd find himself back in that empty old house, everything gone again.Taking a deep breath, Ethan climbed the stairs anyway, pulled out his key, fit it into the lock, and turned the knob.He pushed the door open, and the first thing he saw was his own living room. Two people sat on the couch: Margaret, and another woman around fifty.The woman had sharp, upturned eyebrows, wore a fairly elegant green wool coat, and had a slightly jutting jaw that gave her whole face an edge. Margaret, who'd been staring blankly at the door, spotted Ethan and said, "You're back!"His fat