Chapter 194
Author: Rachel Holt
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The corridor was quiet.

A long, stone-walled passage with a single window at the far end that looked at a garden the venue maintained for its guests — small, walled, nothing in it at this time of year except the bare structure of things that would bloom in spring. The light from the window was the particular morning light that had been in the room when he arrived — flat, clear, the light of a day that has not decided to be anything in particular yet.

He stood in the corridor and opened the enve
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