Now we are both in the same school and he has refused to study, all he does is talk with other guys about guys they have slept with or not and it pisses me off to see him turn bad.
Finally, his heart got broken by Emily, his most treasured asset.
I was deeply sorry for that one, but what made me sad is that he did not care about reading his books.
He would put everything on my head like I was born to serve him.
I do his assignments and even get to do some plays a guy is not supposed to do with a boy because I trust that he would not hurt me.
Soon after his heartbreak.
He gets another guy so fast called Andrew, he's popular for being a bad boy, almost all the guys and girls in school could fight to be his. But then they fear me because he does not let anymore to hurt or abuse me for being a nerd, actually his relationship with me is both good and bad and I think that's balanced. I try to make myself like him, like I love him, but it does not work, he's just not the type of guy I would want. I'm afraid that if I date him, he might dump me and tell his other friends.
So no, he is never going to have anything personal to do with me and that's final. Today is a new day and I walked into the class to see him kissing his new guy friend. I looked at his eyes by the side and according to scientific proof, I'm sure that he had sex yesterday. He immediately released himself from Andrew when he saw me, and I knew that it is because he does not want me to be jealous, but too late I'm already jealous. I have feelings for him but I must never make him know because I'm sure he would treat me how he wants when he discovers that I love him.
I walked towards his direction and I sat on the seat in front of where he was with Andrew as I informed them to be careful because the lecturer was about to come very soon. He answers me back like I said something that sounded like a matured lady who deserves respect. It made me annoyed. I left where he stayed to occupy another seat after exchanging strong words with him, but he usually wins when it comes to saying abusive words. My nerdy partner comes into the class and I'm glad that he came. I asked him to make me happy and we started our nerdy talks which no one gets to understand.
We started laughing because we were saying rubbish. "They are so damn brilliant!" one of Ronald's friends says and I and James laughed even more. "So, when that acidic salt is mixed with the tooth starch, it will create a bomb," James says to me, tapping my shoulder and I laughed even harder. The way he said a pile of complete rubbish made sense to all the doll students, as they looked amazed. "They think we are Einstein’s now" I whispered into him ears and we laughed, even more. I looked over to see Ronald looking at my direction, in fact, both him and all his friends were looking at us.
He later stands up and walks towards me, and I am here begging God that he does not start a fight. "Good day!" James greets him and he ignores his words. "Can we talk?" he asked me looking into my eyes and out of the fear that I did not want him to start a fight I agreed and followed him out. He entered a laboratory and I followed him from behind, I asked him why he had brought me into the lab and he began to question me on how I behaved in the class, and in all his words, I could sense hurt and jealousy. I told him that I understood him and then I left, afterward, James started to get lost looking at me.
He leaned into me and I saw that he wanted me to kiss him. I leaned towards him too and our lips almost touched, he held me and tried to kiss. I felt something trigger. The door is whining open and I'm about to free myself from James but then It was already too late. Ronald had already seen me. He looks at me and I can see the anger burning in him. His guy friend waved at him but he did not respond. He walked out of the class and Andrew followed him from behind. &
He leaned into me and I saw that he wanted me to kiss him. I leaned towards him too and our lips almost touched, he held me and tried to kiss. I felt something trigger. The door is whining open and I'm about to free myself from James but then It was already too late. Ronald had already seen me. He looks at me and I can see the anger burning in him. His guy friend waved at him but he did not respond. He walked out of the class and Andrew followed him from behind. &
I hope I did not make him too angry with me, because if he hates me then it means our family's relationship too might be affected. I stopped pecking James cheeks but he looks at me like he wants me to continue the kiss. "Don't you have lectures?" I asked him because he is not offering the course the lecturer is coming to teach. "Shit! I almost forgot; I have class in less than two minutes" he says to me looking at his wristwatch. Ronald walked in with Andrew and it seemed like he stared at me but my eyes did not catch his own eyes.