chapter 51
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"Because you spent months learning about his kind," I said. "Maybe butterflies can tell when someone has been paying attention to them."

She thought about this for a long moment.

"That is a good answer," she said.

"Thank you."

"Henry would have said something more scientific," she said. "But I like your answer better."

"I will not tell Henry that."

"Probably wise," she said and picked up her fork again and ate the last of the pasta.

I carried her upstairs at eight o'clock.

I put her to sleep and made sure I covered her. She held her rabbit without opening her eyes.

I sat on the chair beside the bed

Soon she was sleeping.

I sat there for a while after she went under.

I thought about everything that happened today and I'm happy I could make someone smile.

I thought about the Pierce house. About birthday after birthday that passed without acknowledgment or with the minimum acknowledgment required to avoid looking completely indifferent. About learning early that your birthday was not a day that mattered to the people around you and adjusting yourself accordingly.

Lily would never learn that.

Not in this house. Not on my watch.

I stood up quietly and turned off the main light.

At the door I paused.

Agent Cole was in the corridor. He nodded when he saw me the way he always did.

I nodded back.

Then I went downstairs.

The garden was empty and quiet.

The staff had finished the cleanup and gone home. The tables were cleared. The purple cloth was folded. The bouncy castle was fully deflated and rolled into a corner waiting for collection tomorrow morning.

The garlands were still hanging between the trees.

I walked out into the garden and stood in the middle of it.

The night air was cold and clean. The city was doing its usual distant things beyond the garden wall. Above me the garlands moved slightly in the small wind and the purple ribbon caught the light from the house windows.

I heard footsteps on the garden path behind me.

I turned around.

Yemi was there.

She had changed out of her working clothes into something more ordinary. She was holding two cups and she held one out toward me when she was close enough.

"The cook left tea," she said. "I thought you might want some."

I took the cup. "Thank you."

She stood beside me and looked at the garlands.

We were quiet for a moment.

This was something I had noticed about Yemi over the weeks. She was comfortable with silence in a way that most people were not. She did not fill it with unnecessary words. She just stood in it with you and the silence felt like company rather than absence.

"How are you feeling?" she asked after a while.

I thought about the question honestly.

"Good," I said. "Genuinely good. Not the kind of good that is just the absence of bad. Actually, it's good."

She looked at me. "When did you last feel actually good?"

I thought about it.

"I am not sure," I said. "It has been a long time."

She nodded slowly. She looked back at the garlands.

"She told me something this afternoon," Yemi said. "Just before the butterfly release. She pulled me aside and she said very seriously that this was the best day of her whole life." She paused. "Then she said that the best thing about the best day was that the right people were there."

I looked at Yemi.

She was still looking at the garlands.

"She listed them," Yemi continued. "You. Henry. Mia. Cole. Me." A small pause. "She put me on the list."

"Of course she did," I said.

Yemi was quiet for a moment.

"I have worked this job for four years," she said. "Different families. Different children. I have always been professional. I have always been present and careful and done the job well." She paused. "I have never been on a list before."

I looked at her profile in the garden light. The careful set of her jaw. The slight brightness in her eyes that she was managing with the same composure she managed everything.

"Yemi," I said.

She turned to look at me.

We were standing close on the garden path. Not the professional distance we maintained during working hours. Just two people standing close in a garden at night.

I had been finding reasons not to say the thing I wanted to say for several weeks. The reasons had been reasonable. She worked for me. The timing was complicated. There were too many other things happening. The list of reasons was long and each one had been legitimate.

But standing in the garden with the purple garlands above us and Lily asleep upstairs and the sound of the city beyond the wall I found that the list of reasons felt considerably less important than it had before.

"I need to tell you something," I said.

She waited.

"These past weeks," I said. "The planning and the kitchen table and the ribbon arguments and all of it." I paused. "That was the best part of all of this. Not the legal case. Not the board meetings. Not any of it." I looked at her directly. "You were the best part."

Yemi looked at me.

She did not look away and she did not deflect and she did not reach for the professional composure she usually reached for when things moved too close to personal.

She just looked at me and let the thing be what it was.

"I still work for you," she said finally.

"I know," I said.

"That is complicated," she said.

"I know that too."

She was quiet for a moment.

"I have a day off on Sunday," she said. She said it carefully. Like each word was being placed down gently on purpose.

"I know," I said.

"There is a coffee place on Fenwick Street," she said. "Near the hotel where you met Marcus. It is quiet on Sunday mornings." Another careful pause. "If you happened to also be on Fenwick Street on Sunday morning."

I looked at her.

She looked back at me with those calm direct eyes and waited.

"I might be on Fenwick Street on Sunday morning," I said.

Something shifted in her face. Not dramatically. Just a small complete settling. Like something that had been slightly uncertain for a long time had found its position.

"Good," she said simply.

We stood there for another moment in the quiet garden.

Then she looked up at the garlands above us.

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