Death and Resurrection

" How could I have given a birth to a useless son like you?"

" What good have you done for your sister?"

"If I knew that you would turn out like this then I would have killed you even before your birth."

" Mom, please don't scold brother."

2 am in the morning.....

Aargh....

I really am a useless trash of a person. As the eldest son, I can't even fulfill my responsibilities. My sisters cares so much about me but I can't even take her to the hospital for the treatment.

I guess they would be able to live happily if I just passed away.

( little sis, I am sorry that I can do nothing for you. Don't worry about me and live your life. Listen to mom and don't argue with her. Don't cry if you don't find me. Just remember that I will always be your brother. Please forgive this brother for being so useless. I hope you will have a wonderful life.)

Now I should delete all my contacts and my connections with them. Since it's winter season the truck should not notice me even if I stand in the middle of the road and if I got hit then I should easily pass away from this world. It would be better if my body is smashed to mush so that no one will be able to recognize me.

Tap..

Tap..

Tap...

Just right in time to get hit. "Goodbye mom, sis"

Bang....

The truck driver was shocked as he suddenly hit a person. In fear he ran away from the place so as to not get cought. The young man didn't even scream, instead he showed a smile of relief. Soon some other vechile passed by and saw a cold body covered in blood.

A young girl came out of the car and checked his pulse. "Young miss, let's just go." The driver wanted to leave but he couldn't force his young miss.

" He is still breathing. We need to help him."

"Miss, this will cause unnecessary trouble. If the media found out then they might say that we were the ones to do it. It's best for us to leave."

" I can't, how can I let someone die in front of me? Just call the ambulance and find his identity."

The driver did as ordered. As she was searching around she found a mobile phone. It was locked but she maned to open it using his fingerprint. She tried to find out his identity but all the data were erased. Not a single contact was found.

'Did he want to die silently? I wish I could grant his wish but I can't let someone die in front of me. I want to know just why a young man like him wishes to die.'

Soon the ambulance came and took the seriously injured boy away from the place of incident.

Ronie finally opened his eyes and saw a majestic being in front of him. He thought' Seems like I died, now they won't need to worry about a useless trash like me.'

"Boy, your time hasn't come."

"What? Didn't I die? Is this afterlife?"

" You are not wrong but not right at the same time."

" What do you mean?"

" You wanted to end your life but someone tried to save you. Since it is not yet time, you will have to return but I cannot do it now. You will have to do it by yourself."

" I don't understand a single thing."

" The world you were living in will soon face a catastrophe. I want to send you back but your soul is too weak right now. You need to become strong enough to trmear a void back to your world only the will you be able to truly resurrect yourself. "

Ronnie covered his face as he lamentated "I wanted to let them live a burden free life but it seems, I have pushed them to hell. I really am a useless son."

" Even if I am able to return, how long will it be? Will I even be able to see them?"

" Child, do not worry about small things. The world you are going in have a faster time than the world you lived in. In that world even if you lived for thousand years it would have been few months in your world. Also, you will be granted a wish before I sent you to that world and each time you achieve something you will be able to see the situation in your world. Now tell me what do you wish to do?"

" Then grant me the power to learn and hone what ever skills I intend to learn.“

"As you wish my child. I hope you will be able to return to your world soon."

Woong....

The next moment I opened my eyes, I was in the arms of a strong man. I realized that I was just a new born child. 'It seems like I will have to start it all over again. But, I don't have much time. Since a catastrophe is about to begin in my real world, I shall return even at the cost of my souls destruction.'

I learned that this world is known as Paradise and the land I was born in was one of the outskirts of Elceed kingdom. This world is ruled by humans but there are other races that are struggling to survive. Sometimes there are monsters that threatens the lands and destroys a nation. There are countless magicians and knight who protects this land.

It's been couple of hours since I died in my real world but it has already been 5 years since my birth. The knowledge of my past life is very helpful when imagining magic but swordsmanship is something I need to learn by myself.

I real world... Ronnie's house

His sister woke up as she was ready to ho to school. She called out to her brother to ask him to prepare the breakfast. Unlike any other day, there was no response. She came to the other side of the room and saw his empty bed, the door was not locked. She wondered where he went.

After a while she thought of playing with her phone but as soon as she opened her phone she saw a message that made her feel something was wrong.

"Mom, Mom.. Wake up. Brother isn't in the house."

The middle aged women woke up and lazily said "Don't worry, he should have just gone out, he will come back soon."

"No, he left a message and when I tried to call no one is picking up the phone."

"Then it's good. That good for nothing should have left the house since he felt embarrassed. Just forget him and go back to the school."

"But..."

"No buts, just get ready and go to the school."

The little girl could only agree. Somehow she felt a deep sadness within her heart. She tried to call again but still there was no answer to her phone.

Rejectedly she went to school.

In the hospital the Shelly woke up. When she saw the phone it was already 10 am in the morning. She soon saw some missed calls in the man's phone. Hurriedly she unlocked it with his fingerprint and opened the phone. There were more than 20 missed calls from the same number.

'Is this someone you know? Your wife or maybe your family.' she soon saw a message :Brother, where are you? Please call me back when I return from school.

Soon the phone rang again and Shelly picked it up hurriedly, before she could say anything she heard a harsh scolding.

"You bastard, useless son, just go and die, don't send such message to my daughter. We no longer has any ties with you."

Shelly was shocked but still she said " Hello mam."

The women on the other side of the fall froze after hearing a lady's voice. She thought that she made the wrong call and hurriedly tried to apologize.

" Sorry, I thought it's my useless son's number, I should have made a mistake."

But soon cold water was poured on her head.

"No, mam this is indeed your son's phone. It's just that he cannot speak to you at the moment."

"Oh, I really sorry, did that bastard do something wrong to you? Then you can punish him as you like, I won't say anything at all."

"No, madam you misunderstood me. I found him lying still on the highway, as he was still breathing, I couldn't leave him be and brought him to the hospital. I wanted to look for a contact but he seems to have deleted everything. I just wanted to let you know that your son is in a critical situation."

The middle aged women sobbed as she said" where are you? I am coming right away."

"I am in Patan hospital madam."

"Ok, I will be there soon."