Chapter 68
Author: ~S.Y
last update2022-08-11 09:50:09

NATALIE

A lump lodges in my throat as I find myself lost in his eyes. This is so fucked up. He is hurting. I am hurting. We both are hurting from inside. And now, we are hurting each other.

“ Ryker. Please. This is not what I want… ” I trail off, lifting my hand to touch his face. “ This is not what I want at all. ”

Ryker grips my hand right when my fingers come in contact with his smooth skin.

“ Then what is it that you want from me? Tell me! Tell me so I can do it and end this headache screw
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    HEY, lOVELIES! There is only so much that you can fit in a single Author's note so I am writing this end note separately. This book was indeed the most unplanned book I have written but it became the book I hold close to my heart. It's not only because I liked the characters but because I thought you all were connected to this story. I don't like writing sequels of a story but for this book, I made the exception and wrote a separate story for some side characters. I had attempted this for another book before but it didn't work out like this so I am glad that I was able to finish this story in the end. This was also the longest story I have written so I learned a lot from it and you all. Thank you everyone for joining me on this journey and for staying with me to the end! It meant a lot to me and I am expecting that you all will join me on the new journeys too. If you liked this book, do check out other books from me that are available on the Goodnovel app. Omega for the Alpha

  • Epilogue

    ANNE ~SEVEN MONTHS LATER Sometimes, it’s hard to believe how a person can change so much. When I look at myself in the mirror these days, I find someone I don’t even know. Maybe, that’s what love does to people. It changes them, or perhaps, it brings the child out of them—the child they hide away from the world in hopes to protect the injured soul. Zero’s selfless love and unconditional support have brought out that child from inside my head. I am surprised to find that she is wounded, yes, but she is in the process of healing. It might take her a lifetime to heal but I don’t worry because I know he is here with me, and he will always be. Even when I was inside the labor room after six months, pushing and struggling to bring life out from inside me, I didn’t fear anything. I felt pain, in waves, and it made me almost pass out. It was the hardest thing I had done in my life, the most excruciating but it was fine because he was there with me. I clenched his hand with each push. I

  • Chapter 53

    ZERO “ I am pregnant, Zero. ” She repeats in a calmer tone. I hear her jumpy, loud heartbeat and try to search for my own. I think my heart has stopped beating. “ I found out two days ago and came to tell you. ” She is saying things. I see her lips moving, her brows jumping up and down, her nose scrunching with each word she is uttering but I can’t make sense of any of it. I am trying to hear my thoughts or the beat of my heart. The shocking silence is making me feel as if I am traveling through space, through the stars and galaxies and universes and it means nothing and everything to me. My heart finally beats. Anne is still saying things and I still can’t hear. I leave her hands. My arms coil around her waist, pulling her flush against me. I don’t know if she has stopped talking or not. I don’t know anything. I don’t want to know anything else. My eyes close as a breath escapes my mouth. My heart beats in my ears as different emotions rush through my head at the same time.

  • Chapter 52

    ZEROWhy did I think she will let me rest?She starts poking my side as soon as I go silent. “ Zero. Talk to me. ” I let out a soft breath and keep my eyes closed. I am in no mood to listen to her tonight.“ I am sorry. ” She pokes my ribs with her forefinger.“ I will never do it. I promise. I will die before hurting you. ” Another poke.“ I know you can hear me. Stop acting like a baby. ” She groans, poking me once more.“ You are annoying me right now. ” I utter.She stops poking me all of sudden. I finally breathe in relief. “ Am I really annoying you? ” She asks in a gentle whisper.The muscles in my bare shoulders clench. I push my arm off my eyes and open them to look at her.It’s fine as long as she is annoying and not hurt. I don’t want to hurt her.“ Anne…” I sigh, not knowing what I want to tell her.She rolls her eyes at me before pushing herself closer. I squeeze my lips, narrowing my eyes slightly.Her lips morph into a sneaky grin. She swings her leg over my torso. He

  • Chapter 51

    ANNEA knock sounds on the car’s window. I yelp, pulling back and glancing at Liam who is smirking.He is unaffected by the rain wetting him. His meaningful gaze switches between me and Zero. I gulp, pushing myself off Zero’s lap and back onto the passenger’s seat.Liam steps back as Zero drives the car through the open door and stops in the driveway. I sigh, stealing a glance at my mate.I thought I was doing things for the better, but I was only running away. It took me only a fucking week to realize I don’t care what the fuck happens. I want him by my side and I can never imagine a life without him.Now, when I am carrying our child, I feel the need to be close to him even more. It’s not just love anymore…it’s also a sense of stability and a family that I seek in Zero. He opens the door and steps out without looking at me. I release another sigh and step out, following him.Liam appears beside me, his wet hair falling over his forehead.“ So you two were fighting. I was right. ” H

  • Chapter 50

    ZEROI have never disliked anything about Anne. Everything she did, every decision she made, every harsh word she uttered at me didn’t matter to me until what she did a week ago.A week ago, I felt the weight of her words pushing me to my knees for the first time. I disliked what she did. And I didn’t feel like following her as she asked.It took me a few hours to finally understand what it was that I felt. I was angry. Maybe no. I was fuming, my blood was running hot in my veins. Just as she had uttered hurtful words at me, I wanted to do the same.I had gone to do just that when I left that place abruptly, but when I reached the Night Walker Pack and saw her, the anger went to the back of my head.I was still angry but taking out that anger on Anne would never happen. Hurting her would break my heart.I realized she didn’t mean anything she said right when she was uttering those words. The thing I disliked the most was the fact that she was not behaving like the usual selfish woman

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love reading this ......my heart aches for her.. .........

I don’t trust that Anne chick. Something’s up with her. She’s evil

Pfft... don't pretend she has a spine now. All she did once again was cry, give in to him, show flashes of temper and give a pretend threat. Because like always she'll bawl, cave and be weak and whiny. She's pathetic. I feel embarrassed that such a character exists

YESSSSSS!!! She FINALLY stands up to that ass!! I almost gave up on this book.

Anne is probably the one giving her the depressants.

i can see that too

Ryker is going to take this out on Anne.

Natalie escapes during the war has a baby which would be a hybrid and her being some type of goddess ( whitewolf) hide for years unintentionally payback Ryker for knowing first hand pain and purposely inflicted it on her all this time. Then after years of heart break Natalie becomes his hero!#Series

She should focus on how horrible he's treated her and used her. And the deplorable things he says to her. Britney isn't the problem, he is!

I need a ryker pov but I sure hope he doesn't tell her that he is working on loving her. no one wants to hear that they need to work on love. I am hoping he actually feels her pain and understands it.

I know. I cried with her. I'm so glad she's clearing up things and standing up for herself.

not sure how her standing up for herself is considered stupid. she's right in how she feels. he feels obligated because of the bond. keeps her around because if something happens to her, he'd become weak. he doesn't care about her at this point. she's a pesky nuisance to him

maybe she can leave with Anne and Gianna. they can go somewhere else. maybe Anne will realize that Natalie having a powerful position isn't all it's thought to be.

in this case, I think she was actually looking to help her.

I feel so bad for Natalie. how is it fair to her? she'll never know thr true love at first sight. she'll never know what it feels like to be put first. yet, he acts like he's the only one allowed to hurt.

I don't feel this is Anne's fault. we all know it to be true. he hasn't denied a single thing. only tried to make it about jealousy when he knows she's right.

first of all..thanks for the tried update. yay for Natalie standing up to herself. she should just reject him and leave. or just leave him and go somewhere. we all know that he would kill anyone she flirted with and why should he, she's just an obligation for him.

Nooooooo!!!! I need a Ryker POV, I need him to tell her he is working on loving her. Ahhhhhhh

Yey to 3 chapters!!! Story’s getting pretty exciting. I hope we get to see some girl-power moment from Natalie.

Yess finally she is standing up to him! I look forward to Ryker dropping his walls & putting in work to get her back . ......

how often do chapters get updated

Those 3 chapters where so intense with emotion! I feel for Natalie, I know her pain, being in the shadow of someone's first love is not easy. She really needs to get up and go and make him work to get her back again! Although I dont want her to follow Anne, that girl is poisonous!!

Natalie character looks more stupid, and less likable with every new chapter. I am not sure if it is intentional by the author.

Oh this was gut wrenching.

why did Anne poison her mind with the information given to her by someone who is wanting Ryker. Ryker has made a lot of mistakes to Natalie but he should apologize for that. he should make her know her worth and place. he is not doing right by her but I'm hopeful for a little one soon tho and wolf.

I bet Anne is keep Natalie wolf quiet to protect her….. I just have a feeling there is a reason

Great Comeback SY!!!!

oh Anne look what have you done

I feel like Anne is the one poisoning Natalie so her wolf doesn't come and also ryker is not helping...she really needs to go and find herself and be happy ...I hope ryker learn his lesson

I’m literally crying but she needs to go and leave him. She has been through so much shit she doesn’t need him or his pack. She can find her place alone

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