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My lungs seized completely. No air in. No air out. Just nothing. Pure, absolute nothing.
I tried to gasp, but my throat had closed. My vision tunneled. The crowd's roar became distant, muffled, like I was underwater.
Chen Wei didn't stop.
Punch after punch after punch. My ribs cracked. My face split open. Blood poured from somewhere—everywhere. I couldn't tell anymore.
I hit the canvas hard. The impact jarred something loose in my chest, and I managed one tiny, wheezing breath. Then another.
"Stay down," someone was saying. Ricky? Tony? I couldn't tell.
But I could see.
See Maya, standing there in that goddamn shirt.
See Chen Wei, walking back to her, leaning over the ropes.
See her reach up.
See her kiss him.
Right there. In front of everyone. In front of me, bleeding out on the canvas.
She kissed him.
And he kissed her back, his bloody gloves resting on the ropes, her hands on his face.
The crowd went insane.
Something inside me shattered. Not my ribs—those were already broken. Something deeper. Something that had been holding me together through all of this.
Two years, I thought distantly. For two years, we were together.
Had it been a lie the whole time? Or had I just become so pathetic that she'd looked elsewhere? When had I stopped being enough?
Chen Wei pulled away from her and turned back to me. His smile was vicious now. Satisfied.
"I told you," he said, standing over me. "I told you that you didn't belong in the ring with me. But you just had to try to impress her, didn't you? Had to play the hero."
He raised his foot. I knew what was coming. A stomp. To my head. To finish this.
I should move. Should roll away. I should do something.
But what was the point?
Mom, I thought. I'm sorry. I tried. I really tried.
Mira's face flashed in my mind. Her tears when the hospital called. Her asking me what we were going to do.
I failed you, I thought. I failed everyone.
Dad's face flickered in my memory—or what I could remember of it after three years. Had he felt this hopeless before he left? Had he laid awake at night, drowning in responsibility, until he couldn't take it anymore and just... ran?
Maybe I'd inherited more from him than I thought. The weakness. The failure.
Chen Wei's foot came down.
But at the last second, Tony shoved him back.
"Fight's over!" Tony yelled. "He's done! It's over!"
"He didn't tap out!" Chen Wei snarled.
"Look at him! He can't continue! I'm calling it!"
The crowd booed. They wanted to see me die. They'd paid for blood, and while they'd gotten plenty of it, they wanted more. They always wanted more.
Chen Wei spat on the canvas near my head, then raised his arms in victory.
The crowd exploded. "CHEN! CHEN! CHEN!"
I lay there, staring at the lights. They were so bright. Too bright. They hurt my eyes.
Everywhere hurt.
Ricky was suddenly there, rolling me onto my side. "Breathe, man. Just breathe. Slow and steady."
I tried. Each breath was agony, but they came. Small and wheezing, but they came.
"We need to get you to a hospital," Ricky said, his voice cracking.
"No," I managed to rasp. "No... hospital. Can't... afford..."
"Kai, you're coughing up blood. Your ribs are definitely broken. You need—"
"No." I grabbed his shirt with whatever strength I had left. "Promise... me."
Danny appeared on my other side, his face pale. "Jesus Christ, Kai. What were you thinking?"
I was thinking I could save my mom, I wanted to say. I was thinking I could be enough for once in my miserable life.
But I didn't say any of that. I just closed my eyes.
"Get him out of here," Tony said quietly. "Back entrance. The crowd's getting rowdy."
They lifted me. Every movement was torture. Through my half-closed eyes, I saw Maya one more time. She was still with Chen Wei, his arm around her shoulders, both of them laughing about something.
She didn't even look my way.
I failed, I thought as they carried me out. I failed Mom. I failed Mira. I failed myself.
The last thing I remember was the cold night air hitting my face as they brought me outside, and thinking that dying might actually be easier than going home to tell Mira I'd gotten two thousand dollars for getting beaten within an inch of my life.
If Old Man Zhang even paid me. Sometimes he didn't, if the fight didn't go the distance.
I failed, I thought again as consciousness started slipping away.
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INTERLUDE
The ambulance doors slammed shut.
Ricky and Danny had managed to flag down a passing driver who'd called 911 when he saw Kai's condition. Now they sat in the back, watching the paramedics work.
"Pulse is weak," one paramedic said, checking vitals. "BP dropping. Possible internal bleeding."
"We might not have eight minutes. His oxygen saturation is at 84% and falling."
They put a mask over Kai's face, forcing air into his damaged lungs. His chest barely moved.
Ricky held Kai's hand. "Come on, man. Stay with us."
But Kai didn't respond. His eyes had rolled back.
"He's crashing!" the paramedic shouted. "Starting compressions!"
At City General Hospital, Dr. Sarah was ready when they wheeled him in.
"Male, 24, massive trauma," the nurse reported. "Multiple broken ribs, possible punctured lung, internal bleeding."
They worked fast. Chest tube. IV fluids. Stitches.
"He's coding!" a nurse shouted.
"Crash cart!" Dr. Sarah started compressions. "Come on, kid."
They shocked him once. Twice. Three times.
Nothing.
Four minutes. Five. Six.
"Doctor..."
"Keep going!"
Eight minutes.
The monitor stayed flat.
Dr. Sarah stepped back, pulling off her gloves. Her voice was steady, clinical. "Time of death, 11:47 PM."
The room went silent.
In the hallway, Ricky's knees buckled. Danny caught him.
And then a scream tore through the corridor—raw, animal, broken.
"KAI! NO! KAI!"
Mira crashed through the double doors, hospital security trying to hold her back. Her school uniform was rumpled, her face streaked with tears.
"KAI That’s my brother! Kai!!" she screamed again, fighting against the hands restraining her. "PLEASE! KAI!"
Ricky turned away, his own face wet.
Inside Trauma 2, Dr. Sarah looked down at Kai's still body and shook her head.
Another kid. Another senseless death.
She pulled the sheet up over his face.
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KAI THE REBORN 37 (THE DETECTIVE 7)
KAII stared at those three words for so long they stopped making sense.She's not breathing.Unknown number. No name. No explanation. Just those three words sitting on my screen in the dark of my apartment like a grenade with the pin already pulled.My brain did this thing where it just refused to process it. Like it looked at the message and went: no. Not that. Pick something else to understand.She's not breathing.My mother.I was on my feet before I made the decision to stand. Grabbing my keys off the counter. Phone in my hand. Jacket left behind because there was no time, no thought, nothing in my head except those three words and the door and the stairs and get there get there get there.I don't remember the drive to the hospital.I remember traffic lights. I remember running one of them. I remember the parking lot, leaving the car crooked across two spaces and not caring. I remember the automatic doors of the hospital entrance sliding open and the smell hitting me—that specifi
KAI THE REBORN 36 (THE DETECTIVE 6)
KAI.I walked home.I don't remember the route. I don't remember the lights or the turns or how long it took. I just ended up back at my building somehow, climbing the stairs on autopilot, unlocking my door, sitting down on the floor against the couch because I didn't have the energy to actually get onto it.Kind eyes even when they're trying not to be.I put my head back against the couch cushion and stared at the ceiling.She'd called me a good boy. This woman whose daughter I had spent a week planning how to murder. She'd handed me her groceries and called me a good boy and told me her daughter would like me.And the worst part—the part that was sitting in my chest like a hot coal—was that she was right about something. Detective Yun did stay because of her. She'd bought a house ten minutes away. She called every morning before work. She'd been sitting in her mother's kitchen laughing about something, and her mother had watched her go from the doorway with that particular look pare
KAI THE REBORN 35 (THE DETECTIVE 5)
KAII went out around ten because staying in that apartment alone with my thoughts was going to drive me insane.I didn't have a destination. Just walked. Let my feet take me wherever. The neighbourhood was doing its usual morning thing. People heading to work. Kids being walked to school. The halal cart on the corner doing steady business, the smell of something good drifting down the block. Normal city sounds. Buses and horns and someone's music playing too loud from a window above.I walked for almost an hour before I realized where my feet had taken me.Detective Yun's mother's street.I stopped at the corner. Looked down the block at the row of houses. Neat. Quiet. The kind of street where people knew their neighbours. Potted plants on front steps. One house had a little American flag by the door. Another had wind chimes.I didn't know why I'd come here. Habit, maybe. I'd spent so much time the last week following Detective Yun's routine that parts of it had embedded themselves i
KAI THE REBORN 34 (THE DETECTIVE)
The timer hit zero at 3:42 in the morning.I was awake when it happened. Sitting on the edge of my bed in the dark, still in my jacket, still smelling like cold night air and cheap diner coffee. I hadn't slept. Hadn't even tried. I'd just been sitting there since I got back, watching the system clock in the corner of my vision count down like a bomb I couldn't defuse.[NEXT MISSION IN: 00:00:00]And then it just... stopped.No alarm. No explosion. No dramatic thunderclap. Just silence. The number sitting there like it was waiting to see what I'd do next.I exhaled slowly.Okay. It was done. The window was closed. I'd let it close.I hadn't killed Detective Malia Yun.I sat with that for a second. Waited for relief that didn't come.Instead what I felt was dread. Cold, heavy dread settling into my chest like concrete hardening. Because refusing was one thing. Living with the consequences was another. And the Seven were not the kind of beings who let disobedience go quietly. They didn't
KAI THE REBORN 33 (THE DETECTIVE 3)
KAIThe other detective said something I couldn't quite hear. Detective Yun nodded. Made notes."—if there's a serial killer operating, we need to find them before they kill again—"Serial killer.That's what I was. What I'd become.And Detective Malia Yun was hunting me.I sat in Ricky's car across from the diner. Watching her work. Watching her try to find me.Trying to stop me from killing again.She was the good guy. The hero of this story.And I was the monster she was hunting.The Seven wanted her dead because she was close. Because she might figure it out. Might expose their operation, my operation and now I have to kill her to stop her from exposing me? No, no no, this was not how this shit was supposed to go. I can't kill her based on that alone, how can I save her from myself and from them? I know exactly wha the consquence of my disobedience was and with this detective a part of me still insisted on taking the risk. If I do that now, who or what would the seven be taking fr
KAI THE REBORN 32 (THE DETECTIVE 2)
KAIMy phone buzzed.Ricky: Where are you? We were supposed to meet at the gym an hour ago.Shit. I'd forgotten. We'd planned to celebrate the Chen Wei win properly. Dinner with the guys. Normal friend stuff.Me: Sorry, something came up. Can we reschedule?Ricky: Everything okay?Me: Yeah. Just dealing with some family stuff.Ricky: Your mom?Me: Yeah.The lie came easy. Too easy.Ricky: Okay. Let me know if you need anything.Me: Will do.I put the phone down. Looked back at Detective Yun's window.She was eating dinner. Alone. Just her and the TV.Did she have family? Friends? Someone who'd miss her when she was gone?Of course she did. Everyone did.Just like Victor's kids missed him. David's daughter missed him. Marcus's wife missed him.I'd created that absence. That grief. That hole in people's lives.And I was being asked to do it again.To someone who might not deserve it.Day two of following her.Danny called while I was sitting outside her apartment at 7 AM."Yo! Where you
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