July 23rd 2020
KAI
"Kai, man, you don't have to do this."
Ricky stood in front of me, His janitor uniform was still on—he'd come straight from his shift at the gym to be here. That's the kind of friend he was. The kind who showed up even when he knew you were about to get destroyed.
"I know," I said quietly.
"Then don't." He crouched down to my eye level. "Chen Wei is a monster. You saw what he did to Marcus. Marcus was actually good, and he still ended up in the hospital for two weeks. You're—"
"I'm what?" I looked up at him. "Weak? Pathetic? A punching bag with legs?"
"That's not what I meant." Ricky's face twisted with frustration. "I meant you're not ready for this. Nobody expects you to be ready for this. There's no shame in—"
"There's every shame in it." I stood up, cutting him off. "I already told Old Man Zhang I'd fight. The money's already promised. If I back out now, I'll never get another match. Never."
"So what? You can find other work. Real work that doesn't involve getting your brain turned into soup."
I almost laughed. "Real work? Like what? Another minimum wage job that fires me the second I have an asthma attack on shift? I've tried, Ricky. Nobody wants to hire someone who can barely breathe."
He opened his mouth, then closed it. We both knew I was right.
"Besides," I continued, softer now, "Mom needs this. The hospital called again yesterday. Four thousand by Monday or they kick her out. If I survive three rounds tonight, I get two thousand. That's half. It's something."
"And if you don't survive three rounds?"
"Then at least I tried," I said finally.
Ricky stared at me for a long moment, then sighed and pulled me into a rough hug. "You're an idiot, you know that?"
"Yeah." I hugged him back. "I know."
A knock on the door made us pull apart. Old Man Zhang poked his head in, cigarette dangling from his lips.
"Five minutes, kid. You ready?"
"Ready," I lied.
He grunted and disappeared. Through the thin walls, I could hear the crowd getting louder. They were chanting already.
"CHEN! CHEN! CHEN!"
Nobody was chanting my name. Nobody ever did.
My phone buzzed. I pulled it out with shaking hands.
Danny: Bro we're here. Front row. You got this.
Ricky:(He must have texted while standing right next to me) If you die I'm killing you myself.
I managed a weak smile at that last one.
"Let's go," I said to Ricky.
The crowd barely glanced at me as I walked past. Why would they? I was just the appetizer before the real show. The guy who'd make Chen Wei look good.
I climbed into the ring, and the canvas felt sticky under my feet. Old blood, probably. The thought made my stomach turn.
Across the ring, Chen Wei stood in his corner, shadow boxing. Even from here, I could see the difference between us. He was six-foot-two of pure muscle, moving with the intimidating grace of a predator. I was five-foot-nine, skinny except for the muscle I'd managed to build from desperation, and my record was... well. It spoke for itself.
The ref—a bald guy named Tony who'd seen a thousand fights just like this one—called us to the center.
"You know the rules," Tony said flatly. "There are no rules. You signed the waiver. You fight until someone can't continue or someone gives up. Understood?"
We both nodded.
Tony looked at me with something like pity in his eyes. "You sure about this, kid?"
"Yeah," I whispered.
"Speak up. I need verbal confirmation."
"Yes," I said louder. "I'm sure."
"Your funeral." the ref stepped back. "Touch gloves if you want. Probably don't. Fight!"
Chen Wei didn't even offer his gloves. He just smiled—this cold, cruel smile that made my blood freeze—and retreated to his corner.
I looked for Maya in the crowd. Found her in the third row.
And my heart stopped.
She was wearing a t-shirt. Chen Wei's t-shirt. The one with his logo on it—a hammer wrapped in flames. The same shirt his actual fans wore. The same shirt I'd seen in his gym bag.
She was wearing his shirt.
Our eyes met. She had the decency to look away.
The bell rang.
Chen Wei came at me like a train.
I barely got my guard up before his first jab snapped my head back. Then a hook to my ribs. Then another jab. Then—
Focus, I screamed at myself. Focus or you're dead.
I tried to circle away, but he cut off the ring like he'd done it a thousand times before. Because he had. This was easy for him. I was easy for him.
"Is that all you got?" Chen Wei's voice was casual, almost bored. "Maya said you'd at least try."
The words hit harder than his fists.
I swung wild—a desperate right hook that he slipped easily. His counter caught me at the temple. The world tilted. My vision blurred.
The shirt, I kept thinking. She's wearing his shirt.
Another combination. My nose exploded with pain. Blood poured down my face, into my mouth. I tried to breathe, but my lungs wouldn't cooperate. The wheezing started—that high-pitched whistle that meant I was in trouble.
"Aww, is the baby having trouble breathing?" Chen Wei circled me like a shark. "Should've brought your inhaler. Oh wait—"
He stomped on my foot, and when I buckled forward, his knee came up into my chest.
All the air left my lungs. I collapsed to the canvas, gasping, drowning in air that wouldn't come.
The crowd roared. They wanted blood. They were getting it.
"Get up," Tony said without much enthusiasm. He didn't bother counting. In underground fights, there was no count. You got up or you didn't.
I tried. God, I tried. My hands pressed against the sticky canvas, pushing. My legs shook. My chest burned like someone had poured gasoline in my lungs and lit a match.
Through the haze of pain, I saw Maya again. She was standing now, Chen Wei's shirt bright red against the dingy warehouse lights. And Chen—he'd walked to the edge of the ring closest to her, was flexing, showing off for her.
She was smiling.
Not at me. At him.
"CHEN! CHEN! CHEN!" the crowd chanted.
I made it to one knee. Then my feet. The world swayed, but I was standing.
Chen Wei turned back to me, and the boredom in his eyes had been replaced with something worse. Annoyance.
"You're tough, I'll give you that," he said. "But tough doesn't mean shit when you can't breathe."
He came at me again. This time I saw the punch coming—a straight right aimed at my chest, right where my asthma was worst. I tried to move, tried to block, but my body wouldn't respond fast enough.
His fist sank into my chest like a spear.
Everything stopped.
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KAI THE REBORN 37 (THE DETECTIVE 7)
KAII stared at those three words for so long they stopped making sense.She's not breathing.Unknown number. No name. No explanation. Just those three words sitting on my screen in the dark of my apartment like a grenade with the pin already pulled.My brain did this thing where it just refused to process it. Like it looked at the message and went: no. Not that. Pick something else to understand.She's not breathing.My mother.I was on my feet before I made the decision to stand. Grabbing my keys off the counter. Phone in my hand. Jacket left behind because there was no time, no thought, nothing in my head except those three words and the door and the stairs and get there get there get there.I don't remember the drive to the hospital.I remember traffic lights. I remember running one of them. I remember the parking lot, leaving the car crooked across two spaces and not caring. I remember the automatic doors of the hospital entrance sliding open and the smell hitting me—that specifi
KAI THE REBORN 36 (THE DETECTIVE 6)
KAI.I walked home.I don't remember the route. I don't remember the lights or the turns or how long it took. I just ended up back at my building somehow, climbing the stairs on autopilot, unlocking my door, sitting down on the floor against the couch because I didn't have the energy to actually get onto it.Kind eyes even when they're trying not to be.I put my head back against the couch cushion and stared at the ceiling.She'd called me a good boy. This woman whose daughter I had spent a week planning how to murder. She'd handed me her groceries and called me a good boy and told me her daughter would like me.And the worst part—the part that was sitting in my chest like a hot coal—was that she was right about something. Detective Yun did stay because of her. She'd bought a house ten minutes away. She called every morning before work. She'd been sitting in her mother's kitchen laughing about something, and her mother had watched her go from the doorway with that particular look pare
KAI THE REBORN 35 (THE DETECTIVE 5)
KAII went out around ten because staying in that apartment alone with my thoughts was going to drive me insane.I didn't have a destination. Just walked. Let my feet take me wherever. The neighbourhood was doing its usual morning thing. People heading to work. Kids being walked to school. The halal cart on the corner doing steady business, the smell of something good drifting down the block. Normal city sounds. Buses and horns and someone's music playing too loud from a window above.I walked for almost an hour before I realized where my feet had taken me.Detective Yun's mother's street.I stopped at the corner. Looked down the block at the row of houses. Neat. Quiet. The kind of street where people knew their neighbours. Potted plants on front steps. One house had a little American flag by the door. Another had wind chimes.I didn't know why I'd come here. Habit, maybe. I'd spent so much time the last week following Detective Yun's routine that parts of it had embedded themselves i
KAI THE REBORN 34 (THE DETECTIVE)
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KAI THE REBORN 33 (THE DETECTIVE 3)
KAIThe other detective said something I couldn't quite hear. Detective Yun nodded. Made notes."—if there's a serial killer operating, we need to find them before they kill again—"Serial killer.That's what I was. What I'd become.And Detective Malia Yun was hunting me.I sat in Ricky's car across from the diner. Watching her work. Watching her try to find me.Trying to stop me from killing again.She was the good guy. The hero of this story.And I was the monster she was hunting.The Seven wanted her dead because she was close. Because she might figure it out. Might expose their operation, my operation and now I have to kill her to stop her from exposing me? No, no no, this was not how this shit was supposed to go. I can't kill her based on that alone, how can I save her from myself and from them? I know exactly wha the consquence of my disobedience was and with this detective a part of me still insisted on taking the risk. If I do that now, who or what would the seven be taking fr
KAI THE REBORN 32 (THE DETECTIVE 2)
KAIMy phone buzzed.Ricky: Where are you? We were supposed to meet at the gym an hour ago.Shit. I'd forgotten. We'd planned to celebrate the Chen Wei win properly. Dinner with the guys. Normal friend stuff.Me: Sorry, something came up. Can we reschedule?Ricky: Everything okay?Me: Yeah. Just dealing with some family stuff.Ricky: Your mom?Me: Yeah.The lie came easy. Too easy.Ricky: Okay. Let me know if you need anything.Me: Will do.I put the phone down. Looked back at Detective Yun's window.She was eating dinner. Alone. Just her and the TV.Did she have family? Friends? Someone who'd miss her when she was gone?Of course she did. Everyone did.Just like Victor's kids missed him. David's daughter missed him. Marcus's wife missed him.I'd created that absence. That grief. That hole in people's lives.And I was being asked to do it again.To someone who might not deserve it.Day two of following her.Danny called while I was sitting outside her apartment at 7 AM."Yo! Where you
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