What you are now
Author: Yusuf I. Jnr
last update2025-11-30 14:36:03

‎Wesley didn’t realize he’d stood up until he noticed the scrape of his chair on the cafeteria floor. The girl was already walking away, unbothered by the looks she’d stirred up. He followed her because his body seemed to have chosen for him, still buzzing from embarrassment, still trapped somewhere between panic and the lingering warmth of her breath against his ear.

‎The cafeteria doors shut behind them, muting the chatter inside. The air outside was cooler and quieter, it left him feeling a bit relieved. She walked ahead with long, confident strides, her long hair swaying like she didn’t have a single question or doubt in the world. Wesley trailed a few steps behind, every heartbeat reminding him he had far too many problems at hand.

‎' Why him? What did she want? How did she know about him liking Emma?' His thoughts kept looping

‎And beneath that he questioned the feeling in his chest, 'Why does it feel like the air around her pulls me in?' Like he couldn't resist for some reason.

‎Leaves crunched under her boots, but her pace didn’t slow. Seeing that she wouldn't say anything to him, Wesley quickened his steps to catch up to her.

‎“Where are we going?” he asked.

‎She didn’t answer. Didn’t even glance back.

‎He swallowed and tried again, voice a little smaller. “Seriously, where are you taking me?”

‎“We’re almost there,” she said, her tone steady, smooth, and somehow uncomfortably calm.

‎Almost where?

‎Wesley glanced around as they crossed a narrow walkway toward the back half of campus. Past the science building, the path thinned, swallowing sunlight and opening into a quiet strip of woods students used for shortcuts or secret meetups. He recognized it, and recognition nudged unease up his spine. The trees were tall enough to blot out the sky, their branches lowering like they were listening in.

‎He realized, abruptly, that he still didn’t know her name.

‎“How do you even know me?” he asked, voice drifting between suspicion and fear. “And Emma? How do you know anything about her?”

‎This time, the girl stopped walking.

‎She turned slowly, her expression unreadable as her eyes swept over him like she was trying to figure out if he was joking.

‎“You really have no idea who I am?” she asked.

‎Wesley blinked. He searched her face, trying to trace any past memory... high school? Elementary? A neighbor? Someone in one of his classes?

‎Nothing. Not even a flicker.

‎He shook his head, doubtful and not trusting his own action.

‎She stared for a heartbeat longer, then exhaled through her nose, unimpressed. “It doesn’t matter.”

‎And just like that, she turned away again and walked away.

‎Wesley hesitated. The silence between them stretched, broken only by the rustle of leaves beneath their feet and the distant mechanical hum from the science lab’s exhaust fans. The deeper they walked into the trees, the more the noise of campus faded, replaced by the low murmur of wind.

‎“Relax,” she said suddenly. “I wouldn’t even be approaching a loser like you if I didn’t have a grudge against Ethan.”

‎The word hit him like a cold slap.

‎Wesley stopped walking. His breath caught.

‎A loser?

‎ He’d called himself that before, but it's always been quiet. It's always been in the back of his own mind.

‎But hearing her say it so casually made something tighten in his chest.

‎She took a few more steps, then stopped at the edge of the wooded clearing and turned to face him fully. The light filtered through branches behind her, drawing a soft glow across her cheekbones.

‎“I plan to take Emma away from him,” she said. “And I’m going to use you to do it.”

‎Wesley’s breath stuttered. He didn’t know whether to be offended, flattered, or scared. His heart thudded painfully against his ribs, and a shaky sigh escaped before he could hold it back.

‎“That… that might be a waste of your time,” he said quietly. “Emma… she’s someone I can only look at from a distance now. And Ethan, just look at him.” He motioned vaguely, helplessly, at himself. “In what world am I taking Emma from someone like that?”

‎She watched him in silence, eyes flicking over his face like she was reading something he didn’t know he was showing.

‎Then, softly, almost thoughtfully, she said, “What if I told you Emma still likes you?”

‎The world seemed to tilt. Wesley stood frozen, the barked chirping of a few birds overhead sounding distant, muffled, unreal.

‎He swallowed. “How do you even know that?”

‎A small, knowing smile tugged at her lips. “Girls always know this about other girls. Rumors travel fast. And that’s how I know you were her first love.”

‎The words struck him right in the chest, it made him feel bright, warm, and pained all at once.

‎First love? God, he had once believed that meant something.

‎ He’d held onto that belief through high school, through the years of talking through their bedroom windows, through late-night whispered conversations and almost-confessions.

‎Through the day he saw her on campus with Ethan, smiling in a way that told him he was too late.

‎A fragile warmth stirred in him now, but he didn’t trust it. He couldn't trust the words of a strange girl. A pretty one at that.

‎This could all be a prank to fool him.

‎Wesley shook his head, looking away toward the path behind them. “It’s a waste of time. She wouldn’t… Emma wouldn’t look at me the same anymore. I appreciate your help, but I don't want to." Wesley finally realizing that it's just a prank decided to not fall into it.

‎However, the girl stepped closer. Close enough that he could smell the faint hint of something sweet on her skin, something almost floral but sharper and sweeter, like warm pine and something he couldn’t name.

‎“What if you became better than Ethan?” she asked.

‎Wesley let out a short, incredulous laugh. It sounded hollow, a little panicked. “How is that even possible?”

‎Her eyes glimmered with something Wesley couldn't name.

‎Interest? Humor? He didn't know. But it sure was something... really dangerous.

‎“Oh,” she said, her voice dipping lower. “Don’t you know what you are now?”

‎Wesley’s pulse lurched. A strange, cold ringing filled his ears like he already knew this wasn’t going anywhere normal.

‎“What… what do you mean?” he whispered in confusion.

‎She leaned in, slow and deliberate, until her breath brushed the spot right beneath his ear. Wesley’s entire body tensed, a shiver prickling across his skin in instinctive reaction.

‎“You’re a werewolf, aren’t you?”

‎The world fell silent.

‎The woods, the lab’s distant noise, the creaking branches... everything dropped away.

‎Wesley stood frozen, breath lodged in his throat, as her words detonated inside him.

‎His thoughts spun back to the strange feeling in him ever since he woke up on the road this morning;

‎The strange strength in him;

‎The hunger that didn't come from food;

‎The night he couldn’t entirely remember, but could tell he was attacked by a wolf!

‎Werewolf!

‎It all snapped together with terrifying clarity.

‎He stared at her, chest rising and falling, the realization settling in like a weight that might crush or transform him.

‎And for the first time, he understood why she walked with so much confidence.

‎She knew exactly what he was.

‎Even before he did.

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