Chapter 86

she wonders curiously.

He shrugs his shoulders, unable to hide an embarrassed grin on his face. He starts fiddling with his fingers. Then, he suddenly turns his attention back to her as if he had remembered something important.

“Why do you hate me? Why do you always act so strange everytime we meet? What do you mean you don't have an explanation for me? Why did you leave me alone? Did you just leave me behind because you found someone else? Am I too annoying or too troublesome to live with? Is it true? Does everyone know? Have you seen them? What does it mean? Tell me!" His eyes begin filling with tears. "Tell me why. Why are you so nice to everybody else and so mean to me. Tell me what happened to you."

When she tries to approach him, he holds her at arm's length.

"Please stop. Stop trying to comfort me. I am a mess." His voice wavers. "Everything hurts. So many thoughts and memories are swimming through my brain and I don’t understand anything anymore." He then falls silent for a m