Hosh's New Resolve

Shenna decided to take Hosh to a balcony which was always his place to enjoy his days. The balcony which is indeed on the side of the palace and facing the hills and away from the important palace rooms. Not many people touched the balcony because at the end of the street were just a few rooms for servants.

Shenna still looks busy cleaning the little wound that is in the corner of Hosh's lips. After giving the man some water to drink, Shenna sat down neatly in one of the available chairs. She wouldn't leave unless Hosh asked her to. The 25-year-old girl also stared at the hills where there were some beautiful lights coming from the residents' houses and the nightlife there.

“Shenna, I don't know why you are always by my side. I know most likely it's just because it's your job. You may also hate me very much and wish I would just die like the queen and even my own wife. However, I am thankful that you are always here.”

"May I have an honest opinion on this, Sir?" Shenna says so carefully.

"Yes. Of course. You may say whatever you want."

“Sir, you're right, at first I only survived because it was my duty. I also need time to adjust to your condition. It's just that I have to admit that after spending so much time with you, you are a very good person. It's not your wish to marry the princess. They shouldn't burden you with so much hatred.”

“I don't blame the princess or the queen completely. It's very natural that they hate me because of my condition. It's too hard to find someone who will truly love you with this disease.”

Shenna looked at the prince whose condition was indeed pathetic. On his body, there are several large bumps on the skin and a rash. One was in the leg where it caused the man to experience numbness and muscle weakness which prevented him from walking. That's why he was forced to sit in a wheelchair. Apart from that, there was another lump that invaded his nose which made the man's face look bad.

His condition when he first came to the kingdom was actually not that bad. He can still walk and still be able to do activities independently. Of course, because he never received proper treatment, his condition got worse. He even became paralyzed and it is said that even Hosh suffered from erectile dysfunction.

Shenna returned to focus on the man's facial features. If all those cuts and rashes were removed, he definitely had a handsome face. His nose is sharp with a jaw that is so firm. During this time the man was more gloomy. Once Shenna had the chance to see the man's smile, Shenna was so happy. It was as if his smile gave her an enormous injection of energy.

“Sir, this is a test in life and the best human being is one who continues to strive to be better and you only needs to surrender to God for the rest. I'm sure you will get happiness later," said Shenna, who was confused about what to say.

“Yeah, I also don't know why I have to be stuck in this state. I married without love and also had to leave my grandparents alone in the Crosby clan. At first I thought, as we got married, slowly she would love me. At least I hope she will treats me like a human. But the problem is getting bigger, I feel more tired of hoping. I wish I had the chance to improve myself and make them all regret it. Do you think I'm going too far?" Hosh asked cautiously.

"Sir, I, who am only a lowly servant, will support everything that you feel is necessary to fight for. You deserves to be healed and there must be a way to heal. We all may not have found a way to cure it, but that doesn't mean it doesn't exist.” Shenna began to steady with her words.

"Is there a cure for this disease?" Hosh asked again.

“Sir, I have indeed learned a little about the medical world and for now we have not found a cure for your disease. This disease is caused by germs. Researchers have studied this. It's just that the last time I heard for now the activity has stopped because the doctors are busy preparing for another research which I also don't know what it is."

"I can't count on them. The researchers were under the reign of the queen. She hates me so much, so why is she trying to find out about this medicine for my disease. Hmm, I guess for a while I'll go to Crosby and see my grandparents. I want to calm down for a while.”

Shenna escorted her master back to his room. The room was of course separate from Wilo's room. Their room did have a connecting door between the two though of course it was never used unless Wilo needed to meet him. Mostly just to threaten or insult him.

This time, just when he entered his room, a loud noise could be heard coming from Wilo's room. Hosh and Shenna tried to hear it more clearly and were quite surprised that there was a sigh there. Shenna, who was still very innocent, quickly withdrew and left Hosh, who was still in his wheelchair.

Hosh didn't want to make a fuss, so he just kept silent when Shenna left the room without a sound. The man tried to get closer to the door and opened it slowly. How shocked he was with the view on the bed. Wilo, his wife, is having sex with Lion. The thing that quickly made him furious.

“Wilo!”

Of course the two humans who were still wrestling on the bed looked together in the direction of the sound. Hosh was so angry that his face was so red and it was as if he was ready to get up from his wheelchair. He really wanted to separate the two humans and punched Lion right in the face. It was impossible for him to do under such conditions.

Like no regrets. They still occasionally glanced at each other. Wilo with her naked body tried to cover her chest with a blanket. The body, which even now is Hosh as his official husband, has never even seen her. Whereas Lion got out of bed without even bothering to cover his perfectly erect genitals. Lion quickly grabbed his shorts and put them on.

“You've gone too far, Wilo! You've crossed the line!"

"What? Aren't you being too much? You should be self aware of your position in this palace. You, with your disgusting disease, shouldn't pretend to be Wilo's husband.” Lion so casually said it.