She hangs up, and I’m left in the silence of my car. I don’t even bother turning my music on. I’m too annoyed to appreciate it. I just want to stew in my own frustration.
How many failed dates would I need to go on until they give up?
Too many.
Fuck. I wish there was a way out of this without having to actually get a real girlfriend.
I mentally accept my death sentence as I swing into the private underground parking garage at our apartment complex and park in my designated spot among Aleks’ and Maker’s luxury vehicles.
My mood stays sour the entire elevator ride up to the penthouse. I stop to grab a sparkling water from the fridge before heading into my streaming room.
The tension in my shoulders instantly loosens once I’m surrounded by nothing except the green LED glow of the room. I drop onto my gaming chair and crack open my can as I start my computer up. My PC whirs to life, and I admire it with a sense of pride. I built the entire thing from scratch. It had taken longer to build than planned because the graphics card I’d wanted was on backorder, but now it ran like a beauty with no lag. Custom PC builds can get pricey, but they are worth it if you’re an invested gamer.
A notification pops up in the corner of my monitor, alerting me that Maker and Aleks are already online—which I gathered from how quiet the penthouse was when I came in. Even when we aren’t live streaming, we are probably playing video games. When we stream, we have to beon, but on nights like tonight, we like to play just for the hell of it because it helps us destress and have fun. It’s important for us to do both, otherwise we could risk losing our love for the games to the constant pressure.
I click on my friends list and scan to see who else is online.
Leyla’s playingGods League, the most popular 5v5 MMO game and the top esport game, with Aleks, Maker, and two of our pro-gamer friends, Wylder and Ryder—twins who go by the gamertags WyldShot and SmoothRyde.
My eyes linger on the little round circle framing Panther’s profile picture.
She hasn’t been online in days, but I can see her racking up gameplay hours offline.
Not that I’ve been stalking her or anything, I’m just paying close attention. She’s been quiet ever since the swatting, and it doesn’t sit well with me.
The boys and I were swatted a few years back at the old warehouse we used to use for streaming before we moved into our current penthouse apartment. It had been a scary as fuck experience. Nothing prepares you for an entire SWAT team barging in, waving guns, and shouting at you out of nowhere.
Panther is still new to the gaming world compared to the rest of us, and I see the way the rise to fame unsettles her when she thinks no one is watching. I just wish she wasn’t so stubborn. It pisses me off that she is still staying in that apartment when Maker has clearly pointed out its shitty security.
A notification pops up and I slide on my headset before clicking on it to join the Discord server Maker’s invited me to.
I’m instantly assaulted by him yelling, “What the actual fuck?”
“RIP, dude,” Ryder laughs.
“You wankers could have saved me.” Maker’s London accent thickens the more frustrated he gets.
“You are literally support, English,” Leyla sighs. “That’s your job.”
“This is why I hate this game.”Maker kind of sucks atGods Leagueand avoids it when he can. He might be one of the best speedrunners to exist, but it doesn’t matter how many years we’ve played, there is just something in his brain that won’t let him get better atLeague. He’s still ranked Silver class while Leyla, Aleks, and I are all Ruby. Ryder and Wylder have God Master ranks, but as pros it would be embarrassing if they were anything less.
“How’re we doing?” I finally chime in.
“Shield, welcome to the party, my man,” Ryder drawls, addressing me by my gamertag.
“Maker’s dragging us all down, per usual,” Aleks grunts.
“I didn’t ask to play, you all made me,” Maker whines.
“No, we said we were playing, and then you got upset when we wouldn’t join you inFrozeLineand complained you were lonely,” Leyla corrects.
“Yeah. Technically, you invited yourself,” Wylder laughs.
“Whatever, I’m quitting. Herson can take my place.”
“Thank God.”
I click to join their game lobby and then decide on which character to use for support. I don’t mind the role; it just isn’t my favorite. As support, my main job is to assist the lane player—Ryder in this case—until they amass enough experience and gold.
We start the game, and Ryder and I head down to the bottom lane of the map to begin working our way through the minions.Minutes pass as Ryder continues to farm for gold while I tap in for support and grow my XP.
A notification pops up on my second monitor, and my gaze darts to it.
I abandon my gameplay, quickly moving my mouse to click on the notification before it disappears.
Panther’s profile loads, a little green dot appearing on the corner of her picture. But just as soon as it is there, it flicks away, turning gray again.
“Shield, the fuck are you doing?” Ryder bites.
I whip my attention back to my main screen just in time to see an enemy player blast him with a spell.
“Shit.” I quickly throw a healing cast. “My b.”
“You guys good down there?” Aleks checks in.
“Someone got distracted,” Ryder grumbles before raining bullets down on the enemy and killing the fellow God champion. “We’re fine now.”
“Nice kill,” Leyla congratulates.
“Distracted? The great Shield?” Wylder taunts.

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IT’S A VIDEO GAME THING
Panther’s hand tenses on my arm, the tips of her nails pressing into my skin ever so slightly, though her face stays a practiced, placid mask.“Technically. It’s also my gamertag.”“What does that mean?”Po powhispers to me, but her voice carries across the table.“It’s a video game thing,” I whisper back.“You play games as well?” She leans across to make eye contact with Panther.“I do,” she smiles. “I’m not as famous as Herson, though. He is part of an epic legacy, and everyone really respects him.”She is laying it on thick, but I don’t really mind it. It’s nice to have someone in my corner who actually understands me, who believes in me.That being said, she is selling herself short. I don’t think Panther realizes how many people adore her content, how she has quickly become a star in the community.“It’s still just playing games,” Auntie An chimes in.Panther tilts her head. “I know a lot of people have trouble understanding the video game industry, let alone streaming, but it is
NICKNAME
“Nei neoi peng yau hai been?”Where is your girlfriend?Shit.I look down to see my grandmother has snuck her way over to me during the shuffle. She is peering around, not in an accusatory way, but there is definitely a suspicious glint in the way she is taking in the situation. Considering it seems like my supposed girlfriend sprang out of nowhere, I don’t blame her. Getting this ruse past her is going to be harder than convincing Auntie An—at least she’s seen Panther. My grandmother, on the other hand, is one of the sharpest women I know. The onlyperson who can beat her at mahjong is my grandfather, and that’s because she secretly lets him win.“Youryi masaid she was coming.”God damn Auntie An.“She—”“Hey, Angela. Congratulations, your performance was totally magical.”Every bone in my body turns to stone at the words.I would recognize her voice in a room filled with a thousand people.I turn around, and sure enough, Panther stands in front of my little sister. If not for her pin
SHE ROLLS HER EYES
—shealwaysrolls her eyes—and begins ripping open the takeout bags Lee brought. The smell of melted cheese and ketchup wafts around us as we settle in.“By the way, are you guys busy Sat?” Lee reaches forward and grabs her burger, taking a large bite.“Why?” I steal a fry from her lap.“There’s this content creator party downtown.”I wrinkle my nose. “Pass.”“Aw, come on. You’re not going to make me go alone.”Dammit. See, nowthisis why I always ended up going out. It wasn’t becauseIever wanted to but because I would never let Lee go alone. My sense of Girl Code is too strong, even if my social anxiety pulses like a beacon during a storm at the idea.“You could always get one of the boys to go with you,” Syd offers. “I ended up having to move their streaming schedule around that day so they could have it free.”“Why?”“Herson’s sister has another piano thing.”My ears perk up, and I try to sound casual as I ask, “Where is that again?”“The recital? Her high school, I think.”“Back down
I’M GOING TO TAKE THAT AS A YES
I look at the mountain of boxes just in the living room. I have absolutely zero motivation to open them. Maybe I should’ve just thrown everything out and started new. Minimalism is pretty in right now.“I’m going to take that as a yes.”I give her a half-assed smile, and she rolls her eyes playfully before going to speak with the movers.Thank the Gods she came to help me out. I’d be seriously lost without her.Literally. I can’t even see over some of these boxes.I look around my new place, which is a lot larger than I expected. Even with all the boxes piled up, I can tell I lucked out with the stunning open floor plan and two massive bedrooms. When Parker said he was getting the apartment repainted, I thought he meant because the previous tenants ruined the walls. Nope. He’d gotten the entire apartment painted an extremely sheer pastel pink color. He even went so far as to get a doorbell system installed to give me peace of mind. It seems a little much for an apartment on the fortie
I DON’T SAY ANYTHING
I don’t say anything and neither does she.She’s been here for a little over a week and this is the second night I’ve caught her having some sort of a nightmare. My throat thickens as I think about the weeks she spent before coming here when she was holed up in her apartment all alone. How many times did this happen after the incident? How many nights did she cry alone?No wonder she looked a mess when I picked her up. She’d probably given up on sleeping altogether.Panther releases another hiccup, but her body begins to relax under my hand. I feel some of the tension ease from the tight curl she’s been holding as her muscles start to melt.Without giving it too much thought, I lower my body to the mattress. I curve into something like a C shape, molding myselfinto a fence of safety around her. My hand doesn’t leave her once in the process, anchoring her to me.She begins to wriggle, and I spot the tips of her fingers as they emerge from beneath her cocoon. Those pointy nails curve ar
BLOODY HELL
“Bloody hell. I forgot how awful you lot are,” he huffs. “No, she just wanted a night back at her own place.”“I can take the couch.” Panther’s soft voice slips through the barrage of noise.“You’re not taking the couch,” I cut back.“But—”“It’s not up for discussion.”“Don’t worry, Panther. Big guy here can survive on the couch; it’s custom made from Norway.” Parker slings an arm around my shoulders, a shit-eating grin slapped on his face.“You better sleep with one eye open.”He rolls his eyes. “Besides, it’s just one night. We can get you set up in your place tomorrow, and he can go back to his cave.”“Tomorrow? It’s ready?”Wait. What?“Yeah, technically. I mean, the paint job was finished up this weekend. Might still smell a little chemically tomorrow but shouldn’t be bad enough that you can’t move in a few days early.”No.No, I was supposed to have another few days with her.She wasn’t…This wasn’t supposed to be her last night.“Ohmigods. Yes! I can’t wait to see it.”“Great.
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