2022-08-07 15:19:13My brothers hatred for me have taken a new shape.
They no longer just bully me, but every weekend, they will ask me to dress up and take me out to men.
My body became their money making machine.
I wasn't only having bruises on my body now but my Virginia was all bruised cause of the sizes of dicks that fits in there.
Everything just hurt and It got to some extent I could no longer take it so I confronted mum at the kitchen one morning.
"Mother," I called softly as I walked into the kitchen. Mum turned round to face me.
"Good morning baby. You are awake." She gave me a smile and I just nodded as I walked in fuller.
"Why are you having bags under your eyes? Don't tell me you read overnight." Mum asked.
She knows I always read overnight but for weeks now I haven't even open my book.
The truth is I have been crying all through the night.
"I had assignment." I lied.
She sighs. "Okay I know my little Princess is a bookworm and I'm very proud of you but don't work your eyes off okay." She smiled and roughed my hair playful.
I tried to smile but I could only nod.
"Now go and get dressed for school, let me hurry over breakfast." She said and went back to what she was doing.
But I stood rooted at a spot.
Why was I here?
Okay maybe I know why I'm here, I want to pour out my heart to her, I want to tell her what's happening in my life.
What my brothers have turned me into, I want her to feel my pains and all I need from her is comfort. Motherly comfort.
I've waited all these while for her to finally notice it but why can't she see it?
"Mum..." I called softly and a tear escaped my eyes.
She turns again to face me and she frowns on seeing me.
"What's wrong??"
I sniffled trying to hide the tears but instead it start pouring out like a River escaping a dam.
"My bro...They...I want to leave." My head falls tithe ground as he escapes my lips.
"Baby??" She brushed my hair back and cupped my face into her palms. "What do you mean???"
"I want to leave home. I don't want to be here anymore. Just let me go that's all I ask for." I cried.
"You can't just leave like that. What happened? Did someone hurt you? Was it one of your brothers you can talk to..."
"No," I cut her off immediately. "They didn't do anything. I just want to leave. I want to be alone." I can't risk telling her about them. She will only scold them and pet me to stay while me, I'll turn out to be the victim.
I tried persuading mum to allow me leave but she instead she ended up petting me to stay.
And thinking about it, where would I have gone to? I just listened to Mum but was glad I didn't made mention of my brothers.
"Clara" mum called when we were all having breakfast. The all five of us were reclining around the big dinning table. "My car is bad I wouldn't be able to take you to school today but you'll join your brothers in theirs okay." She told me.
"What??" Dennis flared up.
"Our car is already occupied enough, we can't accommodate someone else." Jake complained and all of them starts complaining until mum shut them up.
"Clarissa will go with you guys whether you like it or not and if I hear anymore complain from you now, I'll Seize your car and even your phones.Am I clear??" Mum barked at them sternly and they grudgingly nodded, glaring at me with the corners of their eyes.
"Mum it's okay, I could just stay at home and go to school tomorrow" I said quirky.
"No dear You are going to school with your brothers okay." She gave me warm smile and I nodded.
After having breakfast, mum left me for my brothers and I drove in the car with them but as soon as we got to the highway, they threw me out of their car and asked me to trek down to school.
As if nature was backing my brothers up, the rain came pouring without even a warning. The rain was so heavy and I thought of taking refuge but school was way far off so not wanting to be late for school, I have to trek all the way down to school under the rain.
By the time I got to school, I was freezing all my books were all wet.
School is another hell for me.
My brothers are quite popular here but I'm the opposite of them, I'm bullied by almost everyone in the school and my brothers does nothing about it.
All through the day, I was seriously sick.
I could barely pay attention in class.
When mum came to take me from school.
She discovers I was having a fever and also my books were wet.
I couldn't think of a way to cover up for my brothers as it was obvious I treked in the rain.
Mum wanted to take me for treatment but I refused.
The doctors will surely find out about my bruises and cuts and then tell mum.
About the cuts, well I've been cutting myself with objects of lately. It's my latest way of comforting myself when I'm depressed.
I don't know how I'll explian things to mum so I told her to just get me drugs instead.
She concluded I was scared of injections so she got me drugs.
With the looks on mum face I know that my brothers are gonna get it from her.
And since I'll be the victim in the end, I decided to hide at the garden.
I stayed at the garden enjoying the view of beautiful birds and flowers.
"Finally here she is." The voice made me fliched and when I look to my side to see Dennis and Jake walking towards me. Conniption gripped me.
What are they doing here? As if reading my mind, Jake spoke the moment he got to me. "Mum asked us to come apologize to you for what happened earlier today.""Umm... about that.." I gulped hard and stood up from the pew I was sitting on. "You can forget about it.. it's nothing."
They look at me for a while and then burst into laughter.
"You really didn't believe we will actually apologize to you. Do you??" Dennis said and I shook my head no.
"Good.. we just came here to put you in your place. You may be related to us by blood but to me you don't exist so don't ever expect me to treat you nicely. Besides I never asked mum for a sister and if it was up to me, you should have been the one to die instead of dad." He said with so much disgust and venom in every bit of his words. flashing me a condescending look.
Tears from no where blurred my vision.
I don't know if his words hurts more than the physical pains they inflicts on me.
"You can go fuck your self I don't care." Dennis concluded and left with Jake.
Tears Rained down my eyes as I watched them leave.
What have I done to deserve such hatred from them?? Am I that loothesome??
Each passing day, my brothers hatred continued to grow and I always depressed most of the time.
My sketch book became my world of solace.
One certain day I was depressed and as usual I went to my locker to get my sketch book but I couldn't find it.
I search everywhere but it was no where to be found.
I went on a search party moving about the whole house.
Carefully checking all hidden places and bringing out some few documents.
While I was searching I would also take glances at the files and most of it were dad's documents which I don't really understand.
On the process of searching, I saw a pile of papers which had the inscription.
'Lilypad Orphanage certificate'
I picked interest in the file.
As I sat down on the floor, I started flipping it page by page and I don't quite understand what the first page was saying but as I got to the third page.
All my details were there, my name and date of birth.
The only deference was the surname.
It bears CLARISSA DE COSTA instead of Clarissa Clifford. Which is my surname.
And left me wondering who is Clarissa De COSTA?
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Chapter 35: Sisters time shall we?
I was sitting beside Rachael driving off to god knows where. That's not really a problem but the way she's been speeding on the road, recklessly breaking all the road rules like she's going to get us killed made so much uneasy. "Fuck you bastard. Shove the fucking law into your Goddamn ass" that should be the sixth driver Rachael is yelling and cursing at, even after scratching his car. "Rachael please Slow down a bit" I cautioned Rachael for the untempt time. "And What's the fun in that?" Rachael snaps at me then scoffed. "THIS IS MY BROTHERS CAR. I DRIVES ANYHOW I WANT" she screamed out through the window. She shuffled music on the Media player and settled for some particular trap song. She increased the song to the highest volume, singing along with the lyrics, more like screaming. Tripling the speed of the car, she was now flying on the road. She seemed to be enjoying herself while me I was crushing with nervousness thinking she'll either get us killed or get us in trouble.
Chapter 35: A new racheal
Antonio's P.O.V, I was standing at the entrance of the Basement, watching in satisfaction as Matoe, Jayden and Liam were dealing with the Motherfucking Maximo. They were all matching down the fucker with thier boots, punching him everywhere like a punching bag. At first the fucker was cursing at my brothers but right now, he's begging for mercy. His voice can be barely even heard cause they've beat the life out of him. He could only grunts in extreme pains. Every hits he receives from my brother's sent his bones breaking. His blood was stained all over my brothers' face and body-Jayden especially. As they've completely broken the fucker almost to a dying point when he could barely breath, I asked them to stop. I didn't want him to die just yet. Hell that'll be too easy on him. While Liam and matoe retreated, Jayden decided to go more gore on him. He reached out of a battle axe and slammed it against the bastard's wrist. A loud ear piecing screaming from him Hollered around
Chapter 34: No one will hurt you again, baby!
Clarissa P.O.V, For the first time, Rachael looked so scared traumatized and out of place. She's been innocently quiet ever since we came back from the casino and slumped on the bed. I hadn't been any better. The whole event have been reviberating in my head. How I almost got raped again, tortured me mentally. But wait... Who could that man be to Rechel. Was the question that's been lingering on my lips but how can I ask that when I myself I've been a mess. Liam had been playing mother hen for us both. He led us both to our room and has been trying to calm both of us with soothing words. Rechel wasn't snapping and flaring up as usual. She'd been awfully swallowing gulps and nodding which was getting me more terrified. Right now we only one in room. Liam earlier said he'll be going to get us what to eat. "who...who.., do you know that guy? Racheal? Who's he?"I managed to finally ask. She looked at me and stared at me for a long time, somehow, I expected her to flare up and lashe
Chapter 33: who are you to our sister
"So it's you again?!!!" Jayden yelled as he sprung the man up by his collars, he threw a pouch at his jaw and some of his teeth fell out with more blood spilling out. While The man grunts on the floors and coughed out blood, I gasped. "The fucking nerve of you to try to hurt my sister again!!" Jayden wanted to match him down with his boot but the man manages to hold Jayden's leg and swerved. He stood up and threatened a punch to jayden's face but Jayden caught it mid—flipped the man around and starts twisting his arms behind him. The man wailed in pain and I could vividly hear his bones breaking. Jayden was leisurely breaking the man's bones. "Let go off me or you are going to regret this..." the man growled in pains, gnashing his teeth as Jayden kept twisting his arms. "Yeah in hell." He pushed the man roughly towards the wall, he hits his head and blood gushed out, running through his face. Jayden tugged him up again, Pouch, kicks and blood rampage the air as Jayden comple
Chapter 32: Antonio’s casino
For the rest of the day, I kept thinking, panicking over what my sister had told me. My brothers didn't came back until evening. Only Liam and matoe though. I had dinner with matoe and Liam before going off to bed. The next morning, I woke up very early as usual. Recheal was still fast asleep. I just stayed up on my bed but getting bored of the room, I decided to head to the living room. At the stairs, I spotted Jayden at the dining he was operating laptop. Oh No! I can't be alone with him. I turned abruptly tto leave but then I heard his voice. "Hey clarrisa." Mg heart churns at his voice. Slowly turning round I was met with his intimidating eyes staring at me. "Good morning." I mumbled to him. After replying my greeting coldly and asking about my night, he asked me to come that we need to talk. I reluctantly went to meet him with my head bowed. "Look at me clarrisa." Jayden said after the brief silence between us while I was sitting before him. I slowly look up to face him
Chapter 31
"I didn't speak French did I? I want you to join us perharps it isn't bad if I want to know our family friend right? I'm a part of this family so I should get acquainted with you too. Right Liam?" Liam gave recheal a baffled long stare before agreeing with her. "Right. Join us John." My heart was rising, panic surging through me as the presence of this John took me back to that day at the kitchen. How he'd threatened with a knife, his beastly facade played in my head in loop and I swear I was fighting to hide the trauma. Even though he's panic all over his face now, I'm still hella scared of him. Liam noticed my change of mood and asked worriedly if. Was alright of which I lied I was. No I can't tell Liam about it. This guy might just decide to sneak in on me and do something worst to me. What's recheal up to anyway. I know she knows this guy somehow, with the way they were staring at each other I know they knew each other. "Let's play a game guys." Recheal suggested as soon as t
