Do I Love Her?

I mean my ex-crush and my ex-best friend though it hurts but it is all for the best, I just have to make sure I do nothing she asks of me. 

Class commenced and Lucy sat beside me calling my attention.

“ Hi, my name is Lucy and that is my boyfriend Eric” Lucy greeted and introduced herself but I refused to reply and kept focusing on what the lecturer taught.

Lecture finished and I left the hall only for Lucy to rush to meet me, leading almost to her death as the guard was about to shoot her until I signaled to them to stand down.

“ What do you want?” I asked Lucy.

“ You, sorry I meant you…no sorry… I meant your note… sorry you know there is a party coming up at my place tonight, care to join?” Lucy said.

“ No, I don’t do a party thanks for the invite anyway” I replied.

“ Please it is my birthday,” Lucy pleaded.

“ Not interested, Can you please excuse me? I have a home to get to,” I replied.

“ I promise to drive you home if you come,” Lucy said.

“Thanks but I've got my own driver and besides I can drive myself” I replied.

“So is that a yes?” Lucy asked.

“It is a big No” I replied.

“Tough guy, I bet you are like this with all the girls,” Lucy said.

“Don’t you understand what no means, please excuse me, I have somewhere to be” I replied walking out of the school as Eric came out and asked Lucy “ Who is that you were talking to?” 

“Nobody,” Lucy replied.

“Okay, if you say so let's prepare your birthday, I promise it is going to be special” Eric said.

“I bet it is,” Lucy replied, looking at me walking down the stairs, opening the entrance door and vanishing.

*****

I walked outside entering a BMW 2009 car model with Alexa and Baggy man as my driver escorted by 10 vehicles from behind. In my thought I said to myself what Lucy is up to, is she hired by one of mom's enemies to kill mom, I must be vigilant because any mistake I make affects the whole family and I won't want to make Alexa jealous since she satisfies me sexually. 

I know if Alexa finds out she will not kill her but at least threaten her that she will fear even moving close to me and I can’t stop her because if I do I will be breaking family code no outside is more important than family. Alexa will never kill an innocent person that stands against all our rules but you can scare them for their own good.

The very thing here is finding out why Lucy is trying to flirt with me on her first day in college. Something does not add up. I need to inform mom but that will be a bad idea. Whenever she is not in New York she does not take care to receive calls except  it is very important so as to focus on her mission without having an unbalanced mind.

So what will be my plan B, I think I know it but I am going to really hate it, I know you know it. I have to attend her birthday party.

“ Hey, Kid,” Baggy called while driving.

“Hello, Baggy man, How are you doing?” I replied.

“I am great, You know you can tell me anything” Baggy said.

“I know man, you have always protected and have my back at all times” I replied.

“ What is up between you and the girl?” Baggy asked.

Oh! No one knows of me and Alexa's sexual activities. Truly no secret can stay buried, this is bad, really bad “ which girl?” I asked sheepishly

“Come on, the new girl,” Baggy Man replied.

Oh! Alexa and I are good because earlier on she pinch me giving me signals to watch what I say as it may complicate things. “ Nothing at all besides she has a boyfriend,” I said.

“You know I can help you scare him off so you can have her” Baggy man suggested.

I raised my voice and said” Absolutely not”

“Oh! Relax man I was joking, ease it a little” Baggy man replied.

“ I know, just that I suspect something is off with their arrival” I said.

“Off as how?” Alexa asked.

“ The way she is so much interested in me on her first day in college even when she has a boyfriend, I don’t know if something is off,” I said.

“So do we inform your mother?” Baggy asked.

“ That will not be necessary and you know she hates calling on a job except if it is an emergency” I replied.

“But this is an emergency,” Alexa said.

“ Yes, it is and it doesn't let us not jump into conclusion, we just need evidence to prove she is a threat” I replied.

“So what is your plan?” Baggy asked.

“ I guess we are going to party,” I replied.

We arrived home late since we had a party to go to tonight and could not go empty handed without a gift and dress to wear. Besides, we needed a plan to find out if Lucy was a threat  by implanting a listening device and tracker in her gift.

After attempting my assignments and filling in every chores of mom due to her absence I went to lay on my bed where Alexa was waiting naked. We both had sex with each other for an hour and after orgasm we both crashed on the bed.

“Do you like her?” Alexa asked.

“Who?” I asked in return.

“The new girl,” Alexa said.

“Of course not,” I replied.

“ You lie,” Alexa said.

“Fine, I do in a way….” I replied.

“ I knew it” Alexa said and stood up and sat on the bed.

“But she has a boyfriend and I respect that. Remember also she could be a threat to our family,” I said.

“And if she isn’t a threat to our family will you choose her?” Alexa asked.

I wanted to say yes but Yes will come out though I like Lucy but not love her and if we ever get together my mom will find out since it's she and Mr. Banks that recognize their faces both Eric and Lucy so I have to protect them.

“No” I replied and said” Yes, it  is a spark but it is also an inferno which will cause me to lose my family which I can’t afford to jeopardize because of an outsider”

“All my life I have always wanted to be loved by someone and now I finally do, I have never experienced her break so please don’t let me experience you maybe nineteen years old and I am twenty nine years old but the fact I love you” Alexa said.

“I love you too,” I replied.

“Is that from your heart?” Alexa asked.

“What do you think?” I asked.

“I think we have dinner to prepare for,” Alexa replied.

“Really” I said.

“Really” Alexa replied and kissed me.

We both went to the bathroom, bathed together, and as soon as that was done Alexa left her room while I sat on my bed pondering on whether I meant what I said about living with Alexa and not Loving Lucy.  I guess we will find out but right now I have a party to crash, I need to dress up and slay the scenes. Maybe not slay as in kill just appear in a celebrity lifestyle I meant to say I think or maybe not but whatever the case is this is a party wreckage and a spy mission.