How I Fought Myself From the World of Darkness

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How I Fought Myself From the World of Darkness

By: Oluwasegun Adenowo OngoingMystery/Thriller

Language: English

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A young lady that have been in the darkened side of world faced so many problems and couldn’t get help from anyone. She strive for her life herself and finally was able to see the light side of the world with her positive affirmations. She conquered her fear and every other things in her life fall into places.

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6 chapters
Chapter 1
I am wandering around this dreaded place. A place filled with unimaginable uncertainties, a place that had gradually come to become what I see as a frequent phenomenon. I don't know how long I have been in this darkness. Perhaps I have been in there for too long that I have come to start seeing it as one of my normal ways of living. It is so common for someone who has been exposed to certain conditions for a long time to start seeing that particular condition as a normal way of life. When a crime continues to go on in a particular region over an extended period of time, it gradually becomes that region's way of life. When people become too familiar with a certain way of life, irrespective of whether that particular way of life is ideal, they find a way to adapt to it and start seeing it as their normal way of life. Most times, you find out that they didn't even know when they ended up adapting to this particular way of life; some of them might even end up losing track of when they sta
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Chapter 2
In the distance, I can hear people calling me names. Is there anything one would ever do in this life to never get criticized for it? No matter what you do, there would always be people out there that would have something negative to say about it. The minds of humans are one thing that people can never be in control of. Some people have their minds rigged from what the mind of the majority is presumed to be like.Even when the majority see something a certain way, they would most likely see it in another way. Still, some people say this is the beauty of being humans; our ability to think differently and act differently makes us special. This means we are different in certain ways, and our difference means that we are unique. But sometimes, you take certain actions that you believe you did for the common good of all, yet those you take that action for end up misunderstanding you. It starts with them saying all manner of very bad kinds of stuff about you.These people would say many kin
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Chapter 3
Within me lies my soul. My soul is in a fetal position in the dark cubical. Something was cradling my soul; it was fear. Fear bigger than me. One of the biggest limitations one would ever have to success or growth in life is fear. As simple or common as this may sound, the truth is that it has been the reason behind most stunted growth we see in people out there. People who are afraid don't allow themselves to venture into something they believe is risky. These people are afraid of taking risks. When one becomes afraid of taking risks, one may never grow past a particular stage in life.There is hardly any stage in life with no certain risks attached to them. You must be able to conquer the fear that would try to hold you down from taking those risks for you to be able to start getting assurance of going to the next level. Let's take business as an example; people who own businesses went into business with the primary aim of making a profit. No one goes into a business they know they
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Chapter 4
This cubical of my soul has two doors on either side. One door has bright colors all around it, but it is shut tight. You can hear something making a thumping sound and banging. The other door is dark and gloomy. The paint is peeling off the walls, and it is wide open. Many things are going through this opened door; it doesn't matter whether they are good or bad things, they just continue to go in. some of these things that are going in through this door were things I wish I could put a stop to. Still, they kept going in, not because I didn't know they were going in, but because I couldn't stop them from going in. Can I really control how people see me? Can I really control the minds of others around me? It is even difficult for me to control my own mind. Sometimes I try so hard to control my own mind and prevent it from going in a particular direction, but this mind of mine keeps going in that direction where I had always tried to restrict it from going. If I can't get my mind under
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Chapter 5
Dерrеѕѕіоn eats уоu uр frоm thе іnѕіdе. It'ѕ lіkе a mоnѕtеr in уоur hеаd іѕ tаkіng оvеr. Thе wоrѕt part was knowing that mу fаmіlу аnd friends wеrе dоіng everything thеу соuld, yet I fеlt ѕо alone. Everything that wаѕ said tо mе, I mаnаgеd tо turn іntо ѕоmеthіng bad. I wаѕ lіtеrаllу my wоrѕt еnеmу. I would соmе hоmе fееlіng ѕо exhausted from аll the voices in my hеаd thаt I would sleep to shut it all out. I dіdn't wаnt to wаkе uр bесаuѕе lіfе was a nіghtmаrе. Thе fеаr оf thе nіght mаdе mе ѕісk because thеn the vоісеѕ bесаmе еvеn lоudеr. I was so fruѕtrаtеd bесаuѕе it seemed impossible to ѕlеер аѕ іf іnѕоmnіа аnd dерrеѕѕіоn gо hаnd іn hаnd.Dерrеѕѕіоn is almost like thе fіrѕt tіmе you were dumped by ѕоmеоnе you loved. In thе wееkѕ thаt fоllоw, thе wоrld lоѕеѕ іtѕ color, аnd еvеrуthіng іѕ іn ѕhаdеѕ оf grеу. Thе lіght wіthіn уоu is rеduсеd tо thе faint flісkеr оf аn oil lаmр.Thе difference is thаt аftеr a breakup, the раіn еvеntuаllу fades and the ріесеѕ оf you соmе back tоgеthеr. Wіth
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Chapter 6
There is always a time for everything to get saturated. Everybody has their elastic limit. Once people get stretched beyond their elastic limits, it becomes very difficult for them to stay calm; it becomes very difficult for them to continue staying in the low state they had long allowed themselves to be subjected to. Finally, my soul shouted, ''ENOUGH! STOP IT'!'' She threw fear off her shoulders. This fear had long been one of the biggest hindrances that held her down for too long to make any move. Because of this fear, she continued to remain at the very low state where she was subjected and allowed herself to continue accepting all those unpleasant words they had been throwing at her. At some point, it became the time for her to make the most crucial decision of her life. It was either for her to continue remaining at her low state or for her to accept to make a move. It wasn't an easy something for her. She had been in her low state for too long that she had even started mistakin
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