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CHAPTER 8: A BURDEN OF AMBITION
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I was met with complete black! Not the clean, familiar black of a night ambush, but a suffocating, wet blackness that felt like being buried alive.

​I entered the Venom-Swamp, and the first thing I noticed wasn't the silence, but the smell. It was rot, sure, but laced with something metallic and sweet, like old blood and rotting perfume. The air itself was a living thing, thick with spores and a fine, oily mist that coated my exposed skin and wormed its way into my nose, my mouth. It tasted like dirt and betrayal.

​They said the mist was designed to test the aspirants, to push us past our limits. That was a lie. It was designed to break us.

​My Silurix training—all those years of silent motion, of mapping shadows—felt suddenly fragile. It was like a whispered prayer against a screaming void. I stumbled. The ground beneath the moss was treacherous, a slick, collapsing sponge of ancient decay. I had to focus on the feel, the minute pressure difference between a safe root and a fatal drop.

​"Don't fall. If you fall, the mist owns you."

​The silence was the worst part. It wasn't natural. It was an active, draining vacuum that made my own heartbeat sound like a frantic drum solo in my ears. The others were out here somewhere, maybe, too, but I just couldn't hear them. I couldn't hear anything but the rushing of blood in my head.

​The hallucinations started slowly, creeping in like mold. A whisper right next to my ear. It wasn't the booming contempt of Dallaxxs this time; it was a softer, more insidious voice—my Aunt’s—sharp with disappointment, asking me why I always had to be so desperate, why I couldn't just be enough.

​“Look at you, Kaelen,” her voice, as clear as if she stood beside me, “always striving, always seeking… for what? For a purpose you don’t deserve? You tore us apart with your ambition. Left us for this. Was it worth it? Was it truly worth the abandonment? my Aunt’s voice—sharp with disappointment. You take everything we gave you—the roof, the food, the time—and throw it away on a child’s dream. You left us for this grand purpose you think you deserve. Did you truly forget where you came from? We saved you from the streets, and you abandoned us for glory.”

​It hit me with a bolt of sheer, cold panic. I stopped, my chest heaving, fighting the urge to clutch my head and scream the voice out. This wasn't about a monster I could kill with a blade. This was about a creature that knew every shameful moment I'd ever lived through, and it was using them to pin me down. It knew the deepest insecurity I carried: that I was an ungrateful, ambitious burden.

Then, just beyond the edge of my limited sight, a flicker. A shape. Titus. It couldn’t be. He was supposed to be somewhere else. Not here! He stood there, or seemed to, his back to me, outlined faintly against the oppressive black. He wasn't moving. He wasn't screaming. He was just there, a silent judgment. The sight sent a spike of ice through my veins. Was it real? No, it couldn't be. The mist twisted everything.

You're running away, Kaelen,” my Uncle’s voice, a rough, sorrowful baritone, slithered back. “He knows you don't belong here, among the Liberated. He knows you're going to fail, just like the rest of us.”

​I pressed on, I ignored, forcing my eyes to track shapes that weren't there. Every dark patch was a lurking Vyper Liion. Every slight shift in the air was a claw closing in. I had to use my cunning to fight the internal war first. I started repeating the training mantras in my head, not for strategy, but just to drown out the self-doubt the mist was amplifying.

​Movement is the truth. Silence is the lie.

​I pushed through a hanging curtain of fungal growth. The smell intensified, shifting from metallic to something sickeningly sweet, like burnt meat and honey. I knew I was close to the edge, close to where the trial's climax would happen, close to where the fog would become too thick, too powerful.

​The whole swamp was a vast, hungry throat, and I was sliding down the inside. The knot of fear in my stomach was a tangible, cold rock. But beneath the fear, the survival instinct—that core, ruthless Silurix kernel—hardened. I wasn't going to break. I just had to keep moving. I just had to survive this. ​The tension was stretched so thin it felt like a wire vibrating against my teeth, waiting for the one sound, the one sight, that would finally snap it.

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