THE ACCIDENT THAT MADE ME REALIZED HOW MUCH I LOVED HER

You want them sometimes you gotta do something crazy to achieve long lasting love or as some call it true love which to me seems to be fairly tales.

Still In thought of what to reply Alexa Ian still scaling my heart to be sure because never has it occurred to me once if I ever love her and if I never did she was just a whore to me and if she I made her like that any future daughter I have may be treated like that and I won’t forgive myself.

Poor Alexa though she may still work with the Pace's family or become our enemy revealing our secret to our enemy either we both action has consequence. Why can’t one have fun and not worry about love? That word is like bondage besides mom is having sex with lots of men as she likes but why am I having a guilty conscience.

We have murdered quite a number of people and we feel no remorse but why is this different? Am I soft? Do I really love her? Why is this really hard? Or is she playing on my emotions? Or is my emotions playing with me?

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