Rise of The Martian Heir - My Inner Conflict

I was startled upon hearing that. "What do you mean? What do you need from me in exchange? Do you need my organs?" I asked with great curiosity.

Sebastian pursed his lips, looked away from me, and didn't answer my question.

"It's okay… You don't have to answer it." Then I entered the Ferrari through the passenger door, pulled the safety belt around my body, and locked it.

"Young master, are you ready?" He asked politely, as the butler would.

He emitted an aura of politeness in his voice, which sounded very pleasing.

"Yes, I'm ready, but I disagree with the offer to become son-in-law to your madam," I replied with an unpleasant tone and clicked my tongue.

"Please consider! I beg you... Please, please, please." He pleaded, as it seemed he wouldn't give up any time now.

I inhaled a lot of breath to think for a moment, and I felt that it was impossible to accept the offer.

"Hurm… Okay, I will try to consider it, but now I've got a job to do! Is it possible to drive so much faster to reach the Harp apartment?" I asked.

"Of course possible, young master! Brace for the speed!" He exclaimed with joy on his face.

*VROOOOM! *

I heard the Ferrari roar, which made me catch my breath.

The sound that came from the exhaust tunnel gave me so much satisfaction.

*VROOOOM! *

Without wasting any moment of my anticipation, the car was moving forward on the highway on top of the bridge so fast.

I held on to the belt and safety handle with all my might, as my life depended on it.

"Sebastian! Not so fast!" I shouted and looked at him from his side.

He smirked and changed to top gear as the car went so much faster within seconds, leading to the city where my Harp apartment was located.

After we reached the other side of the bridge, he slowed down and drove the car to my apartment in a suburban area.

From afar, I saw the Harp apartment, which was 500 meters tall and was painted white.

The Harp apartment contained so many rooms, and I saw so many people outside going about their things as usual.

"Why did you seem to know my place?" I asked.

Sebastian, with a straight face, turned his face toward me as the car stopped by the roadside of the Harp apartment.

"Sorry, young master Raven, we watched you for a long time!" He exclaimed.

I heard some crazy information coming out of his mouth about watching me for a long time.

I paused for a moment to digest what he just said.

"Sorry, Sebastian, for now, I need to prepare for a job. I am really grateful for your care and send my regards to your madam too!" Then I got out of the car and went to my apartment as my mind pondered what had just happened to me since last night.

I made haste to my room, and I was shocked to see someone opposite me that I had liked romantically for a long time.

I walked into her presence in the hope of enjoying the beautiful grace on her face.

'Hi, crush of mine, I like you so much.' I thought inside my mind, and I was afraid she knew my true feelings for her.

'If you want to know, I almost died yesterday. I am so glad I got to encounter you again.' My inner monologue for her, and I sighed in relief that I am still alive to watch her again.

She was so pretty and sweet-looking with her blond hair tied up at the back.

Our eyes met, and she smiled at me for the first time ever. I was so happy the moment she looked back at me with a gentle look.

'Should I confess my feelings for her? Right?' I walked past her and I kept looking at her.

I lost focus on the way to my room and bumped into someone else's shoulder accidentally.

"Ops sorry!" I begged pardon.

"Is okay!" Said the man with wide shoulders, and he walked forward with haste.

I saw the wallet on the floor, and I suspected that it belonged to him.

'I needed money right now... Should I call him or not? Or should I take all the cash inside?' The evil thought was upon me so suddenly.

Without hesitation, I took the wallet. " Sir! Sir! Your wallet!" I ran to him and handed the wallet to him.

Even though I am poor, I should not take what belongs to others.

Because they also work very hard, just like me, to do an honest job and make a living.

"Thank you! Thank you so much! I needed this money for my father at the hospital!" He kissed the wallet, his face turning to sadness.

Then he turned away and ran toward the stairs going down.

I felt tears come out of my eyes and wiped them.

'I am glad I did something good for others.'

I proceeded to my room and unlocked the door with my thumbprint on the doorknob.

I went inside, closed the door, removed clothes from my body, and went directly to the bathroom.

"Fuck, I smelled like crap!" I cursed as I removed the bloody bandage that was still on my body.

I looked in the mirror and saw that my body was completely healed.

"This is crazy!" I was taken aback that my body was without a scar or wound.

Then I went to the shower area, and the water automatically rained down on my whole body.

I closed my eyes and thought about myself.

'Why do people always bully me?'

'Why do they hurt me?'

'Why did I do it wrong?' So many questions ran through my mind, and I asked myself why over and over again.

The liquid soap rained on my body, and I rubbed it all over my body and cleaned it properly.

Then the shower of fresh water rained down on my body again to wash away all the bubbles.

After I was done, I reached for the towel by the handle in the bathroom and went out of the bathroom as I dried my body properly with the towel.

I wore the green uniform to do the delivery job and looked at my face's reflection in the mirror.

I combed my blond hair to the back as my blue eyes looked directly at my pathetic self.

'Whatever happens, I should not give up life this time!'