TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 169

Chapter 169KELLYI really had no idea Tim had been showing my photos to Israel and honestly it came has a shock that he did,From how I saw it since the moment I showed up on his door stepped, kim hated me but then there it was,Both kim and his mom couldn't stop the kid as he pulled back inside the house, he was soo happy as he led me straight to his room with my suitcase still in my hand"Mom, look I wrote letters on my every birthday" he said,I received the four pieces of papers with tears in my eyes, I kneeled down hugging my son tightly as I held unto himMy Dear Israel, I cried, I would never forgive myself for ever leaving himKim and his mom eventually gave up on trying to make me leave as Israel wouldn't hear of it,The boy looked really happy and just seeing him happy made me happy too, I loved him and I was going to do all it takes to make sure I was there for him from that point hence forth.In the evening, once Israel was asleep with reading a book for him, I decided it

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 1

Chapter 1DEAR ISRAELKELLY.Jimmy was again back from work late, but how he could even today?,Today was a special day for us, it was our three years in marriage wedding anniversary, he could not forget this special day could he?My feet were sore and my back was killing me but still I was not ready to retire to bed,I was determined to wait for him till he arrived, what could be keeping him out for soo long?,My eyes drifted off to the big wall clock in the living room, it was five minutes from midnight, where the hell was he, I tried calling his line again like I had been doing for the past five hours but still, it went straight to voicemail,When I suddenly thought of calling Alex his best friend and colleague, I heard the doorbell ring,Was it him?, but how he forget he had a spare key with him?, nevertheless, I stood up and went to open the door.Expecting to see him drank on the front door as my conclusion

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 2

Chapter 2The BABY IS GONEKelly.When I opened my eyes, I looked around the environment and noticed I was in a hospital bed,How did I get here?, was the only question I could ask myself and then, I noticed it, my baby bump it was gone"Aaaah!" I screamed in horror,"Calm down, calm down" I told myself but how could I do that when my baby bump was gone, could this mean, no I cried there had to be an explanation for this, there was no baby I could just wake up and the baby wasn't in me,With in no time, the door to the room opened revealing a man I assumed was the doctor due to how he was dressed and two nurses following him behind"Where, where is my baby?" I asked feeling my throat a bit dry"Mrs Williams, try to calm down" the doctor said, was he freaking with me?,I was just pushed from the top of my stairs and woke up without a baby bump and he tells me to calm the freaking down,"Where,,,, is,,,, my,,

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 3

Chapter 3SOMETHING STRANGE IN A DREAMKELLY.I found myself back at the Hospital I worked from in my office looking at a picture, when I looked clearly it wasn't a Document of a patient but a picture, for some reason, I couldn't make out how the person on that picture looked like,The picture wasn't burly or anything so I found this all strange and then suddenly, I thought it was a good idea to turn around the picture and see what was at the back of itDEAR ISRAEL, immediately i saw those words, I throw the picture on the floor in panic and horror has I stood up,What was this doing here, who could have written something like that at the back of a photo,Looking down at myself, I realized I didn't look anyway pregnant like I should have, I touched my flat stomach in horror"My baby" I said in more of a whisper, when my eyes turned to the floor to look at the picture I had thrown there, I was surprised it wasn't there,I

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 4

Chapter 4DEATH AT MY DOOR STEP, ALMOSTKELLY.no matter what I did, my mouth could not open, there was no sound coming from my lips when I was literally screaming in my head,Why couldn't I open my mouth and eyes, I tried to move my hands but as expected, they where glued to the bed, I couldn't move a single muscle of my body,I was feeling sofforcated, even breathing was becoming difficult has I felt I was running out of oxygen,Help!, I tried to scream but no words left my lips, if i stayed like this for a minute longer, surely I was going to meet my death,Was this the end of me, dying just after losing my baby to go knows where, why couldn't I feel my body except my lack of oxygen, yet I could not feel any arms of a person holding me down, what exactly was holding me down?Just when I felt I was going to die any moment due to lack of air, I heard the door to the room open and suddenly, my body was released from whatever wa

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 5

Chapter 5SOMETHING BEHOLD THE PHYSICAL, OR MAYBEKELLY."Something not physcial, what do you mean by that em,,, am sorry I didn't get your name" I said remembering she had not told me her name"Ruth, my name is Ruth" she said"Nice to meet you Ruth, please call me kelly, you see, I haven't been taking any medicine including the day I lost my baby, besides even if I did which I can promise you wasn't the case, why would I have take wrong medicine?, I mean am a Doctor and I can testify I have never ever prescribed wrong medication to my patients" I said in a matter of fact way"I know mrs will,,,, em Kelly, it could be a Mistake, maybe some drug you took unknowingly through something you ate or drank" I know she was trying to help by saying all this but honestly, I couldn't remember taking anything that could be harmful to me or my baby, I was on a strick diet because of the pregnancy and besides, I only leaved with jim who didn't know much a

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 6

Chapter 6MUMMYKELLY.A few minutes after Doctor Adams and Ruth left to attend to other patients, I knew I was not alone,I looked around the room but I couldn't see anyone.The atmosphere proved otherwise, I tried to sit up but found that almost impossible to do, my hands and the rest of my body couldn't move no matter how much I tried, suddenly the room became so dark that I couldn't see anythingI suddenly felt something cold holding my cheek, my breath became uneven as I tried to scream,But again my mouth wouldn't open,I felt goosebumps all over my body when I was certain that something was holding me down,'Oh God, help me out' i cried silently, and then I heard it, it was a whisper"Mummy", I screamed at the top of my voice and this time, my voice came out loud and clear,The Doctor and a few nurses walked in and held me down as I tried to get out of bed screaming"Honey, relax, just relax t

TALKING TO SHADOWS: DEAR ISRAEL   Chapter 7