Everyone was killed.

My whole family.

Why does it have to happen now? Why now that everything started to get better?

Is this one of those God-knows-humor things? If it is… Then, why it's not funny?! If there is god, why his allowing such cruelty to happen?

I’m filled still filled with hatred and grieving while digging down gave for my siblings. All of them are still cheerful yesterday. I can still hear a voice calling my name asking for dinner.

Kaya’s voice complains about everything. Kanna whose jokes always miss. The shy lovely Kaname. Kaori and Kiyoka playing with bamboo swords. Kaede who’s sitting in the corner of the living room alone with her book. Lastly, Kazuto whose being very manly taking responsibility as the new head of the family.

All of them, I’ll miss them so much…

But I cannot turn back time. There is nothing I could do but pray for their happy life on the other side. They’re all good people. I know they’ll all be stepping into the kingdom of heaven.

Even though